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grey, 30, it or they pronouns. disabled autistic lesbian who is on mobile most of the time. this is my silly little mara sov from destiny video games rp blog. i have a couple other blogs that i touch sporadically but mostly you'll see me here.

i have two other sideblogs to this one (not recognized as such ic, just done ooc for my convenience) which are muses that are very connected to this one and in the same timeline: mara's twin brother crow @lightfeathered and her funny bodyguard of sorts @revenj.

mutuals can always chatter in my DMs, it's my preferred way of ic interaction. if we've interacted a fair bit you can feel free to ask for my discord. just be patient with me, i can be kind of slow with responses.

if i follow you, please tag #q slur and (photos/videos of) #fish and #sharks. thanks!

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so. after the debacle of april where we were facing eviction and had to crowdfund for moving funds, now we receive word that the rental company who kicked us out of our last place wants to charge us over $7,000 for shit that is not remotely our fault they have no right to charge us for. my dad is wanting to take legal action for this but we don’t have money for fuck all either way. there’s still stuff we don’t even have for the new place yet because of money.

i hate asking for help again but well. i’m gonna have to do that.

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#ooc.#this year has been one of the worst of my fucking life i can’t lie #i have to get serious about doing commissions i’ll try to have those open soon #but right now i just need to sit and cry lol :(

sorry for more silence and ooc posts. in a weird spot rn cause just as i was getting to where i felt like i could maybe start gettin back in the rp zone we got the announcement of d2 getting its final update soon… which is a whole big emotional thing im not gonna ramble about any more than i have but the point is. they said they’d have a few little story bites to leave major characters in “interesting places”, we still don’t have any 100% hard confirmation either way of if another game will happen or not, so now i feel kinda like. Well i should at least wait out the next couple weeks to see what those story bits have in store for …… the characters i am currently writing………………

#ooc.#like. i’m sure crow and mara at least are considered among the Major Characters #so we’ll get. something for whatever they may be up to.#and i don’t wanna go doing stuff that contradicts that #(even knowing that nobody else plays or cares abt this game and no one would even know lol)#anyway. again i don’t wanna ramble too much here abt the game kinda ending #maybe i’ll make a big readmore ramble post after the update. i’ll at least talk abt story threads #whatever those may be. i hope they’re good. i hope we get #literally anything abt the ahamkara eggs and/or progress on breaking the curse #and/or any hint of them remembering sjur eido still is supposed to return ……#really sux cause im sure the next expansion was gonna be at least partly abt some of that lol :(#i think im gonna sit and reread a bunch of mara/awoken related lore. its been a while

When the place you reside is cursed to repeat the same few weeks forever, I think it is perfectly understandable to lose track of time.

#I am still alive. That is enough of a statement I think.

ok on the bright side of things i noticed mara in the artwork they posted in today’s big announcement

so at least i have this

#ooc.#(incredibly zoomed in cropped phone screenshot so quality will be dogshit sorry)#(crow and eris also are in the background which is nice)#look at her so niceys with the alien children ……#they said there’d be a few small story beats to tie some things up with major characters #i’m hoping whatever they have for My Blorbos is nice……..

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so destiny 2’s next big update is gonna be the last one. in the announcement they mentioned they’d have a few small story beats for major characters, and there IS pretty solid possibility of a new game coming out at some point, but. i guess that’s that. one of the story updates this year was most likely going to be about dreaming city and awoken stuff and now who fucking knows what the deal with that is…

i’m going to wait and see if we get any confirmation either way of a new game but if not then ????? i guess i don’t have anything going on for most of my characters i’m writing here lol. if we’re not getting any more stories in game again. i’ll have to see what they provide in the update and if we’re getting another game but… idk………….

#ooc #i’m like. sad abt it. i’m hopeful of a new game being in the works #but man ive devoted so many years of my life to this game #and i’ve been waiting and hoping for some particular plot beats to come up #namely. sjur eido returning. which i was hoping would happen in the awoken centric storyline i thought we’d get this year #like i said im waiting to see how things shake out but #depending where the story bits in the update leave us and depending whether we get another game or not…#like. if we get hard confirmation we won’t be getting a new game then uh #that’s no more Story. which is very sad to me for a lot of reasons #but also means i will be. even more directionless (though i guess more free?) on my rp blogs #i love these characters too much to abandon them but idk how things are gonna shake out #also i’m just fucking sad lol :( i’ve spent so long playing this game #and the final update will be adding a lot of nice stuff and changing a lot of things for the better but #then that’s gonna be it for d2…#i’m hopeful for a new game but. it’s gonna be different. and even if it does happen idk WHEN it’ll happen #and idk what they’ll do about the story updates we were Supposed To Get this year #and also it. really sucks. that they never restored any of the missing story content from the game lol #there’s entire expansions that you can’t play anymore and haven’t been able to for years #and it really fucking sucks and i kept hoping one day they’d make them playable #but. i guess that is not happening #i have a lot to say but it’s hard to articulate it all. i feel a lot of things about all this #sorry im mostly rambling abt game no one cares about but it does kind of also affect my rp muses as well so #if we don’t get a satisfying conclusion in the update and we get hard confirm no new game coming ever #then i guess i have to fucking make up my own sjur eido returning storyline #cause i just refuse. to let that never happen. i will be so upset to never get it in game also

sorry i’ve just kind of fallen off the map lately there was the entire debacle of facing eviction and having to move and all the stress and tears and etc. and the physical exertion of it all (we did the bulk of the moving work on our own bc money issues and i am physically disabled and very out of shape so it took a toll on me) and we’ve been technically moved into new place a couple weeks now but. i’ve still just been in this weird funky limbo state. we still have so much unpacking and organizing to do, i have a lot of stuff i need to be able to Buy to get properly settled in here and be able to just live my life like normal. but money is an issue as i remain someone who unfortunately doesn’t have any real income. i have been sleeping on a camping cot for like a month, idk when i’ll be able to get the new mattress or blankets etc that i need because again. money. lol. and again, being physically disabled, as you may imagine all this time of being stressed and sleeping on a tiny little camping cot has been… very hard on my body

i miss rp i would like to return to rp but im just kind of very. idk

#ooc.#doesn’t help i already felt extremely out of place and bad in rp lol #but now ive been like. half dead irl as of late and feel like ive just missed a lot and been forgotten abt etc #idk what to really even do… i would so like to write things and plot things but #i feel even weirder than before. after all the stress and absence and everything #and im still in. a weird not very ideal state of things so ????????????#this feels like embarrassing to post but tbh given the state ive been in lately ill probably forget i posted this immediately so its fine

archiloquies

hi we need help

making a new tidier version of this post now that i’m less in immediate panic meltdown mode lol. to keep things brief, my dad and i are being evicted from the home we have lived for over a decade. we don’t have the money to be dealing with this— all we’ve had for a while is the VA and disability pay my dad gets and money has been really tight for a good while now. our family lives states away.

we’re going to need to pay for movers and probably some junk removal services, not to mention a bunch of legal shit and yknow, the general cost of moving to a new place. some of our furniture will probably need to be replaced— i know for sure i am going to be needing a new bed entirely.

i know times are tough for everyone and it’s very difficult for me to do this, but i ask for whatever help people can give

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i cannot express just how grateful i am to everyone helping in any way. thank you.

archiloquies

we have a place to move now and we have until may 3rd to move!

most of the big stuff we have covered, but if anyone can spare some money to help give us a little cushioning it would be appreciated!

#ooc #hi me again sorry. we could really use any help anyone can give #we’re getting things done but our funds will be. really Drained by the end of this and there’s still like #new stuff we gotta buy for the new place. in addition to uh. Groceries lol #if ppl wanna ask for my paypal directly or cashapp you can. do that. if those work better

archiloquies

hi we need help

making a new tidier version of this post now that i’m less in immediate panic meltdown mode lol. to keep things brief, my dad and i are being evicted from the home we have lived for over a decade. we don’t have the money to be dealing with this— all we’ve had for a while is the VA and disability pay my dad gets and money has been really tight for a good while now. our family lives states away.

we’re going to need to pay for movers and probably some junk removal services, not to mention a bunch of legal shit and yknow, the general cost of moving to a new place. some of our furniture will probably need to be replaced— i know for sure i am going to be needing a new bed entirely.

i know times are tough for everyone and it’s very difficult for me to do this, but i ask for whatever help people can give

Become a supporter of crampedcaskets today!

i cannot express just how grateful i am to everyone helping in any way. thank you.

archiloquies

we have a place to move now and we have until may 3rd to move!

most of the big stuff we have covered, but if anyone can spare some money to help give us a little cushioning it would be appreciated!

#ooc #we are going thru the harrowing ordeal of Moving #and by the time all is said and done our funds will be. pretty severely drained #there’s a lot of things i Need To Buy. like uhhh. a Bedframe lol #as well as soundproofing stuff and curtains (my dad is a loud man and this is a smaller space #AND my window overlooks a pretty busy street so like… the noises……..)#so i would appreciate any bit of help

archiloquies

hi we need help

making a new tidier version of this post now that i’m less in immediate panic meltdown mode lol. to keep things brief, my dad and i are being evicted from the home we have lived for over a decade. we don’t have the money to be dealing with this— all we’ve had for a while is the VA and disability pay my dad gets and money has been really tight for a good while now. our family lives states away.

we’re going to need to pay for movers and probably some junk removal services, not to mention a bunch of legal shit and yknow, the general cost of moving to a new place. some of our furniture will probably need to be replaced— i know for sure i am going to be needing a new bed entirely.

i know times are tough for everyone and it’s very difficult for me to do this, but i ask for whatever help people can give

Become a supporter of crampedcaskets today!

i cannot express just how grateful i am to everyone helping in any way. thank you.

archiloquies

we have a place to move now and we have until may 3rd to move!

most of the big stuff we have covered, but if anyone can spare some money to help give us a little cushioning it would be appreciated!

#ooc #i’m really relieved and just happy to have a place and have some time 😭#but money will be kinda rough for a bit #like we’ll be able to cover what we need to but be kinda drained after lol

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hi we need help

making a new tidier version of this post now that i’m less in immediate panic meltdown mode lol. to keep things brief, my dad and i are being evicted from the home we have lived for over a decade. we don’t have the money to be dealing with this— all we’ve had for a while is the VA and disability pay my dad gets and money has been really tight for a good while now. our family lives states away.

we’re going to need to pay for movers and probably some junk removal services, not to mention a bunch of legal shit and yknow, the general cost of moving to a new place. some of our furniture will probably need to be replaced— i know for sure i am going to be needing a new bed entirely.

i know times are tough for everyone and it’s very difficult for me to do this, but i ask for whatever help people can give

Become a supporter of crampedcaskets today!

i cannot express just how grateful i am to everyone helping in any way. thank you.

#ooc.#reblogs appreciated and every bit helps #full disclosure as mentioned in previous posts: my dad did set up a gofundme page but i’m not super comfortable sharing it in #big public open space tumblr dot com. please understand #(there is a photo of our home and some personal stuff from my dad on it and tumblr is a big website full of weirdos)#so i’m just sharing my kofi here (i have cashapp if people would prefer that you can ask)#right now we have gotten enough money from a lot of kind people to be able to cover deposit and rent and such for a new place #which is HUGE and i keep weeping about it. but we still need to worry about everything else #the moving the legal stuff the furniture not to mention we are low on groceries… etc…#so i really appreciate any bit of money we can get.#if mutuals who have me on discord are interested my sibling has offered to do commissions to help #but i don’t wanna spread that around too much and overwhelm them abt it so id like to keep that to discord pals

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The incredible Dragon Wall created to guard a home in South Belfast, N. Ireland.

starts coughing wetly and loudly. the first original destiny game with all the expansions is like $4 on ps4 right now and i would happily play it with people sometime. ok bye

#ooc.#i still love and care for these games so much Sighs .#d1 is still good! doesn’t have as much good fashion or aesthetics and definitely uh #not as nice looking models. missing some polish and some quality of life as well #but it’s still a good solid game with a lot of stuff in there #(sadly never got a pc version or crossplay. and obvs just kinda exists in maintenance mode and has for ages)#idk how many ppl here even own console much less play on one #much less would have any interest in playing LOL … but just thought it was worth mentioning

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Vintage Cini Sterling Silver Cherub Dragon Brooch 1940s

Source - Boylerpf

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The Beautiful Woman Soothes the Serpent-King, from Andrew Lang’s The Violet Fairy Book by Henry Justice Ford (1901)

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Say on anon (or don't I ain't ur mom ) what your muse thinks of mine appearance-wise!

Does your muse think mine is pretty or ugly as shit, let my muse know! Does your muse have a favorite feature or a not favorite feature of my muse's, let them know that too! Also please keep in mind this is all in good fun, please no actual body shaming, hurtful or racist rhetoricect, ect.

#ooc rb #ask meme #for fun… a lot of ppl have been around mara a few times … ppl know what she looks like…….#(will just be handling these ooc if i get any. mara would just be like ????? if ppl were telling her these things.#is she mildly vain sometimes? yes. but she doesn’t really want comments on her appearance and would not respond the best to that so)

◎ What do you think about secrets? Does honesty outweigh the potential benefits of keeping some information hidden?

My fondness for secrets, and how closely I have guarded them, has been a defining part of who and what I am for… the majority of my life, I think. A very long time. Much of the culture of my people and structures of our lives have been steeped in secrets. Many people have despised and distrusted me for it.

Secrets have been crucial to my very existence, and that of my people. In many ways, the secrets I have kept have done good. In some… less so.

I have grown more appreciative of honesty in recent years, despite how difficult I still find it.

#[[ there is. so much lore. SOOOO much lore. about mara sov and Secrets #it’s kind of her whole thing. it has been her whole thing for ages #to the point it also became a big thing for just. awoken. in general #all her secrets . it’s Her Whole Thing. don’t tempt me to go screenshot lorebook text again ]]

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