let's get lost...

I #manifest filling this up with thoughts and stories while I'm on my travels. #wednesdaymotivation #gaygeek https://www.instagram.com/p/CfqIUV6rnLz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

February 2020... The last date I had with you. We had a really bad hiccup in our relationship before that because of me. That day I can still remember fully well how optimistic we were and had so many plans laid out... That was the last day of us really being physically together as a couple. You took this photo of me and I remember you telling me how good I looked in the shot you took. #downmemorylane https://www.instagram.com/p/CeVKmdXrk1v/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Yo 36. https://www.instagram.com/p/CdAMhRrLYA7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Well... Time for a bar of happiness 😊🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0pzob7nr-W/?igshid=10omy7qjbz2xc

We may collide when it comes to tempers but there's no one else I respect and idolize more than this man. He worked hard and was shitted on by fate harder. Yet you push on. You push me too. We may not talk to each other much, but we agree on so many ideals. That's to always be the better person. Even if it means otherwise to many. https://www.instagram.com/p/B0pxY4XHNNM/?igshid=18ot0729rkrpq

Thank you for continuing to be strong. I could never have gotten back on my feet if not for you who never gave up on me. Yep. That's my mom! 😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0hs5AFH0EB/?igshid=1mn7hi1koa5g8

And to the woman who took me in when I started my life fresh into college, the person who helped me start my work-at-home life, and to the lady who helped my mom allow me to leave behind a time full of darkness. Thank you for always being there when it counts. The mother I needed when I had to be on my own. Happy birthday Ante Lily! Sorry can't make it today. Night shift. 😭😘😘😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0c2bjsnA84/?igshid=1vcuugea4gfvm

To the man who treated me nothing less but a son. Thanks for taking me in during my most recent struggles. Your sternness and blunt humor will always remind me that I'm much more than who I think I am. Let us continue fighting for what is deservingly right. See you again soon! Stay strong because you keep reminding me that I should. Happy birthday to you my mentor and 2nd dad! Cheers Uncle Derek! See you and Aunt Tess again soon! I have so many good things to tell you this time around! 😄🥰😜 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0axNEsn1iH/?igshid=1ehldtd73c8om

Just a bit of a #treatyourself moment before I end workday. #goodnight (even tho it's #goodmorning for everyone else) #💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0R62VVHrK1/?igshid=5rhcq2ce9t6q

The main reason I'm still fighting. #youarethereason https://www.instagram.com/p/B0IEyX8HEWA/?igshid=637yt794i554

We're in a happier place atm. 😘 (Chestnut: "Don't hug me hooman!") https://www.instagram.com/p/BzsSphqnEj6/?igshid=5wdjbqkocgse

I know #mothersday had passed but I still wanted to share how much strength this woman is giving me, especially right now. https://www.instagram.com/doubleshortguy/p/ByO8724nw2d/?igshid=1g64pvts0wc68

Now this is #shawarma 🥰🤩😍 Garlicky, meaty, hearty purity and my topmost #foodchoices . Sorry but no tomatoes, onions, or cabbage - pickles will do the perfect job to cut through the savory taste without sogging things up. Potatoes in fries form to add the girth and heartiness. Spin-grilled chicken in chunked slices of course. And that classic garlic, sour cream kick to complete the experience. Not stripped chicken strands! Not adobo flavored! Not mayonnaise! And definitely not with any other vegetables that contrast too much with it's pure intention: to fill you up with a grin! Oh and that pungent, lovely aroma! Haha You do you and I'll enjoy mine! 😘😘😇 #foodporn https://www.instagram.com/doubleshortguy/p/ByMMmptHZeN/?igshid=eeajuu6mpp1k

To the only woman who keeps on holding my hand. To the woman who supports me whereever I stand. To the only woman who accepts me for who I am. Thank you mom! Happy birthday! I love you so much. 😘💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw22VpTgR7h/?igshid=miav4mksmjg4

#grayhair don't care 😛😘 #familystyle https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwq1b5ynwz1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13w8lkstkpzos

The early #millenials and the next gen 😂🤪😵 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwq1JT5HINA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=390eqtcdyca5

(2/2) #busog after-effect 😂😆 https://www.instagram.com/p/BwjQRQgnlwe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wx81qn5132c