I don't think I have ever been a fan of reading I mean it's not a passion nor a hobby. And it's definitely not a coping mechanism.
Sometimes I wonder if it's a brazen desire that just comes up specially when I am on to a story but how do I start reading the stories. I am afraid my mind will drift to an answer like CAUSE I WAS BORED but that's not it I was not bored I had million miscellaneous other things to do. Sometimes I ponder if it's a habit but a habit also needs A START. I don't recall the start. I don't recall the reason of start send me
So if it's not a hobby not a passion not a coping mechanism not a comfort action every single time I wonder what is it?

















