she   missed   the   city.   mystic   falls   was a   too   small   town,   too   picturesque   ...   oh   yeah,   and   it   was   crawling   with   vampires.   vampires   and   witches   and   werewolves   (   oh   my!   )   that   kept   buffy   on   her   toes   more   than   any   big   city   really   could;   huh,   she   was   amazed   really   at   the   activity   such   a   small   town   seemed   to   hold.   that   didn't   mean   she   liked   it.   sure,   she   might   be   a   'slayer'   and   all   that,   but   was   it   really   asking   too   much   for   just   a   bit   of   downtime?   

no   more   hanging   around   in   graveyards,   this   was   different   -   vampires   walked   freely   in   the   sun,   they   could   be   anywhere   and   buffy   found   her   head   constantly   on   a   swivel.   her   guard   was   always   up,   fingers   always   itching   for   the   stake   she   kept   hidden   away   -   she   so   craved   peace   and   quiet   but   what   would   she   do   without   the   rush?

      ❛❛   hey   watch   it   -   ❜❜         she   jolted,   so   lost   in   her   own   head   that   she   didn't   notice   ...   well   she   didn't   notice   anything   and   that   meant   she   didn't   notice   when   she   full-on   collided   with   another   person.               

he    became    bitter    and    untouchable.    and    after    all    these    years    .  .  .    it    appears    he    was    some    sort    of    abomination.    restless,    harsh    and    despairing.    but    around    her,    when    it    comes    down    to    her,    something    within    him    just    .  .  .    changed.    A    CHANGE    OF    HEART,    PERHAPS.    for    all    he    has    one.    damon    couldn’t    explain,    couldn’t    unravel    it,    couldn’t    figure    it    out    .  .  .    but    with    caroline,    it    was    a    losing    game.    all    the    plans    he’d    made,    all    the    horrifying    things    he    wanted    .  .  .    the    sacrifices,    all    gone.    DEFEAT    AFTER    DEFEAT.    despite    it    all,    he    still    likes    to    hold    to    it.    it’s    way    he    pushed    her    away.    convinced    himself    of    the    fact    that    he    didn’t    need    her.    that    he    didn’t    care    for    her.    SHE    WAS    JUST    ANOTHER    PAWN.    just    another    victim.    and    yet,    when    his    little    brother    called    him    about    her    accident,    he    didn’t    hesitate    to    come    back.    didn’t    hesitate    to    check    on    her.    to    be    there    for    her.    his    hatred,    his    revenge    .  .  .    long    forgotten.

he    watches    her,    inspecting    as    remains    still.    strange,    is    it    not?    she    seemed    more    .  .  .    secure.    more    herself,    maybe.    stronger.    A    BEAM    OF    LIGHT.    nonetheless,    damon    could    still    see    the    fear    within    her    brighter    eyes.    the    pain.    the    torment.    ‘’    of    course    i    don’t    mind.    you    look    just    .  .  .    perfect.    ‘’    he    says,    a    little    bit    distracted.    that’s    the    thing    with    caroline    :    she    completely    mesmerised    him.    from    the    very    moment    he    laid    his    eyes    on    her.    she    fascinated    him.    that    never    really    stopped.    and    he    assumes    it    never    will.

being a vampire. . . caroline doesn't exactly know what that entails yet. how much will her life truly change? or will it be anything like it used to be? all her hard work at school, her after curriculars, miss mystic falls. . . has all that been for nothing? all lost because she's got turned into a vampire? that thought scares her. her life might be messed up, filled with more downs than ups, but it's still her life, and she'd worked hard to be where she is at the moment. independent off her parents, exceeding in school, in social life. but this is just an obstacle, and like all others, caroline will figure out a way pass it.

lips adorned with a bright smile, one she hasn't been able to crack since she'd woken up in the hospital bed, desperate to drink blood. " perfect? really? " she gives him a little twirl, finding the deepest of reassurance at the compliment coming from damon. it does surprise her the way she feels about him despite all the memories having come back. everything that he'd made her forget, all that he'd made her do. but she's not afraid of him, and she also. . . weirdly, trusts him. she now knows that he might have manipulated her to do his bidding, but never anything else. he was always soft, gentle with her, almost protective. and above all else, he was the only honest person out of her friends.

the change in caroline's tone makes bonnie's eyebrows narrow . the anger seeping through her words made bonnie regret even speaking . the familiarity in all of this , and it's only been ten total minutes of seeing caroline again . the blonde looked terrible , it was no surprise that she would be grumpy - but she didn't need to take it out on bonnie . at the apology , she just shrugs , twirling her straw around in her cup . " i've lived here since i left . worked part time at the hotel for a bit . " she says , going down memory lane in her mind . after the death of her grams , she spiraled . her father being busy didn't want to be even more neglectful than he already had been , and had already pre discussed with yaz , her gram's cousin , about bonnie going to salem to take care - his words - of her magic before things got worse . then she ended up meeting yaz's partner , dee , to which they've pretty much been her mentors ever since . the hotel was just a bonus , surrounding herself by creatures made the exposure more upfront and on a non personal level ( when they're not trying to kill her or use her , while also going away after a night or two , vampires can be tolerable ) . bonnie thinks salem made her more open minded on that front .

but not open minded enough where a ghost from the past can just crash into her life again . not so easily . her gaze is shooting daggers at the blonde , and doesn't think twice before an equally snippy rebuttal . " my grams died , care . there was nothing for me back home and even stepping foot into an empty house would've made me want to die , so yes , i left . " she says without missing a beat . " and i know that you would've stopped me , and i wouldn't of taken the leap that i did if i had talked to you first . " she's honest, looking down at her cup and then taking the straw out to just chug the rest down , before asking for another . " just never thought i'd see you look so ... " dead . she looks dead . bonnie thanks the bartender before sighing . " but you look good . even like this , a movie star . " she always does .

missing bonnie was like a stormy night. at first caroline braced for the impact of bonnie being gone. with her grams gone, she understood the need for bonnie to go away, to have time to herself, but she didn't quite understand why she couldn't do it around her friends. then the real feelings creeped in: the hurt, heartbreak even. bonnie was one of her best friends, and caroline kidded herself that she'd return. but as the months passed by, it was more and more apparent that bonnie was gone for good. anger, disapproval, disappointment: all apart of it too, though not long before she got turned into a vampire, and those emotions got turned into something else. betrayal. bonnie'd blamed elena, stefan, damon for her grams dying. . . but caroline blamed bonnie for leaving her.

from the dom ❛  keep your eyes on me while i fuck you.  ❜ ❛  be a good girl / boy for me.  ❜ ❛  did i say you can stop?  ❜ ❛  you're going to regret asking for that.  ❜ ❛  beg me for it and i might let you come.  ❜ ❛  you've been bad and that's why you need a punishment.  ❜ ❛  get on all fours, head down, and ass up.  ❜ ❛  that's it, baby, nice and slow. keep doing that and i might reward you later.  ❜ ❛  you're mine to do as i please.  ❜ ❛  stop whining and do as i say!  ❜ ❛  have you been keeping all of that for me?  ❜ ❛  if only you'd listened to me, i wouldn't have had to spank you.  ❜ ❛  i promise i'm going to take care of you and make you feel good.  ❜ ❛  you're taking me so well.  ❜ ❛  i know you can do that. you're being so good for me.  ❜ ❛  cum for me, pretty one.  ❜ ❛  since you've messed up your count we're going to have to start all over again.  ❜ ❛  i want to hear you moan my name.  ❜ ❛  i know, baby, you need me to fuck you, don't you?  ❜ ❛  i'm not done with you yet.  ❜

from the sub ❛  i'm yours to do whatever you want.  ❜ ❛  i'll be good, i promise! i won't break your rules again.  ❜ ❛  please, please, please ... i can't take it anymore!  ❜ ❛  i've been a good boy / girl today.  ❜ ❛  may i please cum?  ❜ ❛  what are you going to do with that?  ❜ ❛  you didn't tell me that was a rule ... i didn't know i wasn't supposed to do that!  ❜ ❛  make me forget everything except your name.  ❜ ❛  i've never tried this before ...  ❜ ❛  you want me to do what?  ❜ ❛  do you promise to take care of me?  ❜ ❛  is it time for my punishment?  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i won't do it again! just please, let me cum.  ❜ ❛  i need to be punished.  ❜ ❛  am i doing good for you?  ❜ ❛  please keep doing that.  ❜ ❛  thank you for letting me cum.  ❜ ❛  please stop, it hurts.  ❜ ❛  can we maybe try something different tonight?  ❜ ❛  tell me what to do.  ❜