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Finnic and Joana weren't what I imagined...

Love to my beloved friend too.

Twilight Sparkle by Asiootus

Step by step... to achieve the goal ! Magdalena aplikuje o Stypendium z Wyboru, program stypendialny Fundacji Absolvent

Kabuto with outline. Because I cared more about making shading right, but I really like how outline looks like. 

Yet I'm also unhappy with it because it's not prefect and smooth. So just showing. 

I have just that problem, I often don't do something because I have feeling it has to be perfect and no perfection makes me feel unhappy. It's preventing me from posting - and even worse - from working. 

I so often think that I'm really not good enough, especially when I'm looking at styles of other people, artists that worked for years on their talent. I discovered mine recently, always being on science side of life I didn't care too much of drawing or anything like that. And it's like actual coloring and outlining (but not on paper, I'm frustrated there that I can't remake things enough to make me feel comfortable about that) can keep me focused for hours. With anything else I get really easily distracted. Right now I supposed to write my book and I'm like writing this one. 

I just keep wondering - is it too late? Is it what I wish to do? I have M.sc. in chemistry, I'm almost 25, I never took drawing lessons - going to start taking them in September. I learn quite fast, because all I did here is what I learnt within 3-4 months from videos and tutorals. Don't look at anatomy or something here, it was highly referenced - like outline shading is all mine. I just wonder if I have a chance? And if I do - then where? What should I do? How should I do it? These are questions I have can't answer myself.