tumblr killed me :/ he/it 19 mdni. working to get old blog back. dove is deader than a doornail, be cautioned. i like kissing & snuggling with dead things
sideblog for kinky nonsense both vampire & personalβtagged but potentially triggering content & taboo kinks. main/follows from v******b******s. canon-typical violence (physical, emotional, & sexual). expect to see both book & show canon/lore. occasional rpf posting. minors do not follow.
kinks you can expect me to discuss on here include hard kinks like sadomasochism, snuff, cnc, fauxcest, & ageplay. yr mileage may vary. i probably wont engage w piss/scat & absolutely will not engage with raceplay whatsoever
its armand/daniel focused, but ill on occasion post about other characters. my first iwtv faves were & still are louis & claudia. a lot of armand fans tend to slander louis & i wont let that shit on my blog
additionally, seriousposting can be found mostly on my main, but that doesnt mean you wont see more serious topics outside of kink talked about on this blog. i dont want it nor expect it to be a fandom discourse blog, but racism, abuse, sexual violence, domestic violence, etc all feature prominently in the series, & i wont shy away from discussing these things & how i see the fandom treating it
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ive genuinely been driven to tears multiple times over louis & armand & claudia's treatment this season & not in a good way LOL its not bc of the powerfully emotive writjng or whatever like in s2 its the disdain & hate the writers have for these characters seeping into every interaction & its so devastating i cant think abt it without getting upset
it is that deep. the mischaracterisation of armand is that deep. i wish for everyone to realise what great disservice the writers have done to his character with their racist storytelling. armand has been described in the show as something repulsive, something without a presence, a fuck cloud and a rotten thing, something boring to death and insipid, something that cannot be loved and something that provokes a reaction of strong disgust in many other characters; lestat was genuinely stunned that louis deemed armand a companion-material. let that sink in.
some will try to argue that all those remarks are only targeted at his evil deeds. unfortauntely that is not true. in the books, however scared or repulsed lestat was by some of armand's actions, he still found him beautiful. he still described him with very reverent language. that was the core of it: everyone desired armand. that was why he suffered so much. everyone treated him like a pretty conquest. at the beginning of tva david talbot literally out of the blue started playing with his hair and sniffing them. it was the most dehumanising desire, that always showed the truth: he was too beautiful for this world.
this is how marius described armand in blood and gold:
"And there I saw beauty, beauty which has always been my downfall, beauty in a new and celestial form. Heaven had cast down upon this stone floor an abandoned angel, of auburn curls and perfectly formed limbs, of fair and mysterious face. His soft reddishΒ hair was loose and tangled. His flesh was pale and the bones of his face only faintly sharpened by his Slavic blood."
"This was a boy, as I had said, and he had a head of long curly hair. But his face was shining white, and perfect, the countenance of a god it seemed, a Cupid out of Caravaggio, seductive yet ethereal, with auburn hair and dark brown eyes."
more quotes from books here:
so on what grounds is armand getting so much verbal humiliation in the show? all i see is that the writers for the third time in a row focused on his 'weird' side, his 'gremlin' side, his 'evil and crazy' side, while... completely ditching the rest of the picture. why is it that no one called him beautiful yet? why is he being so perpetually degraded, so belittled and debased verbally? because to me it screams fucking racism, it screams to me all those writers sitting and scribbling their notes about armand and never once admitting to themselves that assad is beautiful, that this bangladeshi man could be described in such a way, that he could actually be considered that. his screentime got radically reduced this season, they literally cut parts of tvl where his character was of paramount importance and any time armand was on screen, we were just given the following messages: he's weird!! he's crazy!! he's evil!! he's desperate!! while completely disregarding the rest. it is a deeply rooted, unconscious racism that genuinely terrifies and saddens me and i truly have no idea how these scripts made it air.
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is this a safe space to say that in a different context armand carving his initial over louis' heart would be super hot? even better if it's mutual and louis leaves his initial over armand's heart too and maybe they leave a scar somehow (dr fareed help me out here)...........
in a way different context maybe, but the way louis has been treated all szn being called a slave in a rly bioessentialist way having armand (who literally lynched him & put his head on a pike) brand him makes me sick to my stomach in a way i kinda cant reconcile. maybe if it was mutual sure, their final act of marking one another & making the impact they made on one another literal, that could be hot, but thats not rly something i can linger on too much atm. i dont mean that as a jab at u i can totally see where u are comin from & tbh if it way maybe not in such a horrendously racist context i wld b right there with u i mean i get off to torture & snuff all the time, but... idk . not rly something i want to put a sexy spin on atm
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Okay so I made a list of 30 (well, 29 actually) prompts I am releasing into the wild. The point of this is that at least one of the participants are not having a good time.
It has 30 prompts for November but feel free to write and post whenever, but please add the tag #No one nuts November or #NoonenutsNovember wherever you post. You do not have to @ or credit this blog if you use any of these prompts.
(Text version under the cut)
1. Safeword
2. Sub/dom drop
3. Loosing intrest halfway through
4. Trying something that doesn't work
5. Medical emergency (bonus points: it happens during bondage)
6. Bad/failed orgasm
7. Should have safeworded
8. "Wait, it's not supposed to hurt?"
9. "Let's never try that again."
10. Sex so bad they break up after
11. Realistic shower sex
12. Incompatible kinks
13. Threw up on that thang
14. Can't get hard/wet/aroused
15. Says wrong persons name during sex
16: ugly crying/overwhelmed
17: "I remembered you being better at this"/"I'm not impressed."/"I've had better."/"You're not hung chill"
18: Allergic reaction/cut off circulation
19. Dirty talk/degradation gets too real
20. Ignored/missed a safeword
21. Random horny confession that kills the mood for the other person/people
22. "No really, that's not going to fit."
23. Fire alarm goes off/interrupted by a third party
24. Pushing themselves into sex they aren't ready for
25. Sex toy gets stuck
26. Only one person having fun/agreeing to boring sex
27. Couple brings in a bad 3rd
28. Sex in a bad location
29. Sex so bad it kills you/one of the participants dies
the black undershirt army green unbuttoned tucked overshirt high waisted pants buckled snatched waist messy bun half up half down oh my god he literally looks incredible imagine if they didnt waste that look on a disgustingly racist badly written scene designed to torture the black lead & cartoonishly villainize a brown man
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ive actually kinda been bringing down the mood elsewhere w how critical ive been which is whatever like ik im not the best person to b around esp when im kinda upset in other areas which has certainly exacerbated my vitriol. all that to say im glad i can offer a little reprieve here tho ill continue to b critical. & that im not bumming yall out too hard