hELLO

I’m so tired of not having a space to express how I feel about women. I don’t feel oppressed or ashamed or scared or anything, I just don’t want to talk about it where family might see (cos they don’t know I’m not straight) and when I talk about it with friends it just… isn’t the same as when we talk about boys (I’m pan, so if anyone also wants tot talk about boys I’m here for talking about both.)

Like… I used to be able to send a gif of a guy to my friend and say I wanted to suck his dick or something, and we’d chat about it. If I say something about a girl they don’t really respond, they just send laughing emojis or say ‘I bet’ or something like that. They’re not homophobic; some of them aren’t straight or cis themselves, but most of them have never believed I genuinely like girls and it’s getting to a point where I don’t feel valid and start questioning whether they know me better than I do.

This doesn’t have to be sexual either. I’m all for talking about cute fluffy shit.