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        CASCA OF BERSERK . WRITTEN BY MAL . 18+ ONLY

the throat after the scream  ,  bloody  ,  ripped raw    —-    i know  ,  i know  ,  i’ve been there  .           i’ve called it home  .       pressing the thumb to the bruise to see if it hurts    —-    because it hurts  ,  because i want to be the only cause of my pain .         i could tell you stories about losing control of the body  ,  about my skin not being my own  .           how it’s all nothing until it’s the mouth stuffed fast with cotton  ,  and the limbs pulled clean off and a mouth on your mouth that you can’t see.

  —  emily palermo, UNFORGIVEN 

    She looked like , if you bit her , milk & honey would flow from her.

don’t you dare for one minute believe that my kindness makes me anything less than INSURMOUNTABLE  .  i did not unzip my chest to every kind of hurt  &   stagger back  ,  wounded but alive  ,  just to hear you call me weak for trying  .