HAWT DOOGGGG

i keep finding myself only watching amateur bedroom porno

maybe it’s because it’s jus two people who love each other

and they jus wanna get off w us

but i think it’s probably because they look like people i know

or people i could know

or people i might know

or people i want to know

or people i NEED to know

i know these people these people look like me

the corner of their bed sheet has given up

and they’ve got too many water bottles in the crack of the bed

in ankle cuffs made of pants they’ve worn for 4 days straight

in breathy hushed tones whispering affirmation, directive

i know these people these people look like me

everyday i talk to strangers, couples i think i might know

i could only ever know them as well as i know their lunch but i can’t stop thinking

what happens when they’re home

and they’re in moments of intimacy, gifts of task, breathes of passion

and they jus can’t get off like the rest of us?

i know these people these people look like me

i’ve been reading articles on good knee stretches before bed

and sleeping for 10 hours

i’ve been buying home goods at tj maxx and pissing on the living room floor

i want to have my picture taken w the grace of not giving a damn about having my picture taken but that jus seems hard for you and me

ive been tinkering w this goddamn shower head for months