christine jessica

I'm not sure why you're so concerned with something very personal to me and I AM in recovery. recovery isn't easy and it doesn't mean you're going to instantaneously just gain weight, usually people fluctuate while they get better. I am in a low right now, but that doesn't mean I'm any less of a person than I was while gaining weight. I've been under a lot of stress lately, which is a possible cause. if I could get better in the matter of seconds, I would. eating disorders are tricky and I'm not letting it destroy me again. I'm sorry if I have let anyone down but I wanted to say that I am getting help through a nutritionist and therapist. I will be okay, and so will you.