new fixation- this guy at work i’ve with for more than an year. not a fixation per say. but something sort of. we had a thing, which i thought going into something. but it didn’t. so idk where we stand. good thing is that would not impact our work because we’re both chill about it.
another part to this- there’s a new guy at work. he is ethereal. so beautiful. legit
nothing happened with any of these guys. the pretty one is way less fun and entertaining. i vibe with the other guy more. the thing about us girls is, at least me, we are indeed very materialistic that i want a tall good looking etc guy, till we actually start liking someone. Once that happens, nothing mattress. They are beautiful to us. I have this terrible fixation on this guy still going on. more than my liking for him is the fact he doesn’t give me any attention, which drives me crazy.
And the thing is it isn’t about him. Even if i move on, it’ll be the same toxic circle with the next guy. But keeping that aside, and not giving logics behind my feelings, right now i really like him. Although i ended things with him. For the best, but i lowkey wish i didnt :(
