Hell no the future isn't plural!

Envy.

I envy other systems that know everything about themselves, they've got it all figured out, while I'm sitting here looking at my screen, wondering who I even am.

I'm very proud and happy for them, but I just have this deep, DEEP jealousy for them.

(That's all for now, I can't think properly. Sorry,)

"OH!!! antis are so dummbbb for using pro endo apps!"

..you don't have to agree with an app makers morals by the way in order to use their stuff.

Do you use tiktok? Do you agree with all the GENUINE issues being blocked and hidden on there? Of course not! But do you still use it anyways? Likely so!

..also every mainstream social media app has SOME issue with the creators morals, including tumblr, but do you agree with tumblr? Hopefully not! That'd be quite weird of you.

I don't like the whole "if you think your faking, your not." Phrase.

I get where your coming from and i get what your trying to say, but this seems more like a comforting lie, rather than an honest truth.

Do you remember the early 2020s fakers? Well, some of them have come out and said that they've kept convincing themselves that they have a CDD, because of posts like that, and also because of the misinformation running rampant in the CDD community, but that's a post for another day..

So, I truly believe that the phrase causes more harm than good, intentional or not.

"Oh but endos don't claim to have a CDD!"

..Seriously? Firstly, some of them literally do, and secondly, they are claiming to be a system, which systemality is a disordered exclusive to CDD experience, so basically, they're claiming to have a CDD by saying that they are systems.

"WAAHHHAAHH!!! SYSMEDS ARE SOO MEAAANN!!!"

Quit it with the "sysmed" bullshit, comparing anti endos to transphobes IS transphobic in itself, let me explain.. I'm dissociated right now though, so my point may not be getting across properly.

Comparing systemality to being trans is like comparing being transgender to a disorder, and thats very transmed of you.. andd... what are transmeds?.. Transphobic!

Also, we have a right to be rude to you bigots, you harass us, send us threats, and are a GENUINE harm to the system community, so again.. i feel like anti endos being rude is common, if THIS is your behavior towards them.

"Oh but what if endos are traumagenic systems in denial?"

I see where your coming from, but unfortunately it'll NEVER excuse them spreading misinformation about a disorder that's already horribly stigmatized, and also.. what if they aren't systems at all? What if they're just a singlet confusing their symptoms for a CDD, when it's something else entirely?

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I'll likely do more, I am dissociated right now and can't think of much more coherent examples off the top of my head, I'm very sorry if there are gaps in this.

thanks for reading this. <3