My name is Octavian or Tavi, but call me what you wish. I am a devotee of Apollon and Dionysos. I am also looking into other pantheons.
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So this won the poll, I apologize for being late with it! Y'all I am in the middle of grad school apps and I am SO busy!! But I wanna keep up with this blog.
SO. Big massive huge disclaimer: I AM AWARE that hero worship, as it was practiced in ancient times, WAS CHTHONIC.
I do not practice it in a chthonic way!
So in NONE of this post am I claiming it was done this way in the past! This is SOLELY my praxis and way of worshipping heroes. (And yes, it is WORSHIPPING - THAT absolutely happened in the past!)
I do often have altars, yes, in fact my Achilles and Hektor altar is right in front of my PS4 right now, next to Zeus and Hera. (all four are little statues. poor hektor lost his right hand and left arm. and achilles lost his head.) It's on the TV stand! I set little candles in front of them (I do NOT light these - there are too many wires and it's very flammable.) I bow to them, and I ask for their strength when I play video games!
Another thing I'll do a lot is have an offering in the form of sharing the current drink I have, USUALLY an energy drink. I'll have a Red Bull and go "this is for you, King Odysseus" or "here, Achilles" or whoever I think of! This is the bulk of it lol (again, grad school apps.)
And the third way - perhaps more important? - I will divinate with them. Get out some tarot, runes, knucklebones (esp for Trojan War heroes), etc., and ask them for a message! I'm a witch too and consider this some death magic as well (though again, I do not worship them chthonically, as I don't hold my hands down and I eat the offerings). They're....even more intense than the gods. Which makes sense, in a way - they were mortal, which means they understand humanity on a different level than the gods do.
So this was just a quick little kinda rambley post but I hope you like it!!! I really like hero worship, it's one of the major parts of my practice.
I think Jesus resurrecting was non consensual, in a way.
The first thing he feels is his heartbeat, it's like weight pressing down on him as it begins working again after three days, stale, old blood forcibly being pumped back into his stiff limbs. The air is pushed back into his lungs, they expand but the thick skin feels more like it's cracking than expanding. The cool air inside the grave feels like pins and needles digging into his ribcage. He lays there, in the darkness, and it feels wrong to have a body, after being everything and nothing, even lying there feels like an effort, feels heavy.
He pulls himself up and every fiber of his being rejects the motion, aching all over. His back feels like he's still tied to the cross, he knows exactly where the whip met his skin, it burns. The stone being against it for so many hours has also played a part in all of this.
His eyes take a while to adjust and he forces muscles to move, his legs to stretch while his mind screams at him to lay back down. He stays in the same spot for a while, an hour? Two? His mind can't comprehend time, it's still catching up with the burden of existing again.
When the pain in his lungs dulls slightly he takes a deep breath. The cool air has stopped feeling like an intruder in his lungs, it steadies him this time. He knows the harsh, hot dessert waits for him outside.
He looks down, he can still feel each bruise, each cut. They are scarred over by coagulated blood and have long since stopped bleeding but he can feel them just like the day he got them. His eyes dart away from them, as if he might relieve the way he got them if he stares for too long. He moves to stand and his step falters, hands catching the edge of the stone as he falls backwards back into a sitting position. He feels then, the gaping holes in his hands, the way his muscles don't move like they're supposed to, the way his hands almost fail as well.
It will all be well when the stone is rolled by angels and the singing birds announce his return to the land of the living, it will all be well he sees Magdalene, the joy in her eyes at seeing her teacher, when he greets his disciples who cling to his robe and don't let go. The son of Humanity will be back where he belongs.
But now, I'm the darkness? He doubts again.
He wrestles his father's plan while knowing that it will come to pass regardless. His cup was too runny then; now, it's dry. Golgotha, the land of the skull, has taken all his sweat and tears and left him hollow.
this is me coming out as christian. well, some form of it. i don't believe that the extensive history of greed, genocide and oppression was done in good faith or for recognition from the divine. i think that was all just evil. i don't even know what the divine is. all i know is that i believe in jesus with my whole heart. i believe in a jesus that rejected all politics and accepted each human being as a divine creature with a purpose. i believe in a jesus that condemned overconsumption (mark 8:36). i believe in a jesus that was friends with the sick, the disabled, the poor, the homeless, prostitutes, addicts, and queer people. i believe in a jesus you can always return to. true christianity is found within yourself, not influenced by people you barely know. this isn't even to say i believe jesus was divine, or the son of god, at all. i believe jesus was an incredible speaker for his time and that he should be remembered as such. all you need to be christian is love. not only for others, but yourself. to be devoted to jesus means to be devoted to healing what others took from you. love one another and make sure everyone is provided for. connect with the earth. something much bigger than you loves you and that is beautiful.
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"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls."
Mark 10:14-16
He said to them, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. Truly I tell you, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it.” And he took the children in his arms, placed his hands on them and blessed them
Matthew 25:34-40
"Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world, for I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me, I was in prison and you visited me."
Then the righteous will answer him, "Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry and gave you food or thirsty and gave you something to drink? And when was it that we saw you a stranger and welcomed you or naked and gave you clothing? And when was it that we saw you sick or in prison and visited you?"
And the king will answer them, "Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did it to me."
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Interested in Christopaganism? Not really sure where to start? Hopefully this little intro post can help you get started!
Contents
˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ What is Christopaganism?
˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ How do I find sources?
˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ Well, how do I practice?
˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ I'm a bit uncomfortable, but I want to practice
˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ Isn't Christopaganism an oxymoron? This is disrespectful!
˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ Closing statement
Updated: 10/15
- Fixed the sources section (was missing something)
What is Christopaganism?
Christopaganism is just as it seems! It's the merging of both Christian practices and a form of paganism.
There are many different ways to balance and practice both religions. Some may be interested in honoring the Greek gods alongside saints and angels or just the angels alongside Egyptian gods. There's no right or wrong way for how you balance out your christopagan practice.
How do I find sources?
So with Christopaganism there isn't really an one stop shop for sources where you can find everything you need to know in one book. Since there are so many Christian denominations and forms of paganism out there, you'll have to find sources based on your interests, historical texts, or based on folk practices for your culture.
Let's say you're interested in Hellenic Polytheism and Catholicism. You will have to look into sources for both practices separately. Hoard books on Hellenic Polytheism and worship, scroll through Theoi.com, and read the Greek myths. You should also look into the various aspects of Catholicism, the religious figures, and how Catholics practice.
If you want an inside look into how someone merges both practices, you can talk with christopagans who practice both. Join discord servers, browse Tumblr, join communities, etc. Ask questions! How do they practice? How do they balance both religions? This, in my opinion, will be one of the best things you can do for your practice.
Wait but you mentioned historical texts!
I did! This will actually depend a lot on the regions you look at. What you'll want to do is look into what certain regions did as Christians started converting their people.
What are some ways the Christians help incorporate pagan tradition into their religion to help with conversion? How did people worship comfortably while living under 2 separate religion?
Take notes on how some of the people of the region lived during that time period. This may help with crafting your own beliefs and practices!
Now what do I mean with folk practices?
Folk practices very often incorporate both pagan religion and Christianity in their traditions. Although because of stigma around paganism and witchcraft it won't always be presented as christopaganism.
Most folk practices seem to be fairly flexible and compatable with both pagan and Christian beliefs as often times they are intertwined with Folk Catholic beliefs on top of the beliefs of that region before Christianity. They're the beliefs and traditions of the people as they have learned and adapted to different generations of religion.
For example, within Italian folk practices you can find a lot of practitioners working with the saints, angels, the Abrahamic god, and Roman gods (or other pagan gods of their choosing).
So looking into folk practices is another good option for looking into christopaganism and how to practice. With this option though, I would like to make sure to let you know that you need to be mindful of closed practices. When doing research, look into whether or not a folk practice is meant to be closed to that culture or if it can be adapted into any practice. A lot of folk practices are based on family knowledge or tied to a specific location.
Well, how do I practice?
As mentioned before, there is no right or wrong way to practice. However you choose to practice is up to you and what works for you!
Here's what I would recommend when getting into Christopaganism.
First, identify which denomination of Christianity you prefer to work with. This could be the same denomination you grew up in or the one that's most prominent in your area. Maybe you just looked up "Christianity" and picked the one that seemed most interesting to you at the time. Doesn't matter how you found your preferred denomination!
Okay now you have your denomination picked, look into it. Find sources about the religion and belief system. What parts of the religion stick out to you the most? Take note of them and incorporate them into your practice.
Next, let's take a look into the paganism part. Which religions call out to you the most? Which deities or spirits interest you? This could be a mix of different practices or just one particular practice.
Now if you choose a couple different pagan practices to look into, research will take a little bit longer. With paganism, you'll have to look into how to worship the gods based on each practice. So for Hellenic polytheism, what is right or wrong in terms of offerings? What offerings do I give to the Norse gods?
What I want to emphasize here is respect. Approach each practice respectfully. Take the time to learn about each religion and how to approach the gods. While you can mold your practice to fits what works for you, you cannot disrespect the gods. What works for one practice may not work for the other. You need to put in the work for any practice you approach.
I'm a bit uncomfortable but I want to practice
And that is 100% okay! There is no need to jump into Christopaganism. You can take your time and learn what feels comfortable and what doesn't. You are learning what makes this practice feel fulfilling and wonderful to you.
As someone who grew up Catholic and only knowing about that religion, this is a large learning curve. Things feel awkward and you aren't sure if what you're experiencing is real or made up. It will take time, but if you genuinely enjoy what you're learning and doing, then that's perfect!
Take this one step at a time. You got this!
Isn't Christopagan an oxymoron? This is disrespectful!
So let's unpack this. This statement right here? Yeah, it can be an incredibly ignorant and offensive statement.
Why is that?
There is actually a lot of cultural influence in christopaganism. When you step back and take a look at how modern Christianity came to be, there is a lot of overlap with paganism. After 300 years of coexisting with paganism, Christians wanted to spread their religion with the intention of being the "true religion". To do this they needed to adapt to a world that was already comfortable with pagan practices and worshipping pagan gods alongside the Christian god.
The Celtic goddess Brigid became St. Brigid. The Roman goddess Fortuna is an angel of luck in some cases. There are plenty of examples of Christianity adapting pagan practices.
Even today there is a lot of "pagan" ways of practicing Christianity that stuck around. When you look at Mexican or Italian ways of practicing Christianity today, there are quite a few traditions and practices that many people would consider "pagan" or say isn't "Christian enough" or something similar.
Overtime many "pagan" practices became cultural. So to say that paganism is demonic or wrong. To say that Christopaganism or Folk Catholic practices are disrespectful is to say that specific cultures are disrespectful. Just because you do not agree with how someone else practices, does not make it disrespectful.
Closing statement
Christopaganism is a fairly widely debated topic. I won't lie, you may run into some people that try and bash you for being christopagan. Ignore them.
Does this practice make you happy? Do you enjoy what you're doing? Are you respecting the beliefs you practice? Yes? Then you're doing everything right. Don't worry about what other people think about your practice.
I have been thinking of getting into Christianity/Christopaganism (namely Catholism) however I am in a very religious Muslim household. I have not read the Bible and I have very surface level information of Christianity.
New statue of Aphrodite discovered in Turkey. People thought it was originally meant for a nymph. It was found this year around February. Greek art is so beautiful.
I find it really admirable how detailed Greek art is and how they can last this long in such beautiful condition. I hope one day, if it wasn't burnt like some theories say it was, the real Athena Parthenos is found. Just to see something that old in beautiful condition would be amazing.
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Hello, I'm aware this post will not garner a lot of positive attention, but I am making this on behalf of Soloux and to spread information on this group (as one of them is also in my own space).
I would like to state: Soloux was not groomed nor abused by this group. Just treated awfully. Read vis statements here and here. I also encourage you to read Marie's and other people's posts and experiences.
Recently Soloux has told me that this group has returned, namely Crow, Vee, and Wings. Crow I am very admant on calling out as he makes sideblogs and changes his url constantly.
Without further ado.
. . . WINGSOFAPHRODITE / HISTORICALWHORE
The evidence I have from Soloux is as follows:
Kyna was a name Wings used while Soloux was friends with them, I will not dwell on them too much as they have not caused much harm to Soloux (aside from enabling the others) or anyone else, but they are refusing to address the situation and are instead choosing to run away.
Soloux 's sentiment/evidence.
. . . DEVILDARLINS / VOICESOFTHEANGELS
Note: THIS IS ALLEGED, PLEASE TAKE THIS WITH A GRAIN OF SALT BEFORE COMING TO YOUR OWN CONCLUSIONS.
While this one was especially iffy to me, I think this might be Vee. Soloux and I had a pretty long conversation regarding this.
A lot of people debate on whether Eden and Vee are the same, or just similar people. They both have similar pantheons they worship, speak similar languages, speak poetically, have the same/similar disorders, and have similar themes. Heck, even the symbols Eden uses for their blog was used by Vee.
Even if this is not Vee, kindly do not engage with hymn as hymn has said a slur in the past. I can not find the post as it is deleted but the aftermath is still there.
UPDATE 28/04/2026 :
As I was making this post, I decided to look back at their account. A lot of things feel off to me now that I look at it.
I find it odd how hymn makes this post two days after Vee deactivated his account, and four days after Soloux makes vis first post. I am not pointing fingers, but the timing is either coincidental or, well, they are the same person.
Also, his Discord bio. This is exactly the way Eden types, with the poetic verse and aesthetic. I do not want to screenshot his whole account, that would be doxxing, so take this as you will.
For the life of me I can't find any other posts of Vee aside from interactions (nothing on the WayBack Machine either sadly) but I do recall he used to type in a similar way.
UPDATE 29/04/2026
Whatever this is.
I'm not sure who Magpie is, but he is a Tumblr user who is now being harassed by Eden, and Vee hated this person. Wow.
Read Magpie's response here.
Even if they are not the same, hymn has said the r-slur in this post, so, again, it's worth a block.
Once again:
DO NOT HARASS HYMN FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS HOLY.
I have never interacted with Crow I wont lie, but Soloux told me that this is him.
The first screenshot is in regards to a blog that ve has suspected to be Crow, it has only two posts so I will not dwell on this too much. And the second was what I put into the searchbar, he had changed the blog's name. He has enabled the behaviour towards Soloux, so he is worth mentioning, and I am very admant on calling him out, as he is very subtle and good at connecting with people.
. . . FINAL WORDS FROM SOLOUX
Finally, Soloux has asked me to give one final message to this group, as well as to everyone else. Here is vis message:
My words to them are;
It is laughable if I am being honest. You claim to be all high and mighty but the second you are called out you run like rabbits. You have willingly dodged accountability and ran to sideblogs instead.
Not to mention, even before all of this you treated them so damn poorly. Ignoring vim, leaving vim on read, and when ve tried to reach out to you again you didn't even acknowledge vim. What a great friendgroup amirite? For no reason too, ve loved you like you were vis family. I'm so glad ve now realizes your treatment towards vim.
Also, not to mention Vee, Adra, and Crow should not have been talking to Soloux. Vee had stated that under 15 year olds should not message him, Adra was on MDNI/Minors DNI... Crow you were 21 Years old. What the fuck dude. And Crow admitted that he thought Soloux was 13-14, which is middle school age (at least in the US). What buisness do you have with someone you supposed was in middle school as a 21 year old, and messaging them daily? Soloux was 14 when they had stated their age to this group, but they kept interacting anyway. Perhaps I would have been more lenient had you been only interacting for witchcraft or other important topics, but you didn't! Wonderful.
I hope you leave and don't come back, you have irreversibly hurt multiple people.
This post was tiring to make. I started on 23rd April, and now it's the 29th. I kept seeing more information and I kept tabs on these blogs in case if something happened. But I am so, so tired of seeing so much hate to others for no reason. The more information I was given, the sicker and angrier I felt.
I hope these people, and people like them, can never get platforms like this again. I hope we can grow from here.
Thank you for reading and I apologize if this was messy. Remember to love others and yourself, and may the Gods bless you.
Hi anyone who reads this on my blog. I am a friend of Soloux and while I am not directly involved in this situation, I have rebloged posts regarding this situation before.
Not only am I friends with Soloux, I also believe that when adults interact with minors online there is ten times more responsibility to be kind and help keep them safe online.
I understand that minors and adults will interact online, especially on Tumblr where people have had their accounts for years. I myself have made friends who are older than me on here and have healthy friendships with them.
Key word: friendships. What those who the op is holding accountable had with my friend, these were not friendships. You all have made a mockery of that word. Part of the joy having friends of different ages is I can learn about World war II from an 80 year old and get a lecture on Santa Claus from the five year old who decided we are friends.
I understand that my take on friendships is not for everyone, but I even more firmly believe that you should never, ever fake a friendship, especially with a minor. Children are some of the most vulnerable among us and the fact that these salopes lied to rather than protected one, makes me incredibly angry.
Like op said: do not harass or attack these people.
Remember: Be a good person. Do not be like these people. Don't be weird, okay?
disclaimer: My opinions on friendship is because I have multiple friends who are older then me who to me are like older siblings. I do not support and will never anyone who has had weird interactions with ANYONE.
Do not attack, harass, or attempt to intimidate any users in this post. Targetted harassment is neither appropriate nor encouraged, and I condone none of it.
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Hello, I'm aware this post will not garner a lot of positive attention, but I am making this on behalf of Soloux and to spread information on this group (as one of them is also in my own space).
I would like to state: Soloux was not groomed nor abused by this group. Just treated awfully. Read vis statements here and here. I also encourage you to read Marie's and other people's posts and experiences.
Recently Soloux has told me that this group has returned, namely Crow, Vee, and Wings. Crow I am very admant on calling out as he makes sideblogs and changes his url constantly.
Without further ado.
. . . WINGSOFAPHRODITE / HISTORICALWHORE
The evidence I have from Soloux is as follows:
Kyna was a name Wings used while Soloux was friends with them, I will not dwell on them too much as they have not caused much harm to Soloux (aside from enabling the others) or anyone else, but they are refusing to address the situation and are instead choosing to run away.
Soloux 's sentiment/evidence.
. . . DEVILDARLINS / VOICESOFTHEANGELS
UPDATE 07/05/2026
This has been taken down for Eden's sake. They are not the same. I no longer stand by what I have said.
I have never interacted with Crow I wont lie, but Soloux told me that this is him.
The first screenshot is in regards to a blog that ve has suspected to be Crow, it has only two posts so I will not dwell on this too much. And the second was what I put into the searchbar, he had changed the blog's name. He has enabled the behaviour towards Soloux, so he is worth mentioning, and I am very admant on calling him out, as he is very subtle and good at connecting with people.
. . . FINAL WORDS FROM SOLOUX
Finally, Soloux has asked me to give one final message to this group, as well as to everyone else. Here is vis message:
My words to them are;
It is laughable if I am being honest. You claim to be all high and mighty but the second you are called out you run like rabbits. You have willingly dodged accountability and ran to sideblogs instead.
Not to mention, even before all of this you treated them so damn poorly. Ignoring vim, leaving vim on read, and when ve tried to reach out to you again you didn't even acknowledge vim. What a great friendgroup amirite? For no reason too, ve loved you like you were vis family. I'm so glad ve now realizes your treatment towards vim.
Also, not to mention Vee, Adra, and Crow should not have been talking to Soloux. Vee had stated that under 15 year olds should not message him, Adra was on MDNI/Minors DNI... Crow you were 21 Years old. What the fuck dude. And Crow admitted that he thought Soloux was 13-14, which is middle school age (at least in the US). What buisness do you have with someone you supposed was in middle school as a 21 year old, and messaging them daily? Soloux was 14 when they had stated their age to this group, but they kept interacting anyway. Perhaps I would have been more lenient had you been only interacting for witchcraft or other important topics, but you didn't! Wonderful.
I hope you leave and don't come back, you have irreversibly hurt multiple people.
This post was tiring to make. I started on 23rd April, and now it's the 29th. I kept seeing more information and I kept tabs on these blogs in case if something happened. But I am so, so tired of seeing so much hate to others for no reason. The more information I was given, the sicker and angrier I felt.
I hope these people, and people like them, can never get platforms like this again. I hope we can grow from here.
Thank you for reading and I apologize if this was messy. Remember to love others and yourself, and may the Gods bless you.