Reality? No Thanks

kanamafu date is LARPing as an older married couple, mizuena date is making a blood oath in the IKEA showrooms, mafuena date is hitting each other with hammers, kanamizu date is parallel play self-crucifixion, mizumafu date is collaborative identity theft, and kanaena date is a lovely spring stroll through the park. Does it make sense? Polycord date is communal sleeping on the ground.

if you think too hard about kanamafu living together you can make yourself feel a little sick about how they spend their time just scraping by through each day together, Kanade working herself to the bone and Mafuyu keeping the house and never realizing they are two teenagers living alone in a house and could be doing stupid happy things. They should dance in the living room and be bad at it or make a pillow fort and sleep in it or hang up a bird feeder and watch it or binge b-list movies and rate them or eat irresponsibly spicy food and regret it or put up ten life-sized Hatsune Miku posters in Mafuyu's room. Do they realize they can do whatever they like?

actually creators can be wrong about their characters sometimes. for example sometimes a creator thinks their character has blue eyes

noteworthy that they literally had a mask on me hooked up to a tank pumping narcotics into my lungs through all this, and my body temperature was like 34°. I would have been doing well to just have both eyes pointed in the same direction

"This is great. I'm going to get a good grade in post-accident cognition."

a character who truly, legitimately goes “but why does that matter?” about their feelings when someone who cares about them asks. and the sudden falling of everyone around them’s faces as they realize that this person doesn’t recognize themself as someone who needs or should be taken care of. i want Everyone to hurt. surprise at the idea, worry for them, horror at not having noticed. do you see this person who doesn’t think of themselves as a person?

idk how to explain it but im never truly comfortable with the way people insinuate that all older folks are inherently bigoted. it always feels like it kind of hand-waves away personal responsibility like ohhhh grandpa cant help homophobic, hes old. well ive met plenty of older folks who are normal about gay people. i think grandpa could be better. i think we should hold grandpa to higher standards.

i imagine being medicated would feel good as fuck. unfortunately i have to rawdog whatever's wrong with me