Lovestruck Yé

I feel pushed out. I feel like I have to make a decision that would still stress me out because I still would have to figure the nuances out. I just want to go into this new transition with ease and no stress. Ease. No stress. I do have to get real about the transition from place to place and what that would look like. I feel like I would have to swallow a lot of pride to some degree. I also feel like I would have to be ok with not being ok, but I know that later I will be. I am tired of having to be strong, but maybe this is my final act. 

I don’t have it in me for anyone to be mad at me and playing a silent game. You gotta just tell me. I’m very used to people dumping their cons on me about me even when I think I’m doing nothing, but as I get older, I just can’t accept hot and cold behavior. I respect ppl more with being honest with care.

Had to untag myself with art on here bc it’s annoying seeing beastly anime all the time. With art, I’m talking Picasso, abstract worlds from us everyday artist. Not that annoying shit lmaoo. Was cookin me.

I have got to get back into getting cuter, taking pictures and being my natural self. I think it’ll require some time to just reflect on my own and really shut out social media. I really feel like it’s time. It’s been time.