Situation….sheeeit
Have you ever met somebody and it just felt right.?
His hugs feel like heaven
Being around him feels like a fantasy
His kisses are just …..😍😍😍😍😍
Not even going to talk about the sex 🥵
Everything about him from his quirks, his jokes, his goofiness, his smile, his eyes, his accent, his pheromones
Just drives you crazy
You never met someone who you felt so attracted too
And just want to be and deal with
Part of you wants to be with him
But the other part is afraid
Especially since you had your heart broken by a man that you planned a whole life with
From ring shopping to trying for a baby
You just dont want to end up having your heart broken again in such a short amount of time
He makes you calm
Have you laughing all the time
His nasty matches your nasty
The sexual chemistry is things you only read about in booktok
He knows your body better than you do
He even made you orgasm from orally pleasing him
I know that sexual chemistry doesn’t mean that you should get together but its other things
Y’all talk for hours about any and everything
He shares about his past with you and the same to him
He remember things you told him
He is a great father, friend, son, etc etc
Maybe it is just one sided and he doesn’t even feel the same about you and it is just sex for him or just FWB
He looks out for you, got your back, teaches you things, cares about you but maybe he is like that toward everyone
Maybe it is just the love that you use to give your ex that is now being redirected towards him
You loved your ex with your whole heart and being
He did what no other man did and showed up for you
Y’all went to events, church, family functions and dates together
Went shopping for rings and eleven tried for a baby twice but it didn’t happen
Losing him felt death
The person i talked to everyday, spent time with, changed how i talked, dressed and everything about myself to make him happy
Now im stuck figuring out what i like
He made you feel seen and that maybe you will have love the man and the baby
Now its all gone
Maybe he was another lesson but your tired of lesson after lesson
You want love
Crazy cause your confused cause you still have feelings for this man while with a different man
You loved your ex but wondered
What if
What if things was different and you was with the man who makes your body feel alive
Like feelings was always there before but now its like both of your are going for broke and not playing
So this go round is different for you
Maybe for him too
You want him but does he want you
You dont want to rock the boat but you just have to know
Maybe he feels the same but no words are being exchanged
Are y’all really fucking with no feelings?
Having feelings while fucking letting your boy do the talking to express what you want to say?










