Istg my dreams are whole new level of strange…
It starts out that I’m at a dollar tree store and I grabbed some stuff(don’t ask me what idk), I turn and enter another aisle and I see *Bang Chan*, (yes, the bang Chan from skz, my ult bias bc he genuinely gave me the strength and courage to be better, which is a completely different story, if you wanna hear I can talk abt it in a diff post) and bang Chan was shopping for laundry detergent…weird. It makes sense tho bc I think he said that he likes doing laundry as a hobby (😭 tbh same).
So I do smth I would be very scared to do irl, I approach him. Like I greet him and start asking him questions like I’ve done this before. He answers in a way that’s like he always puts out there when interacting with fans but a bit more tired and down to earth. I kinda just follow him around the dollar tree as he’s getting the stuff he needs, mostly household items and snacks. I grab what I need when we pass the aisle. Eventually I ran out of questions to ask him, I thanked him for his time and have a good day. I go to the cash register, one of my fave ytbers, Via Li, is behind the register. She’s all like, wait for me outside, my shift is basically over. She and I are apparently friends in my dream.
The scene switches to like a large studio(apt??) w huge windows and all and via and I take a pic and then we check out the picture and in between us there kinda like light a colorful sunlight ombré. It’s a person’s silhouette, clearly a ghost. Idk who or why it was there tho.
Another “dream jump”and it’s my family and I at a mall, lots of long bright and ambient corridors lots of shops and restaurants on the sides of the corridors. My fam and I are in a seating right in front of a Panda Express(yummers my fave) and one of my parents tell me to pull the fire alarm which you could only reach if you stepped on top of the table. I say no bc imma good kid (even in my dreams lolll) I kinda black out in my dream. I’m on top of the table and apparently I pulled the fire alarm. Fuck….so naturally bc everyone is running bc they think a fire is near, I run away with my family. I black out and another dream begins.
Okay so final part of my dream. TRUST!! but if yall are still reading ty for tolerating my rants 🥹😭🫰🏼🫰🏼
Im at my local grocery store and im with my mom. It’s just my mama and me. I see this pale skin girl,(pale) blonde hair and Lwk scrawny and has noticeable eye bags starting to form. She keeps staring at me… okay weird. Wtv I keep shopping with my mama. She Lwk keeps following us around the grocery store. We keep making eye contact mostly bc she has a staring problem and I sense when ppl stare at me and bc I’m Lwk paranoid aha who said that?? Anyways, she eventually comes up to me, she’s really pretty and looks around my age,I’m 17 btw(now her looking around my age is important for my crashout in a bit). She’s basically flirting with me, while my mama is kinda far from me. I’m Lwk js tryna ignore the obvious flirting but I’m enjoying ts ngl😛.
Anyways, we get to the point where she gives me her number(hell yeah) and I tell her that ‘imma call you later’. She gives me a wtf bruh I wasn’t giving this to you. And she tells me that she wants to shoot her shot WITH MY MOMMA-
OH HELL NAH GTFO RN YOU BITCH-
Idk why I got so mad, I felt very defensive towards my mom. I asked her ‘how old are you?’ This girl says she’s 10 years old??? WTF??? She literally looks my age tf?? This made me even more mad. So what’s the logical thing I did in this situation, you may ask? BEATING THE FUCK OUTTA HER OFC☺️ idk i js grabbed her hair and punched her in the face until i ended up pinning her to the ground , still continuing to beat the shit outta her in her face.
Seriously wtf is wrong w my brain😭😭😭. I Lwk need help deciphering whether or not they have any meaning(??) or if I’m genuinely going insane bc I’ve been home all summer.
Anyways tysm for reading until the end love yall 🩶🎧🫧🖇️
