jay

aight so this is the full thing, excuse my first message because i made it while i was bawling my eyes out in my car (and excuse my birthname even though they spelled my last name wrong, they always do so im used to it. it’s coffey btw.)

so the 4,630 is the total for everything, the 1,910 is the total for bottom only. the bottom only is the one we’re doing.

as far as xrays go i only managed to save this one picture before the doctor came in, so i only have the bottom right wisdom tooth picture:

so basically both wisdom teeth look like this on both sides which is why i only took the one at the time. attempted to take a full picture and in walks the doctor so i panicked and didn’t take one.

so the bottom wisdom teeth are pressed up against the nerve (the solid white line that looks like it shoots out of the root) on both sides. she said my teeth are a ‘hard case’ and ‘high risk factor’ because of where they’re located (so close to the roots of my molars) and because of the nerve (damage to the nerve may cause my bottom lip/chin to be numb and fuck you guys i really wanna kiss someone without having a numb lip like can you imagine going to kiss someone you love and not getting that feeling? bitch im crying again fuck anywya.. )

the total for the bottom wisdom teeth is 1910, HOPEFULLY won’t have to do the top at all because it’s not causing me pain but the bottom ones ARE and im just scared, frustrated, and honestly mad that i even exist right now.

so i’m, going to open commissions again soon, hopefully it’ll be a little better this time around bc it’s more important to me that this get done verses paying off credit cards before.

my ko-fi link, paypal.me (this is an old paypal.me link but i can’t shut down this paypal until i pay off the paypal credit card so bear with me pls), and i’ll make a new post for commissions hopefully soon.

“we wear this colour to honour our fallen warriors”

I found the best song for their entire journey! (When can I see you  again from Owl City)

Shiro: