becoming antonia🪷

I don’t feel bonita i feel stressita.

sometimes you have to unfollow people in real life🙏🪷

you’ll never find another woman that wrote to you as much as I did.

you must absolutely choose YOURSELF this time.

just for once i want someone to be afraid of losing me

i don’t wanna live in my head anymore.

trying to heal while trying to forgive while trying to grieve while trying to live while trying to love&be loved. ughhhh

remembering how my dad literally know nothing about me

when i’m getting tapped on my shoulder but it’s 13 year old me asking why daddy doesn’t wanna see me

okay so touching me was easy but loving me was hard?

i had an absent father in every chapter of my life, but mom, she did everything she could so i wouldn’t notice.

it once made you happy so it never was a waste of time.

maybe one day God will send me a boy who truly cares about me

oh, was I never enough? I thought I’m all that you wanted .

i love japanese legends. does anyone know where i can find more of them? or is there a book or something?

if men were the one getting pregnant 🤰 abortion would’ve been everywhere and for free.