I tell myself that he didn’t deserve me, that he never really loved me, that he just played with my feelings like he did with the girls before me, that he loves her, that he will never love me, that anyone can replace him. But it doesn’t work. No matter what I tell myself, I can’t do it. I can’t let go, and the fact that I’m the only one still hanging on is what hurts the most because just like before, I’m the only one who wants us to be together.
Excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via tbfhprincess)
















