#SoberLife

When I got sober and on some of my psych meds I blew up from 120 lb to about 215 lb.. I didn't even notice I was as big as I was in the first picture, but was a little help from a friend and some exercise equipment and cutting out night time eating and sugar along with some other things is helping me get to my goal weight in a healthy way for once.

My way has always fluctuated but not as bad as it has since I've gotten sober.

Domenic and I were young when we fell in love. I was 23 and him 24.. we were also very, very sick as we were both addicts.. he was homeless when I met him and I lived with my mom, but he moved in the 3rd day we hung out lol..

It was obvious to everyone how in love we were. We were 100% soulmates, soul tied, whatever you wanna call it; we were.

I do not want to go into the WHOLE story right now, but we both relapsed after 141 days of sobriety and I walked in to him on a live on our bed.. 7 days later he was taking off life support today after anniversary and just 6 months before we were to be married.

For about 16 years addiction took everything away from me that I loved in my life. A 16 years I lied, stole, cheated and went outside of the morals I'd had my whole life. For 16 years of my family watched me kill myself with alcohol and drugs not knowing if I would wake up the next day and me not even caring.. On 11/20/2024 I chose me, I chose My family, I chose my life.

Jelly Bean AK Bella

Hydro

Gracie

Daisy (who is jelly Bean's baby from her last litter!)

After 16 years of using; I got clean. I got cleancalmost 2 years ago which meant not only choosing myself but choosing these two! My niece and my nephew.