AshwinRocks

It was a good run. Unfortunately I get emotional to fucking Mama Mia by Abba now, so I think maybe we pack it up. Someone needs to Old my Yeller.

It's a coin flip whether I'm yearning over Zelda and Link or Will Turner and Elizabeth Swann on any given night. Tonight's a Will and Elizabeth night, for example.

Madilyn Mei will write the most hauntingly beautiful lyrics known to man and then go "okay, but is the ska funky enough"

Every time I watch La La Land, the Summer title card gives me so much intense anxiety.

Unfathomable how I thought a friendship completely built on "I very pointedly and openly don't care about you as much as this other guy" was ever going to be fulfilling as a pair of roommates.

Prefacing every invitation with "I don't really care if you go, but..." like, who tf does that. Whether you mean it or not, you want me to think that you mean it. That fucking hurts.

Sober enough to feel the crushing weight of reality and life, but just drunk enough to REALLY wanna text her.

They call me the July 4th wheel. 🎇🇺🇲

The internet is crazy cause sometimes you find something you weren't supposed to and have to suffer the Consequences™

Idk why anyone thinks "nobody hates you" is a compelling argument. Sick. The absolute, bare fucking minimum. Indifference doesn't imply hate, and kinda feels worse.

I think if someone cut me open, circuit boards and wires would spill out. Not even advanced stuff. It'll look like the fucking Harwell Dekatron.

Like, what am I supposed to do now. The only people who I can relate to are right wing christians in their 20s. I just described hell. I'm in hell.

"Homeschooling didn't socially stunt me. I'm great at socializing" I say for the first 18 years of my life, only socializing with other homeschoolers.

Shattered my phone screen, which I think is a pretty good indicator of the vibes in the studio tonight