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humiliating to be attracted to a conventionally attractive person. I thought I was a more sensitive and refined pervert than this

sibling relationships are so strange... like i love you. you will never understand me in a way that matters. we are the same person in drastically different ways. we are sewn together. we don't talk. we are attached at the hip. you wish i was never born. can i call you. let's eat together. i forgive you. etc

Don’t make your younger self into your own dead wife.

on the front porch of my blog, melting butter with a blowtorch

"No one wants to work anymore." Damn right brother. If I could sit in a beautiful field for 40 hours every week of my singular precious life I would