he is turning the tiles brown. he needs to be contained

SCP 

Bro I’m ugly

me but i’m not ugly

i want to fall in love. i want to meet a beautiful girl, get to know her, and realize i’m getting feelings for her. i want to spend my nights thinking about a girl, hoping she’s thinking about me too, replaying conversations i’ve had with her. i want to feel shy and nervous as my crush develops. i want my heart to race every time she smiles at me or touches me. i want to see signs that she likes me too. i want to work up the courage to confess to her, or i want her to confess to me. i want someone to tell me they have a crush on me for the first time in my life. i want a relationship to blossom, start out slow with holding hands, and i want the world to open up when i have my first kiss with her. i want a girl to notice me, like me, treat me like i’m special. i want to realize i love her and say “i love you” for the first time in the early morning, or as we’re watching the sun set, or late in the middle of the night. i want to fall in love.

I'm ready to stop realizing things