anya

anya, she/her, 22, lesbian

asks/dms always open. i like heated rivalry and marvel and writing and reading and long walks outside.

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looooove hollanova when it sticks true to the characterization of shane and ilya :-) and when they are BUFF and BIG and WOMEN and we dont just turn them into stick thin original characters that vaguely resemble shane and ilya.... mfghhhh..... my dick hard.

and omg him hating is kinda perfect and i just got this rlly silly image of ilya calling him 'daddy' and immediately backtracking when he sees mr hollander's bad reaction like 'i don't even like my own dad like that' 😭😭 very stupid, made me giggle

and i truly do understand that :( i'm such a nostalgic person and even reading what u described squeezed my heart a lil i can't even imagine how it must feel. GAH. time rlly doesn't stop for anyone but i will wholeheartedly wish that it is, at the very least, kind to you and your friendships ♥️⭐️

i think shane would hate it for both silly and not-silly reasons, which makes it all the better. i actually genuinely don't see daddy kink working for either of them in most contexts, really. i can get on the ilya-mommy-kink train, but shane calling ilya daddy does not do it for me (in the reverse, i occasionally put my biases aside and indulge because ilya calling shane daddy.... woof. you should go read dog dribble. fuck it's yummy.)

all is well. it's my time to move and change and resisting that will do no good :-) many good things to come, anyways, and i look forward to having a bit more free time to write. limelight part four i WILL make substantial progress on you. limelight part four PREPARE YOURSELF.

my dearest star anon. how i missed you parasocially.

no, he would fucking hate it. like despise it on levels i am not sure i can even describe. i have a bit of an idea for a one-shot in which ilya assumes, that because mr. hollander is older and more dominating, he would probably like being called daddy. cue mr. hollander being like "what the actual fuck did you just call me?"

my sweet star anon. im feeling parasocial already.

12.9k words, explicit

Femininity, Ilya learns, does not have to come at the expense of his dominance.

i love you. what a treat to search for at 7am. kay always does me right, i swear.

the link's below the cut because i know what you all follow me for.

admittedly, we don't have many that remind me of mr. hollander. i think hudson's styling is typically younger than how i imagine mr. hollander presenting himself (also, he isn't often in well-fitting suits, and mr. hollander loves his well-fitting suits). but, enjoy what's made itself home on my pinterest board :-)