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wjatever tim going to slepei cant bear life anynkmrke. im donefor tdoay. godmnigt

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or the sutprid idiot who comes by and says well you never let yourselfget helped so go rot and die idiot and to that i say FUCK YFOUbecause i justw anted lvoe. i just wante dloive and love and love and none of you even tried to do so. onlyone person has ever genuinely tried and im always so close to fucking it up it makes me want to rip my guts out and die. so die die kill yorusle fdie

rouxlskaardnumber1fan

is that me?

anthonyantbug

now WHYYYYwould it be yiu i dotn eveln. ok.ok . ok1-1!!!ok. ikok. no. no

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i’m sorry, tenna.

anthonyantbug

dtop sayinfg sorry. stop. stop sayign that word

icant reven remember what my crisis plan was am i actually just screwed

and now yorue all tired of me GREATTthis is just great gereat job tenna this is great actually great

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or the sutprid idiot who comes by and says well you never let yourselfget helped so go rot and die idiot and to that i say FUCK YFOUbecause i justw anted lvoe. i just wante dloive and love and love and none of you even tried to do so. onlyone person has ever genuinely tried and im always so close to fucking it up it makes me want to rip my guts out and die. so die die kill yorusle fdie

rouxlskaardnumber1fan

is that me?

anthonyantbug

now WHYYYYwould it be yiu i dotn eveln. ok.ok . ok1-1!!!ok. ikok. no. no

m hwa d hurts i don even tcare anyrmroe i hope i die. i hope i sleep long enoughso id otn have to go anywhere tomorrow. i hope i die . ok

or the sutprid idiot who comes by and says well you never let yourselfget helped so go rot and die idiot and to that i say FUCK YFOUbecause i justw anted lvoe. i just wante dloive and love and love and none of you even tried to do so. onlyone person has ever genuinely tried and im always so close to fucking it up it makes me want to rip my guts out and die. so die die kill yorusle fdie

and then theresalways the fucking little annoting bitch who comes at my ear and sayss im sorry for everything im not enough for you boohoo shut the fuc uop ive heard that a billion times i donot care just look at me raw and tell me youstill want to be here and cradle me and love me and take care of me or get the fuck out because i will kill youy

NONE of yohu have any idea of who or what i am and i'll stand bu that still i die. im a fraud. im a self-destructive mutt who will push everyoen away eventually. its my fate, its my punchline, its written in comically big red letters everywhere i go and see and hear and smell and it wont change because that's who i am. im a horrible person who has done bad things and will continue to do bad things even if i dont want to because that's what i am. i am a selfish whore who will cut himself for attention and bleed just to feel pity and comfort and love and whatever shit it is that i want. i dont deserve anything. i dont deserve kindness, i dont deserve people, i dont deserve an audience nor a stupid fucking blog that i am this close to deleting if it werent from, again, attention!!! because i sure do love that dont i. i wouldnt be anything without people, but people can be anything without me! and thats funt isnt it. its reallty fun. its fun to feel and to see and watch and to fucking die. its fun. everything is fun its always fun to me its funt its ufn its fun its fun!!!!!!!

the truth is tyat i feel alone. i feel alone every day and ever second and every fuckign hour of my life and no matter how many people i know or see or talk to i will continie to feel and be alone. i am alone. people always move on and go around and talk to others and do other things but what about m,e????what do i have to do?? what do i need to do afterwards???? you all leave me to rot and im rotting and rotting and i feel maggots on and in my skin and its all rotting and i cant not rot. and it hurts. i am nothing without people. when im alone i rot and i hate rotting because it hurts. it hurts. and it will keep hurting forever unless i die. dying means i wont rot anymore while im conscious adn it means i wont be alive for long enough to see myself get pitied and ignored and replaced and left aside and just thrown away to the trash because. what. am i doing. its all horrible and the screams wont stop and i cant do anything anymore but cut cut cut cut cut uc tuc tuucucut cut i have no more space on my thigh. i have no more space anywhere and my arm is fucked up and my legs hurt and i cant walk and i dont want to walk i want to lay down and rot and rot and rot and rot and rot and rot rot rot rot until i die because life has nothing more for me and i've accepted that so imnwaiting until knight dearie comes back and slices me in half. because it shouvle been done YEARSSS ago he shouldnt have aimed at the arms he shouldve aimed at the head and killed me and i shouldve died in 2022 and in 2018 and allllll the times i tried i shouldve died 3 months ago and a month ago and i shoulve die dyesterday and i shoudlve died today and everyday is death death death death i cant do anything anymore im useless and starving for everything but i want to throw up so whats lef tfor me at the dinner tabvle?????????????? what am i tod o anymore

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how do you. How do you stay fronting enough to post so much? Teach us your ways,,,

its a great question! i think i was cursed from even before i was formed, which is funny because thats the whole plot of my downfall huh!!! wo ahetever maybe i'll get cleaved here too or some shit i hope

anthonyantbug

i dont think i want to keep doing this anymore

rouxlskaardnumber1fan

you okay? i’m here if you wanna talk and i think spamton is too

anthonyantbug

not now. let me sulk in my emotions for a bit and lets see if i come out alive

rouxlskaardnumber1fan

come out alive please. if you’re not ok talking rn that’s ok but if it gets bad enough you’re at risk of hurting yourself or someone PLEASE say something. we’re here

anthonyantbug

and what am i supposed to say?? hey lookie here mr ant tenna is about to shred himself to pieces again, what a fucking surprise!!! and what are they going to do about it?? what is anyone going to do about it?? its so much fucking easier if im left alone to rot, that's one less burden for everyone

i dont want to upset anyone else. i dont want to lose anyone else while i'm still conscious and alive. im not even being coherent right now, haha!!!!!!!! this is fun. so fun. whatever. leave me alone before i really start to spill my guts out here

they'll all kill me on friday anyways whats the point

anthonyantbug

i dont think i want to keep doing this anymore

rouxlskaardnumber1fan

you okay? i’m here if you wanna talk and i think spamton is too

anthonyantbug

not now. let me sulk in my emotions for a bit and lets see if i come out alive

me when im in a stupid dumb bitch whore competition where we have to ignore our emotions until it's way to late so we end up harming ourselves beyond recognition but it hurts so much and it'll keep hurting and everything is spinning and my pants are sticking to my legs and i can't do this anymore and my competition is myself

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okay whatever

mangosyringe

OK I HAVE BEEN PUTTING THIS OFF FOR FAR TOO LONG because I keep having trouble figuring out how I’m going to go about posting this AU (mostly translating the idea into words that I can show ppl) but it’s been since like AUGUST and I’m mad at myself for delaying it for so much time so HERE IT IS, in all it’s nonsensical glory!

Basically the idea is that Battat thinks it’d be a good idea to get Tenna some professional maintenance done, (maybe before or) after being Cleaved Red By Blade, so he asks around and is told about this other darkworld that’s in an electronics repair shop in the lightworld. The darkworld appears as a hospital for mechanical darkeners though, and he somehow manages to get Tenna to go there. However, the place ends up being awful for him and he has a very bad time :)

Genuinely, the entire idea started as me thinking: “y’know what’d be fucked up? If Tenna got a fuckin’ grate drilled over his screen,” and then I just started playing evil dress-up with him from there and the ideas avalanched into whatever this is. Putting my touys through medical malpractice :)

if half of it makes zero sense uuuuhh whoops I have writing things scrambled all over a notes app file lol. There’s also a good amount of stuff in the AU I haven’t explored yet so I’m sure there’s gaps in here that are confusing.. I’ll be happy to answer questions about it tho!! (I also need to answer the backlog of asks I’m sorryyyyy)

Writing blurb of the initial idea from my notes under the cut!

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