thinking that maybe the actual problem with my relationship with k right now is that they don't have the necessary skillset for the type of relationship they want to have with me. like if you're going to tell me that you've been waiting your whole life for a relationship like this, and that we're going to be in each other's lives forever, and that you're in love with me, don't then turn around and demote me to Just Friends when you get busy and revert back to mononormativity and THEN get really angry with me for being upset by that?? like we're either in a serious and committed relationship or we aren't. idc if it's platonic you said you want a committed intimate relationship with me so fucking act like it?
and every time I try to explain why this has been hurtful they've said 'no I didn't abandon you or do anything unkind, I think your thinking is just clouded by you being Unwell' which is so condescending and dismissive and ableist as hell
it would be different if they acknowledged that they don't really know how to navigate a relationship like this and were willing to learn but that's not the case, at least not currently
anyway tldr I'm sick to death of being treated like I'm the one expecting too much or being unreasonable when an allo makes promises they can't keep because they're too monopilled. get out of my face
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