castles made of sand

Finally feel growth. Moved to dreamland on a whim, made a lot of progress through being uncomfortable. Working two jobs, a triple tomorrow. Ill do whatever i have to do to make it, its all going to be worth it. The tears, the anxieties, the fear of failure, instability, homelessness, being too poor to feed my damn self. Ive learned growth comes from change, un-comfortability and uncertainty. I spent the past three years wasting my life alone, working corporate, miserable and learned nothing about myself just how to dissociate from everyone, even myself. Now, I'm not the same person. Im making moves for my future. Went from sleeping in my car in the south Florida summer heat, to working doubles and triples. Finally able to move into a space of my own! I progressed more in 3 months than in 3 years. Its been extremely stressful but just as rewarding for myself, getting to know myself, my weaknesses and strengths. I know what I'm capable of, I can handle much more than i ever anticipated. I'm constantly reminded how proud my family is of me. If you have a goal in mind, nothing is stopping you (but you).