My Shop l Ko-Fi l Prints l AO3 | Wishlist Renee, she/her, 40s, married, pagan, Disabled, queer, quilter, gamer, writer, watercolor painter, science junky, Dragon Age lover, progressive socialist Democrat. If you are a Trump-Humper, nazi/neo-nazi, racist, antisemitic, radfem, ableist, (LGBTQ+)-phobic, you have no place being here! Reproductive rights are human rights! Trans rights are human rights! Black rights are human rights! Before sending me an ask begging for money or that I share your GFM, read this. Failing to do so will result in me reporting the ask and blocking you immediately. If enough people report your asks as spam, your account will be closed, so think carefully before spamming my inbox with begging. I have reported and blocked more than 100 accounts for sending me these asks. Quilt Commissions: OPEN, April 1st to May 1st Background is a closeup of a painting I made. Avatar is my OC Ghanima Lavellan created by Lagunanegra.
It has been suggested I make a post to pin at the top, with some info for anyone who decides to stop by.
First, I have my most important links at the top, but if you don't feel like scrolling up, here you go.
My Kofi Page - here you will find my gallery, shop, and the options for supporting me. This includes a monthly option, called a membership. My Kofi page is like Etsy and Patreon rolled into one, with some extras, and much more user-friendly. Selling my work also reduces the mentality of my being a burden, and thank you for making that load much lighter for me. Pssst...my members get automatic discounts on shop listings and commissions, and some things are available only to my members.
My Throne List - this is a list where you can purchase items for me, and do so anonymously. I have quilt-related things, stuff for hEDS, egift cards, and other randoms. My being Disabled and my husband being the only source of income aside from my fixed income, I don't have much opportunity to shop for anything that isn't 100% necessary.
My AO3 - I write Dragon Age fanfiction, namely the smutty stuff. Because I can. Fair warning: I like it explicit and mixed with humor because life is weird and funny. You will need to be logged in to read anything I post. My account is locked in order to prevent AI from scraping it so easily.
My smutty romance book list - not part of the links, but figured I may as well share here. I love filthy explicitly detailed smutty romances. I'm also quite picky about what I like. If smutty romance is what you like, check out the link. Scifi, historical, historical fantasy, modern day/contemporary, and a mix of all of these are on the list.
Second, I have some details here for y'all since I know so many of you are a curious bunch...
I'm a Disabled queer artist with a focus on quilts. When able, I'm also a watercolor painter. My work is done Friday-Monday, taking Tuesday-Thursday off because those are my husband's days off. On those days, I game, write (mostly fanfiction), assist in housecleaning as my body allows, and spend time with Hubby.
I'm pagan and the pantheons I work with are Norse and Celtic. I'm a devotee of Cernunnos, and work a lot with Thor (patron god of the blue collar/working class), Freyja, and The Morrigan. Every home has spirits, and I've been working with those who reside in my own house. I love their company and it appears they enjoy mine as well. I do suggest you talk to your home, set up a little shrine with something as simple as a plant, a bowl, and a cup. Share a portion of your meals with them, explain changes you've made and why (like hanging artwork, home improvements, etc), and build a relationship with them. It makes a big difference. Call me crazy if you want, but it's spooked tf outta my husband when he saw how swiftly things improved when he apologized to the house and explained the home improvements and repairs we've made.
Some info regarding my style:
My style will never be called subtle. Bold and bright is my route. Even when working in black and white, I will make it stand out.
My personal aesthetic is cottage core, stained glass, art nouveau, and Hawaiian prints (especially the campy stuff).
I lean towards jewel-tones, which is why I really enjoy making stained glass quilts. Bright jewel-tones with the darkest black in strips between sections? Fuck, yes.
My favorite animals are housecats, snow leopards, clouded leopards, penguins, peacocks, and hummingbirds. In that order. The last two are the colorful ones.
My favorite flowers are daisies of every kind, and very fragrant flowers. Not a fan of roses though. I think they're overrated.
I collect teacups and fairies, with a big love for mushrooms, moss, and teapots.
Most of my quilts are small because they're quick to make. My primary focus has been on stocking my shop, but now that my husband has a well-paying job as a sous chef, I can focus on decorating our home and get to work on the quilts I wanna make for us.
We're turning what is technically the dining room into my quilting room. It's slow-going due to my disabilities, but it's coming along. The walls are no longer shiny hospital blue, but are a matte green and the ceiling a matte white. I've moved The Monster (my massive hutch) in there and will be painting it as well. the room with have The Monster to store all my tea-related stuff (I love tea), and everything related to machine quilting.
I have a machine quilting frame, and a domestic sewing machine specifically for it, set up in there for me to work on BIG quilts. They'll be put to use after the room is finished.
Fun facts:
We will be celebrating 20 years of marriage in 2026. Yay! We married at a renaissance fair in 2006, but the seizure med I was on at that time prevented me from developing many memories. I have flashes of the wedding, but that's it.
I'm epileptic and have seizures everyday. Thankfully, the Big Ones, in my case tonic-clonic, aren't daily.
I was diagnosed with hEDS when I was 41. My doctor genuinely believed I had been diagnosed already because the symptoms are so obvious. We've also come to the conclusion I have vEDS due to the severity and ease with which I bruise, the length of time it takes for bruises and injuries to heal, and various other interesting things. Unfortunately, the only way to officially diagnose vEDS is via genetics testing. My insurance won't cover it.
To make things more interesting, I have POTS as well. I get virtually no sewing done during the summer/dry season due to this. My sewing room gets hot as balls before noon due to where the room being on the more eastern side of the house. I have to get up at around 5AM in order to get anything done in there. Thankfully, it's only four months of hell. My tolerance for heat is almost comically low.
I've got other disabilities as well. These are why I cannot work a "Real Job." I do my best to bring in money via selling my work. Please, purchase my work. I know commissions and custom-made items are awesome, but they take time. There are many listings in my shop, with more incoming, and I can ship those off right away.
When I drop things, I, um...sorta scream? Not the sort that would scare anyone into thinking I'm dealing with a home invasion or violence. Let's just say that Telemed appointments have resulted in my doctors laughing themselves to tears because I dropped my pen on the floor or whatever. In person, this shit is so much funnier and absurd.
My husband is a DnD dungeon/game master, and his players have heard me scream like my previous point. It never fails to make everyone laugh.
He paints the miniatures he uses in his games, and I construct all the buildings. The only thing that stopped me from becoming a carpenter was my seizures. They and heavy operating equipment with sharp blades do not mix well at all.
Hubby is a professional cook. The only reason he doesn't call himself a chef is due to not going to cooking school. This man has been working in kitchens for more than 30 years. He is a fucking chef, and his own employer has said as much. It does make him grin every time I tell someone I have my own personal chef, though.
He is also my official caregiver and is even paid by the state. It covers our mortgage and a portion of our bills, and takes some of the guilt about being a burden off my mind. He refuses to say I'm a burden, and shushes me anytime I mention feeling guilty about being unable to bring in more money.
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If you would like to have something handmade and one-of-a-kind, check out my quilts. As small as 1.5x1.5 inches and as large as queen size.
As many of my followers know, i had a severe hip dislocation in April.* This requires surgery to repair, and recovery will have me on bedrest for several weeks. It looks like surgery likely won't happen until this autumn.
I'm raising money to acquire the laptop i'm crowdfunding on my Throne list here. This laptop will provide me with the means to write my book, and access to entertainment in general. There are other things on the list that will help keep me occupied as well. You may choose to purchase the listed items on my behalf, with the option of remaining anonymous.
In order to acquire necessary funds, i'm opening commissions. I will work on these until i can't. What i don't complete prior to surgery will have to wait until until after i recover. If you buy a commission, this is something you need to understand. If i have surgery this summer, i may not be back in the sewing room until this winter. You could be waiting for several months for your commission.
Now, that being said, let's get to the good stuff!
Pay What You Want - starts at $57 USD, what you receive won't be seen until it arrives. What you pay will influence what i choose to make, so beware this is a bit of a gamble.
Mug Rug - starts at $62 USD, 6x8 to 12x12 inches. Foundation paper piecing is an option. These are large enough for a mug and snack.
Single serving dining set - starts at $98 USD, and includes one placemat and matchint coaster. Foundation paper piecing is an option.
Set of four coasters - starts at $112 USD, with the option of adding more coasters to the set. Foundation paper piecing is also an option.
Table runner - starts at $246 USD, with the option of using insulated batting for this to serve as a long hot pad. Foundation paper piecing is also available.
Four piece placemat set - starts at $246 USD, with the options of adding a set of coasters and a table runner for a full collection. Foundation paper piecing is available as well.
Mini quilt - starts at $281 USD, and foundation paper piecing is an option.
Pine tree wallhanging - $292 USD, and can serve as an alternative for a yuletide tree. I have one, in pink, blue, and purple, and my ornaments are pins and buttons.
Potted plants wallhanging - $464 USD, and made using mostly scraps.
Just the quilt top - starts at $481 USD, with options for larger sizes. You will receive the finished top and will have to either do the quilting yourself or hire someone to do it for you. If you wish for me to use foundation paper piecing, pay twice the amount and mention you want me to use FPP and the size range. If there is a pattern you would like me to use, feel free to ask but I promise nothing.
*It caused something called a flap tear on the front of my right hip. A 4cm cyst developed next to it and just inside the edge of the joint. It has made it virtually impossible to sit upright for more tham 10 minutes at a time due to this section if my hip pinching the tear and cyst. I have pain tolerance high enough to scare my doctor and physical therapists, and the pain sitting upright causes is enough to bring me to tears.
all i want for 2026 is that gigantic rancid AI bubble to finally burst in such a catastrophic way that the consequences will be so good and i'll never have to see another AI generated image ever again
sorry i know this is from mass efect and i think its supposed to be a big important moment but it looks like hes standin like this and got a big swangin thang lol
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The Air Quality Index (AQI) tells you how clean or polluted your outdoor air is and the associated health effects that may be of concern.
This will help you keep track of the air quality. I have asthma and struggle when AQI hits 40. That's considered to be in the green (healthy) zone. If the AQI is in the yellow zone or worse, wear a mask when outside, seal your windows (tape and plastic sheets work), and acquire air purifiers for your home. If it's in the red or purple zone, wear a mask and goggles. Your eyes are gonna otherwise water and burn.
I just did a little math for my monthly supporters because i'm curious about something. Namely, how much money would I receive if all support slots were taken.
$2/month - 200 slots, exclusive automatic discounts on commissions and shop listings, as well as the option to DM me on Ko-fi
$5/month - 30 slots, same as previous tier, plus monthly postcards, exclusive shop listings, commission prioritizing, exclusive requests
$15/month - 30 slots, same as above, plus a free gift once a year after three months of membership
$50/month - 15 slots, same as above, but two gifts a year after three months of membership
If all slots were filled, it would result in $1750/month. My husband wouldn't have to find a second job, we coupd afford groceries and pay all our bills without struggling, my husband could afford health insurance, and saving money would be possible. I could more easily focus on making things instead of putting so much effort into selling, aka be less stressed. Less stress means fewer seizures, and fewer seizures means more energy for both mental and physical health.
Will those slots get filled up? Unlikely, but a girl can dream, and i'm very good at dreaming.
For this, pay whatever you want, but with a few rules.
You don't get to choose anything but a single color.
I make whatever tickles my fancy.
You won't see it until it arrives. No work-in-progress pics will be shared. When confirmed it's been received, I'll wait a few days before sharing pics. If you're on tumblr, please make a post with pics and your review, then tag creations-by-chaosfay so I can see and reblog it.
Paying more doesn't necessarily mean I'll make something that would match that price. Though there is a very good chance that will happen. $300 may result in an eight piece placemat set (four coaster and four placemats), a wallhanging, or a lap quilt. $50 may get you a stack of coasters, a mug rug, or a couple placemats.
There is a risk with this, but when people have commissioned me using this option before, no one was disappointed.
I may be getting hip surgery this summer to repair my right hip. This will result in several weeks or months of rest. By commissioning me, you are agreeing to a possible lengthy wait for me to even begin your commission. I will work on these until I can't.
Please send asks. Anything goes, and anon is an option until someone abuses it.
I'm taking the day off from sewing because ouch. Because i need something new to do, i'm playing SW: KOTOR on my xbox. This is the first RPG i played. Fuck, i feel old.
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Please send asks. Anything goes, and anon is an option until someone abuses it.
I'm taking the day off from sewing because ouch. Because i need something new to do, i'm playing SW: KOTOR on my xbox. This is the first RPG i played. Fuck, i feel old.
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I just did a little math for my monthly supporters because i'm curious about something. Namely, how much money would I receive if all support slots were taken.
$2/month - 200 slots, exclusive automatic discounts on commissions and shop listings, as well as the option to DM me on Ko-fi
$5/month - 30 slots, same as previous tier, plus monthly postcards, exclusive shop listings, commission prioritizing, exclusive requests
$15/month - 30 slots, same as above, plus a free gift once a year after three months of membership
$50/month - 15 slots, same as above, but two gifts a year after three months of membership
If all slots were filled, it would result in $1750/month. My husband wouldn't have to find a second job, we coupd afford groceries and pay all our bills without struggling, my husband could afford health insurance, and saving money would be possible. I could more easily focus on making things instead of putting so much effort into selling, aka be less stressed. Less stress means fewer seizures, and fewer seizures means more energy for both mental and physical health.
Will those slots get filled up? Unlikely, but a girl can dream, and i'm very good at dreaming.
