Trauma Queen

Mr. Undies. 

Is there a word to describe “i’m trying my absolute fucking hardest and it’s not good enough”

I don’t think a lot of people understand how frustrating memory and concentration problems are. It’s not cute or “ditzy” or whatever to forget what you were doing or thinking about moment after you were doing it. Being able to complete a task or thought because you can’t remember or focus long enough to finish it is a terrible feeling.

“why can’t you remember anything?” i’m sorry i dissociate 80% of the fucking time and my memory is awful lol

i cant believe that there might be millions of possible alternate universes and i got stuck in one where my fuckign brain is Broken

i dont think anyone really understands the levels of passively suicidal that i actually am bc like it doesnt matter where i am or what im doing id still rather be dead and its so exhausting

Don’t underestimate my ability to drop you like you never meant shit to me

concept: something hurts my feelings and I’m able to let it go instead of sobbing about it for 2 hours