¡La tierra de la Abundancia!

Oof its been like years since i entered here lmao This blog is almost a tribute because I’m now a busy adult.

i’ve got some uuuh asks about some mini- drama????? around??? from like a year ago??? with me??? pff jdsfksj i got them a year later im...sorry?? wtf is going on LMAOO.

oh well -´w`- to answer y’alls questions about how i feel on that.

Uhh... i do not??

idk, it’s been a year o3o thought a person told me one of the people i wronged once (the xoco -girl idk?) is still around deadnaming me it’s like..idk man lol i think the other people who hate me have been doing it for longer and have more reasons for me to hate me than this person.

I truly never interacted with that one person who still has a ‘call out’ post (which only proves she’s got a LOT of time on her hands lol) and tbh they’re acting merely out of self hatred because I never cared either and they’re giving me too much spotlight fdjsk. 

I know others want me to reply and shit but like..for me they’re dead? The drama is dead to me too lol I am too busy now and with my thesis and my uni work it’s impossible for me to hang on old old dramas from 2014 and 2016.... Just.... give up lol.

 I wish they saw me like that too ‘cuz we are in two different worlds now but some ppl can’t rlly get over the hurtbutt :^/ but I can’t keep carrying other ppl’s hatred and low energy on my shoulders. I’m not 16 anymore, i’m 22 and engaging in pettyness is no longer my main aim but to enjoy the little time i’ve got left with my friends online before adult life snatches me entirely. Most of these people are still young, in their early uni lives probably, so I understand that they have all the time to stalk and screenshot and do all the things they do...but, is it helpful? does it give them anything remarkably profitable out of it? no lol and I realized that too when i was in uni and decided to just drop it all.

Hopefully, they’ll realize that too someday.

 It’s up to them if they want to be seen and remembered as these hella resentful people or move on from someone who is not even interested in interacting with anybody who isn’t their special ones anymore.

After months and months of being dead (my most sincere apologizes, university is hard!) 

I have erturned only to give this account a use and it’s to recolect any help we can provide. As you might know Mexico was recently shook by a terrible earthquake in our southern states. The death toll is really high and our government (as usual) can’t provide enough help, this earthquake has been the strongest in 86 years and the affected area is the poorest area of Mexico. PLEASE! Although we mexicans laugh at literally everything ,and we have a lot of memes around. PLEASE don’t let our wicked sense of humour fool you

  We Need Help.

If you live in a foreign country please, watch for any civil association that brings help ! 

At the moment, there are no direct efforts. But here are some national organisations which are likely to be involved.

Mexican Red Cross

UNICEF Mexico

Oxfam Mexico

Save The Children Mexico

Uni is gonna kill me anyway lmfao not like i’ve got a lot of time to do ask stuff anymore u-u </3

But a lot of stealing and copying make me lose my muse for Raquel,  My baby is my baby dw i’m not dropping her lmao I’m just more interesting in my new OC for Andalusia (who, guess what, also have got copied-- it’s like a magnet I have or smth) I have a small text for those who feel like me lately:

but oh well i discovered I enjoy more being around friends and closed friends on FB than being a public figure. Idk, It’s hard to keep everyone happy and living up to their expectatives, i’ve got a lot of that shit with my parents and me trying to be the best student for them, living trying to keep everyone happy and proud of you is hard and it’s not something I wish for me in this fandom either.

in short words: I don’t want to discourage or disappoint ppl who support me and later discover that I am not exactly a person who tumblr.com expects people to be, reasons why i always stayed away from it aside from dropping my ask responses lmao. I like having people looking up to me but that also brings a lot of copying, people having fantasies about you being their role model when you ain’t even interesting in being a role model for yourself.

when I joined the fandom and my OC started to get the attention I clearly stated that I wanted friends, not fans. A lot of expectatives over the shoulder of a person (me) who is not interested in keeping appereances or even mantaining herself in a pedestal trying to act well to avoid drama or people messaging me about supporting me or being disappointed of I am kinda a free spirit, I don’t like my ideas or opinions to be boxed by a ruling norm in this site or any site, I don’t want to shape my behaviour around what ppl expect me to do I’ve got a lot of that shit with my family already no thank you.

Let people who got a few more followers from the average, have their own personality and behave the way they want to, we’re not here to be role models, If you want them look at people who is actually changing the world.

not literally b ut u know; lol about activity and stuff. I am planning to open an art blog u3u bc I’m not v interested in answering questions hahaha but i still love to art and draw and I miss to interact orz but p much all my drawings are bullshitted bc lack of time but anyway;

and since I'm also way more interested now in Spanish History with my Andalusia OC and ancient world's history too I think this blog has become p much useless ;uu;

mostly because now my doodles are about Spain but i still doodle Mexico and fun stuff about her too but nothing too cool for askblog mmmm

Also because I'm opening paypal commissions! :DDD so I can submit my stuff there too

oooo this is so sweet ;uuuuuuuuuu;Well I’ve been researching Raquel intensely since 2013 as you can see it’s been a long long journey!

I don’t even remember how i started with her because, as a mexican myself I had basic knowledge about history, and to get closer to society and mentality I just needed to fin some books and compare them with mexicans.I have recently started to develop a new OC; my Andalucia OC ( she’s my new love lmao ) and I had some ideas about the history but I practically had to start from zero, my researching methods are v unconventional im not a person who studies history in a one way line, i actually like to read from here and there about different things and then connect them in my head.I am a person who opens many pdfs at the same time about different stuff and I read from here and there in the same hour... I’m very disorganized.This way is not very suitable for more stable and less- multitasking people; but I’ve got a few tips to start  from zero:

1. My first step was to just try to find kids’ history books about history, or just look for “ (x country) ‘s history for kids “ on google.... they are usually very fast to read and v easy to understand so you won’t have to go in depth just right because that’d be just confusing. They also give you a sense about how history developed. Luckily for us, owners of American OCs our countries’ history is very linear and short most latin american countries do not have long histories, some start right after colonization, in others colonization is usually ignored and the heavy history starts in the XIX century... Since I’ve been researching about Spain and Andalucia’s history in specific let me tell you... Its a hell to understand!! it’s waay longer ( +3k years to investigate!) and harder to understand. So you have it easier!  

2. Do not try to read all at once; take your time (unless u want to as I said im a v messy researcher ) Try to divide history in sections: Prehispanic- Colonization - Independence - XIX century - modern history - ‘00s and present

That way you can investigate certain time periods easier and that will help you to know where you’re putting your feet on. your brain will automatically stash the different information as if there were special boxes for each period!

3. If you find something hard to understand in a text it’s because you might not be aware of what’s going on, sometimes it’s important to also learn important characters in the period you’re studying because they give you some hints about what’s goin on.

4. Never EVER just base yourself only in History, try to get deeper! a country is more than just its history, be interested in learning modern processes, international links, their economical and political systems, be interested in learning about the people’s personality etc. That will give your OC more dimensions and make it less-flat.

5. Never be afraid of asking people from that country about things that you don’t understand but make sure those that answer you have certain advanced knowledge than just the ‘average’ usually, average citizens do not know a sh*t about their own history so sometimes it’s not always 100% reliable.

Source: J.H Elliot, Imperial Spain 1469-1716  

OOC: Whenever I see a Mexico hating Spain for no actual reason aside from what they read in Wikipedia and normal basic classes at school... I cringe. I cringe a little bit. That’s my way to recognize when a person hasn’t go further into researching than a few webpages.

IM CRYING

bc of the hair????

it reminds me more of Gloria trevi in the new program of La Voz

but Paulina Rubio? ew Spanish-Wannabe

the (c) is somewhere there

< Los aztecas tenian numeros propios? damn, a mi me enseñaron los numeros egipcios, romanos y Mayas nomás jajaja >