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Hi!!! Iâm really sorry for not being active in my writing, I just wanted to let you guys know that I see your requests but Iâm not super motivated at the moment!! Iâll get to them as soon as I can. â¤ď¸
song inspiration: the way i loved you - taylor swift.
author's note: get in, besties. we're crawling out of the trenches. i hope ya'll aren't too mad at me after this.
The fallout from your fight with Theo wasnât as bad as you thought it would be. Mostly because you spent the entire weekend holed up in your dorm and avoiding the nuclear aftermath. It was a cowardâs approach, but you were content to let sleeping dogs lie. You didnât know if you could bear facing the others.Â
The newfound friendships you had formed with the Slytherins were all sure to implode given the circumstances. Theo was one of their oldest friends and they were loyal to their own. Once Theo told them what had gone down between you, they would undoubtedly take his side. You would've. The worst part was, you couldn't even blame them for it.Â
The argument with Theo hurt. Because you knew each other so well, he knew exactly what to say to push your buttons. You were so, so angry in the moment, but the more that time passed, you could see that you were both in the wrong. Yes, Theo shouldn't have acted like an emotionally constipated twat, but you also could've approached the situation better. Instead, the two of you crashed and burned, imploding whatever precarious thing you had built up over the past few months. You were afraid that your newfound friendships with the others would become collateral damage.
The possibility of losing all of them filled you with unbearable sadness. You cried in bed until you were sure that you couldnât possibly have anything left in you and then you cried some more. Luna was obviously very concerned on your behalf. She had never seen you cry, so you could only imagine how incredibly jarring it was for her to witness you sob for three days straight.
To her credit, Luna never judged you for any of it. She just let you feel the range of emotions youâve been holding back for months, often rubbing your back and fixing you a soothing cup of tea. Every now and then sheâd ask if youâd like to come to the Great Hall for a meal, but you declined each time. You wanted to put off the inevitable for as long as possible.Â
When Monday crept around and hiding in your dorm was no longer an option, you carefully timed your arrival and departure to class so that you wouldnât run into any of them. Especially not Theo.Â
The plan was working well and you successfully avoided everyone until Wednesday afternoon. You had just gotten out of History of Magic when Mattheo and Enzo cornered you. They were both out of breath and sweaty, presumably from quidditch practice.Â
âY/N!â Enzo called from across the hall. You froze and rounded the corner, hoping to lose them in the crowd.Â
âI know you see us, Y/N!â Mattheo called after you.
Unfortunately, they were much faster and caught up to you easily. You clutched your books in your arms like a safety blanket. âI have to go to class.âÂ
âNo, you donât,â Enzo said. âHistory of Magic is your last class of the day. We used to study after, remember? Before you decided to ditch us.âÂ
âIâm not ditching anyone,â you countered defensively.Â
âIs that why we havenât seen you for four days?â Mattheo pondered. âYou donât eat meals with us. You donât attend game nights. You donât let us walk you to class. Sounds like a classic ditching to me, Y/N.â
âLook, itâs justâŚcomplicated right now, okay.â You sighed, adjusting the strap of your satchel. âWith everything that happened with Theo, I thought it would be best to keep my distance.âÂ
âIs that why heâs been moodier than usual?â Enzo asked. âYou two had a fight?â
âHe didnât tell you?âÂ
Mattheo shook his head. âHe nearly took my head off at practice, but when I tried to ask what the bloody hell was up his arse, the git just stormed off. I shouldâve known it was because of you.âÂ
You flinched. Enzo elbowed Mattheo in the ribs, which caused the latter to grumble dramatically. âWhat Mattheo meant to say is that ever since you stopped coming around, Theoâs been in a proper foul mood.â Enzo placed a hand on your shoulder. âWhat exactly happened between the two of you?âÂ
The tears spilled out before you could stop them. You had done your best to keep it together during classes and club meetings and even prefect duties, but that one simple question seemed to push you over the edge. What happened between you and Theo? Your friendship, rivalry, flirtation, whatever had been forming these past few months had blown up in your face and you had been the one to light the match.Â
Before you knew what was happening, Enzo crushed you into a hug. âItâs okay, Y/N. You donât have to tell us.â
âItâs bad, Enz. I fucked up. I fucked up really bad.âÂ
To your surprise, Mattheo rubbed your back despite the mild discomfort on his face from seeing you cry. âWhatever it is, Iâm sure you and Theo can fix it. You two are crazy about each other.âÂ
âYou donât understand, Mattheo. We said some really awful things to each other. I thinkâI think I really hurt him. I figured he would have told you all by now and that it would mean the end of my friendship with everyone.âÂ
âNo way,â Mattheo countered. âYouâre only just admitting that weâre friends. Iâm not letting all that hard work go to waste.âÂ
You chuckled, wiping a tear away with the back of your hand. Enzo grinned, pinching your cheek. âThereâs that smile. Mattheoâs right. We wouldnât drop you just because you and Theo are fighting.âÂ
âThe fight was my fault,â you sniffled. âI took it too far and I said some things that I really, really regret. I would understand if you took his side.âÂ
âWeâre not taking sides,â Enzo assured you. âYouâre both our friends. We care about you equally.â
âBut youâve known Theo your whole lives.âÂ
âExactly,â Mattheo said with a nod. âWe know how frustrating he can be sometimes. Even with us, Theoâs not exactly the most open person in the world. But something changed when you started becoming closer. You changed him, Y/N.â
âWe all felt it,â Enzo added. âHe started opening up more. Even talked about his mum and he never talks about his mum. I suspect you had something to do with that.â You felt the tears well up again. âMy point is, it would be silly to let one little fight ruin a friendship. Weâre definitely not letting it ruin ours.Â
Mattheo draped a shoulder over you. âYouâre one of us now, Y/N. Thereâs no getting rid of us.âÂ
Your heart felt like it might burst as you pulled the two boys into a group hug. Enzo chuckled as you practically crushed him and Mattheo ruffled your hair, messing up the neat braid you had arranged it in.Â
âIf either one of you tell anyone about this, Iâll slip a whiz-bang underneath your pillows.â
"There's the Y/N we know and love," Mattheo said with a grin. "Now come on, you're coming to dinner with us."
"We're not taking no for an answer either," Enzo stated when he saw the hesitation on your face.
You chuckled. "It's Wednesday," you recalled, training your suspicion towards Mattheo. "You just want me to come to dinner so I can stop Malfoy from taking the last red velvet cupcake, don't you?"
Mattheo huffed in indignation. "Can't I be a good friend and secure my sweets at the same time?"
"You're officially demoted to acquaintance, Riddle."
He gasped dramatically. "You take that back, Y/N!"
The knot in your stomach eased as the three of you made your way over to the Great Hall. The reconciliation didn't fully rid you of the guilt and anxiety, but at least it was a start.
"Well, well, well," Draco drawled as he raised a pale brow at you. "Look who decided to join us."
Blaise rolled his eyes. "Don't mind him. He's just upset you haven't been around to help touch up his roots."
"I'll have you know I'm a natural blonde, Zabini!"
"Merlin, all that bleach has truly seeped into your head," you quipped back.
The boys smiled as you took your seat. You appreciated how easy it was to slip back into things. They seemed to know that silly banter and arguments over cupcakes were exactly what you needed. You knew that they had to be at least a little bit curious about your situation with Theo, but they didn't pry. You would tell them when you were ready.
For now, it was just nice to sit and eat dinner with your friends.
After reconciling with Draco and Blaise in the Great Hall over dinner, you were at least comforted by the fact that none of the Slytherins hated you. With the exception of Theo and probably Pansy as well. Out of the entire group, she was probably the one that you were scared to face the most. You had made an entire deal out of threatening her not to hurt Luna and then turned around and did the same exact thing to one of her closest friends instead.Â
She had to be beyond angry. You put off speaking with her until the last possible second. As you walked back to your dorm that Friday night, you were nearly shaking with anticipation. You knew that Pansy would be studying with Luna before heading off on their weekly date night.Â
You winced as you opened the door. As expected, Luna and Pansy were sprawled out on the rug, surrounded by parchment and ink.Â
âHi, Y/N,â greeted Luna.Â
âHi, Loons,â you said, fidgeting by the door. You had never felt more uncomfortable than when Pansy turned over to look at you. âHiâŚPansy.âÂ
âY/N,â she said simply. Her glossy bob curved perfectly underneath her cheekbone as she turned towards you. âWeâre finishing up here so youâll have the room to yourself.âÂ
You swallowed thickly. âActually, Iâve been meaning to talk to you. If you donât mind.âÂ
Luna closed her book. âWould you like a moment alone, Y/N?âÂ
âNo,â you said a bit quickly. âStay, Loons. I could use the emotional support.âÂ
Your friend smiled and shot a pleading look at her girlfriend. Pansy conceded with a nod. âAre you going to finally tell me what the hellâs going on between you and Theo?âÂ
You sighed, sitting cross legged on the rug between them. âWe had a fight.âÂ
âI gathered as much. Theo said something stupid, didnât he? He always does when he gets scared of his own emotions.â
âWe both said really stupid things to each other. IâŚthink I took it too far though. I hit him where it hurts. Used his own words against him. I really hurt him, Pansy.â You averted your gaze, picking at the rug beneath you. âThatâs why Iâve been skipping meals and avoiding everyone. Especially you. I know how much you care about the boys, and I really fucked it up with Theo. I understand if youâre mad at me, but I just want you to know that I really regret it.âÂ
The Slytherin girl appraised you for a moment. You had never been one to shy away from scrutiny, but you felt incredibly small as Pansy looked you over. You deserved whatever condemnation and vitriol she wanted to throw your way. You braced yourself for the worst as you met her gaze, but all you found was hurt in Pansy's expression.
âIâm not mad at you because you got into a fight with Theo,â Pansy said. âThatâs his and your business to sort out. Iâm mad because you just pulled away from all of us without saying anything. You assumed weâd drop you, so you did it first."
âAnd it was really stupid of me, but I know how loyal you are to each other and I hurt one of you. I didnât know how to face everyone.âÂ
âYouâre one of us too, Y/N,â Pansy declared. You felt your eyes brimming with tears as Luna squeezed your hand. âNot because youâre my girlfriendâs best friend, but because youâve become my friend too. It hurt that you pushed us all away.âÂ
âIâm so sorry, Pans.âÂ
She sighed and awkwardly patted your back. Clearly displays of emotion were a completely foreign concept to the two of you. Luckily, Luna more than made up for the uncertainty. She nudged Pansy gently.
âItâs alright, Y/N. I get it, truly. If thereâs anything Slytherins understand, itâs the sin of pride. Weâre all quite good at hiding behind our cozy little walls of self preservation, as Lu likes to say. Thatâs exactly what Theoâs doing now.âÂ
âHow is he?â you asked hoarsely.Â
Not being able to see or speak to Theo this week had been hell. It felt like a part of you was missing. Like you were trying to function without a vital organ. As terrified as you were to admit it, Theo had become as essential as breathing.
Somewhere between your late night talks at the Black Lake, your childish arguments about pumpkin flavored creamers in the Great Hall, and sneaking him into Ravenclaw Tower to watch the stars in the common room, Theo's presence had become so ingrained in your life that its sudden absence felt like losing a limb. You didn't just miss him. You felt entirely lost without him.
âI wonât sugarcoat it. Theoâs not well. Heâs moody and cranky and snaps at the smallest things.â You winced. âItâs not entirely your fault. I pushed him to tell you. Hell, we all did. I think we mightâve overwhelmed him.âÂ
âTell me what?âÂ
Pansy smiled sadly. âI think you know.âÂ
âI donât.âÂ
She sighed. âYou two are so alike. Ignoring things that are right in front of you. Stubborn as hell, too. Itâs bloody frustrating.âÂ
âSounds like someone I know,â Luna added softly.
Pansy chuckled. âPoint taken, Lu.â The two of them smiled softly at each other, which made you grin a little. They were so obviously smitten and you were happy for both of your friends.Â
It made your heart ache all over again. You never knew how much you wanted that. That closeness, that intimacy. And all it took was a stupid, idiotic fight to realize that you already had it all along.
âWhen we came back from Hogsmeade, I took Theo aside and asked him about the two of you. Anyone with an ounce of common sense could tell that he's head over heels for you, but he was being an absolute wanker and stalling so I thought Iâd give him a push.â Pansy crossed her legs, looking troubled. âI told him that he couldnât keep ignoring his feelings, which is classic Theodore behavior. After some convincing, he said that he would tell you the following night.â
âThe night of the slug club dinner.âÂ
Pansy nodded. âTheo left the common room with a bouquet of wisterias. The boys gave him so much shit for it, but he walked out with a smile.âÂ
A bouquet of wisterias. Like the one youâd seen in the bin outside of Ravenclaw Tower. You had plucked a flower from it and pressed it into one of your journals.Â
âI didnât see him that night.âÂ
âI think he mightâve gotten scared and abandoned the plan altogether,â Pansy confirmed. âI figured this week was just Theoâs way of coping. He has a bad habit of running away from things when they get too real.âÂ
âWe have that in common.âÂ
âTrust me, we noticed.âÂ
Luna nudged Pansy with her elbow. You covered your face with your hands and sighed in frustration. âWhat do I do now, Pans? How do I fix this?â
âI promised not to meddle,â Pansy started. You nodded, knowing that there were boundaries that you couldnât ask her to cross. âBut if I happen to accidentally leave the passcode to the Slytherin dorms as well as the proper spells to get past Theoâs door laying around, then I canât be blamed if someone comes across it. After all, itâs not like Iâd purposely do anything to reconcile two blubbering idiots who are so obviously miserable without each other."
She scribbled furiously on a piece of parchment and slid the page over to you. Her gaze softened. âLook, Y/N. Iâve been friends with Theo for a long, long time. He has a hard time letting people in and you did it so easily that I think it terrified him. As hard as it may be, youâre going to have to tell him how you feel. You canât dance around it anymore. He deserves more than that. You deserve more than that.â
You nodded, taking her words to heart. âThank you, Pansy. To truly show my appreciation, I wonât make you hug me.âÂ
Her mouth quirked. âI knew I liked you for a reason.â
Luna beamed. She pulled you in for a hug and squeezed extra tight. âGood luck, Y/N. Remember what I said. Lead with your heart, not with your head.â
Lead with your heart, not with your head.
Your best friendâs words echoed over and over in your head as you paced across Theoâs dorm. Thanks to Pansyâs thorough instructions, you managed to sneak through the dungeons and into his room without any problems. Sneaking in had been a piece of cake, but forcing yourself to stay was another story.Â
Logically, you knew that only fifteen minutes had passed since your crime of breaking and entering, but it felt like an eternity. Your palms were sweaty, your head was spinning, and your stomach was twisted into knots. You were bloody nervous.Â
What if Theo didnât want to see you? What if he turned you away? Oh gods, what if he came in here with another girlâ
You shook your head so violently that you were surprised that you hadnât given yourself whiplash. For Godricâs fucking sake. You truly needed to get it together.
The door swung open and Theo threw his quidditch bag on the floor whilst kicking off his shoes. He nearly tossed his Nimbus right at your head, but you dodged it with a yelp at the last possible second.Â
Theo whirled around, his eyes widening in surprise. âMerlin's fucking beard, you scared the bloody hell out of me!â He propped his broom up against the wall and crossed his arms. âWhat are you doing here, Y/N?âÂ
In the dim dungeon lighting, you could see the heavy bags underneath those watercolor eyes. Theo looked like he hadnât slept in days and a part of you felt guilty for contributing to his distress. Despite practicing outside for hours, he looked paler than usual like the color had seeped out of his skin. You didn't imagine that you looked any better.
Seeing Theo again was harder than you thought it would be. It was like receiving the kiss of life and having the breath knocked out of your lungs all at once. Every fiber in your being, every nerve ending, every cell and neuron came alive at the sight of him. Theo was the sun and you were just a wandering star resisting his gravitational pull.
You fidgeted with your fingers. âPansy let me in.âÂ
âClearly my protection charms are ineffective against meddling witches,â Theo declared loudly, probably half expecting Pansy to be eavesdropping on the conversation.Â
âDonât be mad at Pansy. She was just trying to help me because she knew how badly I needed to talk to you.â
He sighed and closed the door behind him. Theo stayed put by the doorway as though he was afraid to take another step closer. You couldnât blame him. âI heard you loud and clear during our last conversation.â
âThatâs the thing. Iâve gone over that conversation over and over again in my head and I canât even figure out what we were really even fighting about. I said some truly awful things and Iâmââ you paused, taking a deep breath. âIâm sorry for that, Theo.âÂ
You wrung your hands together and averted his gaze. âIf you couldnât tell by now, Iâm sort of shit at this whole vulnerability thing.â
âNo fucking shit.â
A part of you knew you deserved that, but it didnât hurt any less. You took a shaky breath, intent on focusing solely on the rug beneath your feet to keep yourself from crying.Â
Theo came closer, his lanky frame coming into view. The smell of sweat and sea salt and cigarette smoke was so overwhelming that it made you feel a bit homesick. âSorry, force of habit." He sat down next to you, nudging you with his shoulder. You swallowed thickly, wondering how in the hell that tiny bit of contact instantly soothed your nerves. "To be fair, I wasnât entirely innocent in that exchange either. I said some horrible things too and it's eaten away at me all week. I'm sorry, Y/N. I was a complete arsehole to you."
âYeah, I guess weâre both pretty big arseholes.â
His throaty chuckle sounded like music to your ears. âIs that it? You broke into my dorm just to call me an arsehole?â
You shook your head and forced yourself to look up at him. The fact that he was this close yet you weren't able to touch him made you physically ill. âNo. During our fight, you said that I had no idea how you felt and youâre right. I donât. I think I was just so hurt when you said that you werenât my friend that I flew off the handle and didnât even give any consideration to how you felt.âÂ
Theo clenched his jaw. âI donât blame you. I was being an absolute prick when I said that.â His voice grew softer as he came closer. âWhat I really meant was that I didnât want to be just friends. I was going to tell you.â
The pieces started coming together. He had been outside Ravenclaw Tower when Harry had dropped you off. âThe night of the slug club dinner. Pansy said you were coming to talk to me and that you left the common room with flowers in your hand.â
He frowned. âIâm going to need to have a serious talk with Pansy about the importance of confidentiality. But yes, I had a whole speech prepared for you. I was going to pour my little heart out to you that night.â
âSo why didnât you?â
Theo clenched his fists and avoided your gaze. âI saw you kissing Potter.â
âYou were jealous.â
It was more of a statement than a question. The entire thing clicked into place for you then. The discarded bouquet. The strange behavior afterwards. Theo had seen you kiss Harry on the cheek and mistook it for something else entirely.Â
âI wanted to rip him to shreds.â Theo shifted beside you and sighed deeply. "I was so angry. At him, at you, but most of all, at myself. I saw you two together and I realized that Harry is the type of man you deserve. A good man. One who isn't haunted by dark magic and bad blood."
"What are you talking about, Theo?"
"I've been so selfish these past few months. I let myself think that I could...that I could be someone who deserves to be by your side. Someone who makes you smile and snort and roll your eyes at all my stupid jokes. Instead, all I've brought you is grief. You almost turned down the Slughorn dinner because of me. You came close to fighting Romilda because you were defending me and my friends. People whisper and stare when we walk down the halls together. I never cared when it was directed towards me, but I can't do that to you. I won't drag you down."
Tears filled your eyes. "I don't regret any of the things that have happened these past few months. People will always talk, Theo. That's their own problem. But the fact that you think you're dragging me down breaks my heart." Theo took a shaky breath when you took his face in your hands. "Do you not see how good you are? You're caring and kind and resilient. You're annoyingly charming and you infuriate me like no other, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Anyone would be lucky to have you in their lives. You're the best person I know, Theodore Nott, and I'll not have you argue otherwise."
He closed his eyes and leaned into your touch. "I wouldn't dream of it, amorina. You always win every argument we have anyways."
You chuckled, releasing a breath that you hadn't realized you've been holding since the moment Theo walked away from you in that potions classroom. He gently grasped your wrist, rubbing soothing circles against your skin. "What about Potter?"
"What about him?"
"That kiss," Theo whispered. "You don't know how much it killed me to see someone else kiss you."
"You know he's with Ginny right?" you said, watching as relief visibly washed over him. "Even if he wasn't, Harry is not my type."
"Oh yeah? What's your type then, diavolina?"
The nickname that you used to hate so much suddenly felt like a comforting hug. It was your thing. An inside joke that was only between the two of you.
"Snarky little Slytherins who vex me to death by thinking that I have a crush on Potter when I'm so obviously only into him," Theo chuckled softly. âIf you had stayed, you would have seen that it was just an innocent kiss on the cheek. I was thanking Harry for walking me back to my dorm and for saving me from myself during the dinner.â
The expression of concern on his face softened everything in you. âIt didnât go well with Slughorn?â
âNo, it went brilliantly. I listened to him commend our stellar performance in his class and I couldnât fucking stomach any of it. Not when the one person that deserved it wasnât even there,â your voice cracked as you recalled the anger you felt that night. âAll because of something that isnât your fault. I lost it. I gave Slughorn a piece of my mind and stormed out. I wouldâve done a lot worse if Harry hadnât stopped me, but it made me sickâŚall of it made me sick. And I wished more than anything that you were beside me making inappropriate jokes that wouldâve had me rolling my eyes in annoyance.â
Theo tilted your chin up, giving you a full view of the spreading grin on his face. âYou missed me.âÂ
You nodded, feeling your breath catch in your throat. âI did,â you confirmed. âI do.âÂ
To your surprise, Theo wrapped you in his arms. As he hugged you, every ounce of dread and anxiety dissolved while he held you so tightly that you could hardly breathe.Â
âIâve missed you too,â he whispered into your hair. âI have missed you every moment we were apart.âÂ
Whatever armor you may have had around your heart came crashing down at that moment. Theo had taken a sledgehammer to your defenses and obliterated them entirely.Â
âIâm sorry, Theo,â you cried, clutching at his chest. âIâm sorry for all the horrible things I said. I didnât mean itâI was just scared.âÂ
Theo rubbed your back and whispered in a soothing voice. âI know, love. I was scared too. I still am,â he admitted shakily. You blinked as he swiped your tears away with his thumb. âWhen we started this, I thought it would be easy. Sleeping with someone who hated me meant that there was no chance of me getting hurt. It was supposed to be simple, but you made it anything but."
The tenderness in his gaze pierced through your very soul. "You clawed your way into my heart with your surly attitude and violent threats, but you also showed me this vulnerable side of you that feeds baby thestrals and defends my friends and drinks disgusting pumpkin flavored beverages. Then you started becoming more than just someone I wanted to sleep with. You became my friend.âÂ
You sobbed, burying your face in his chest. âIâll always be your friend, Theo. Always.â
âI know, Y/N. Aside from Pansy and the guys, youâre probably my best friend. Though if Mattheo asks, I'll deny it. You know how possessive he gets."
You chuckled through your tears. "You're my best friend, too. You're the only person I want to talk about my day with, no matter how eventful or boring. I care about your quidditch rants and your gelato obsession and your weird habit of cutting the crust off of every sandwich you eat."
"Hey, it's perfectly normal for a teenage boy to have an aversion to crust, okay." You snorted, which made him grin from ear to ear. "Gods, I have missed that laugh. I have missed everything about you, my sullen, irritable, and borderline violent little Ravenclaw." You smiled as he caressed your cheek. "No one has ever stood up for me like you have. Iâve just gotten so used to being blamed for my fatherâs sins that I stopped fighting it. Itâs easier to let them think that Iâm the bad guy.â
You looked up and held his gaze, conveying everything that you wanted to say that you couldn't put into words. âBut youâre not, Theo. Youâve never been the bad guy.â
He smiled softly. âI know and you know. Thatâs enough for me.â
âWhen did you get to be so mature, Theodore Nott?â
âSince the girl that Iâm hopelessly and pathetically in love with told me to grow the fuck up.â Theoâs eyes shone with emotion as he looked at you. âI tried not to fall for you. Gods, I tried so fucking hard, but I failed.â He dropped his forehead down to yours. âI have failed utterly and miserably, because I am in love with you and Iâm tired of hiding it. You have my heart, Y/N. Break it. Crush it. Decimate it. Do what you must, but please know that it's yours. It will always be yours."
A pained laugh escaped from your lips. âI love you too, Theo. I have no defense left. No armor of logic or reason that you havenât completely destroyed. Hai conquistato il mio cuore.â
You have conquered my heart.Â
Theo placed your hand on his chest. âDo you feel that? I think my heart just stopped beating. The things you do to me, Y/N.âÂ
You smiled and pulled him in by the front of his jersey. âI think I know a way to make it start beating again.â
âYeah?â Theo asked with a smirk.Â
âYeah.âÂ
He smiled as you impatiently tugged him down, wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing him. Theo sighed against your mouth before picking you up bridal style, which made you yelp in surprise. You giggled as he gently placed you on the bed, his lips never once leaving yours.Â
âGods, I love you,â he murmured. âNot just your body, but your smile. Your laugh. Your cute little snort. The way your nose scrunches up when I annoy you. I love it. I love all of it. I missed you so fucking much. Staying away from you was hell.âÂ
âI missed you, too. All your snarky little comebacks and borderline vulgar one-liners and your eyes. Gods, you have no right having such pretty eyes.âÂ
Theo smirked. âOh my god, Y/N. You totally have a crush on me.â He dug his fingers into your sides as you laughed and wriggled underneath him. Theo continued his assault, bypassing the top layer of your robe for better access. His gaze softened as he hovered over you. âAre you wearing my jumper?âÂ
You tugged at the hem and smiled sheepishly. âI may or may not have slept in it all week. Youâre not getting it back, so donât even ask.âÂ
âItâs alright. At least now youâre finally representing the best uni.âÂ
His words gave you pause. âWait,â you said, looking down at the faded jumper. âTheodore, are you telling me that all this time Iâve been wearing a Cambridge jumper? The Cambridge jumper that you begged your mum to buy for you during your first visit?âÂ
âThe very same one.âÂ
âBut you love this thing. You said you wore it until it was down to its last thread.âÂ
âYeah, but I love you more,â he beamed as he kissed your cheek. âI knew I was a goner the night I gave it to you. I spent the entire summer thinking about you. I thought I was going insane. It was worse than nicotine withdrawals. Then I had you again and I thought that would take care of the craving, but I got greedy. I just wanted more and more of you.âÂ
âOh my god, Theo. You totally have a crush on me.âÂ
âI fancy the pants out of you, Y/N.â
âGood, cause youâre about to get me out of them in a minute.âÂ
âYou,â Theo said, punctuating the word with a kiss. âAre,â Another kiss. âPerfect.â You giggled as he smacked his lips against yours. âSono pazzo di te, amore mio.âÂ
You smiled. âIâm crazy about you too, Teddy.âÂ
âTeddy?âÂ
âDâya like it?âÂ
Theo kissed you again, this time savoring every second as he pressed his body against yours. âI love it and I love you.âÂ
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-summary: Harry and Y/N play truth or dare, friends to lovers.
-a/n: this is a short little conversation post (only quote lines used) green is harry, white is y/n.
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âY/N, Truth or Dare?â
âOh, fuck. Um, truth,â
âBoring,â
âHey, you gave me options!â
âFine. Whatâs your biggest fear?â
âHmm. Losing the people I love most,â
âThat got serious quickly,â
âYou asked! What did you want me to say? Feet?â
âI mean, that wouldâve been funnier,â
âOkay, whatever. Your turn; Truth or Dare, Harry?â
âDare,â
âOh, come on! I only have good ones for truth,â
âWell at least Iâm not boring,â
âShut up. Fine. I dare you to⌠next time you see your crush, confess.â
âNo, I canât do that,â
âWhoâs the boring one now?â
âNo. Tell me to do something else. Anything else.â
âWhy? Scared?â
âYes.â
âOh,â
âYeah, crazy, right?â
âYeah⌠Sorry,â
âItâs fine, just give me something else to do,â
âWait, why wonât you do the dare? You usually do anything. Youâd jump off of the Astronomy tower and catch yourself with your broom if I told you to.â
âI donât know. Iâm a wuss with girls, you know me.â
âHarry, Iâve seen you flirt. Yes, itâs awful, but you walk up all confident and actually have decent strategies sometimes.â
âThanks,â
âI mean it. I just donât understand why you wonât do it this time⌠I know itâs never worked out with any relationships youâve had so far, but whatâs another girl gone for you? You can have anyone you want, youâve seen the way the girls in our year goggle at you. The Chosen One.â
âItâs just different this time, Y/N. I donât think sheâll like me back,â
âOh, thatâs new.â
âYeah,â
âOkay um, Truth or Dare?â
âTruth,â
âWhoâs your crush?â
âY/N!â
âWhat?! I didnât want to tell you another dare, as you can see, my dares arenât very good.â
âI canât do this one either!â
âWhy not?â
âIt will make everything awkward,â
âHarry⌠donât tell meâŚâ
âYeahâŚâ
ââŚme?â
âThis is why i didnât want to sayââ
âThat wasââ
âMe kissing you, yes, Harry.â
âSo⌠you like me back?â
âNo, Harry, I just kissed you for fun. Yes, I like you back!â
âYou need to tone down your sarcasm sometimes, Y/N.â
summary: harry potters bimbo girlfriend secretly knits him a sweater.
warnings: hufflepuff!reader. bimbo!reader. female!reader. set in mordern times. reader and harry are super close (she tells him when sheâs pooping) a little short
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you were hiding something from harry. he doesnât know what. but he knew it was something. you were not by any means a secretive person, especially not with harry.
he first noticed when he had walked in on you in his common room, hunched over the couch angrily muttering to yourself. âwhatâs wrong love?â he walked over to you with concern.
you yelled up in surprise, looking up at him with wide eyes and quickly placing whatever was in your hand under your butt. âhi harry!â you blinked up at him with wide eyes, voice still bubbly.
both of you were now in your third year in hogwarts, and while you were a pureplood hufflepuff with rich parents, you didnât act like the stereotypical ďżź ârich snobâ and your parents absolutely loved harry. so much that when he had run away, they welcomed him into their mansion with welcoming arms.
you spent most of your time in the gryffindor ďżź common room, saying it âfit your aesthetic more than my yellow common room.â
âwhatâs that?â he trailed his eyes down to your bum. âhm?â you tilted your head up at him. âoh nothingâŚ.â you looked around the room with a pout, not being able to look your boyfriend in the eyes.
but after a few seconds, you blinked up at him, as if you wanted him to read your mind. but for some odd reason, he knew exactly what you were asking.
âdo you want me to close my eyes, so you can hide whatâs under your bum?â he sighed. âiâm not hiding anything harry,â you shook your head side to side widely, a fat pout on your lips, âbut yes pleaseâŚâ you whispered.
with a sigh, harry lifted his hands up to his eyes and firmly placed them there. he didnât try to peak, knowing if you caught him, you would lose trust in him. and harry rather die then let that happen.
itâs not like he genuinely thought you were doing something bad. you told harry everything. from drama in the hufflepuff house, to when you were texting and pooping.
the last time you kept something from harry was when you had bought him a nimbus 2000. it was awesome.
he had heard you quickly stand up and run away, once he had heard you leaving the common room, he removed his hands from his face and leaned back into the sofa with a lovesick smile. how he loved you.
it was later that week when harry had walked into great hall, he had instantly spotted you on the gryffindor ďżź table, talking your mouth off too both ron and hermione.
with a smile he had started making his way towards you. he hadnât talked to you all morning, and that automatically made his day horrible.
you peaked up from your soup, only to make eye contact with harry. you instantly began to panic, your gift wasnât ready yet, and if harry sat down, you were sure you would spill all the beans.
so as soon as you made eye contact, you let out a small squeal before hopping over the bench and gracefully running away, ignoring harryâs calls behind you.
harry looked towards the doors you had just walked out of with disappointment as he sat down in front of hermione and ron.
âwhatâs wrong harry?â ron questioned, noticing the sad look on harryâs face.
but before harry could even open his mouth, hermione beat him to it, âharryâs sad y/n wonât give him attention,â
ron turned to harry, looking for confirmation, but all harry did was drop his head into his hands and mumble a small, âsheâs right.â
it was later that night, harry was having a dream about you, you were standing above him, poking him widely? and then he woke up, and realized, it was in fact, not a dream.
you were standing above his bed, looking down at him with a smile, it made a small one appear on his face, âwhat are you doing here?â he mused standing up straight and pulling you to sit next to him.
âi brought you your present!â you whispered shouted. in your hands was the cutest blue knitted sweater he had ever seen. he instantly took it from your hands. âyou made this for me?..â
you proudly nodded, placing your legs under harryâs covers, âyou can compliment me tomorrow, iâm sleepy now!â and with that, you laid down on harryâs bed without a care in the world.
harry placed the sweater carefully on his bedside table, before slowly and carefully laying down next to you, âthank youâŚâ he whispered to you.
-warnings: SMUT! public sex if you have anxiety, yelling at the start, oral sex ( reader recieving ), fucking outside on leaves, third person POV
-summary: hermione and y/n havenât touched anyone in months, and who is better to relieve that than your best friend?
-a/n: first Hermione post!!! expect more in the future and leave requests! (fluff coming up soon, promise :) )
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âSee you later,â Y/N waved to Harry and Ron as she walked out of their shared tent and sat beside Hermione, who was leaning on the cold canvas.
Hermione gave a small smile in greeting, unfolding a blanket and covering the both of them. Y/N sighed in content as she curled into Hermioneâs warmth.
It was November and the quartet had apparated into a forest filled with beautifully colored trees a few days ago, Hermione and Harry having found a spot a few miles from a small town.
The previous night, Y/N had taken the Invisibility Cloak and walked to a small shop, filling a sack with food (Hermione insisting she leave money). She had returned two hours later to a panicking Hermione, Harry trying to calm her down.
When Y/N walked into the tent, the sight of Hermione on the verge of tears had almost immediately vanished when they saw her. Hermione rushed out of her seat and enveloped Y/N in a hug so tight that she thought she might break her ribs.
âHermione, gosh!â Y/N squeaked as Hermione crashed into her. Hermione gave a relieved laugh (it couldâve been a sob) as Y/N dropped the cloak and bag of food to the ground to wrap her arms around Hermioneâs waist.
âW-what took you so long?â Hermione said breathlessly as she pulled away from Y/N, her eyes wide and slightly red. Y/N reached her cold hands up and held Hermioneâs face.
âItâs a long walk, and I found an empty clothes shop,â Y/N nodded to the bag on the floor, almost bursting at the seams with food and what seemed to be gloves.
Ron barked a laugh. âNice, Y/N!â He walked past Y/N, thumping her on the shoulder, picked up the bag and dumped it onto the main table, spilling out clothes and food.
Harry walked over and began examining the clothes, picking up three pairs of gloves. âOh, sorry,â Y/N said, taking Hermioneâs hand and leading her over to the table. âI could only fit three pairs, but I think theyâll fit you all well,â
Hermione looked at Y/N, shocked. âY/N! You canât expect us to take these and leave you with nothing when you did all that for us! Take mine, I insist,â she found the smallest pair and shoved them into Y/Nâs hands.
âOh, Hermione,â Y/N smiled. âItâs alright, really. I have my own gloves,â Y/N gestured to her bunk where a pair of fingerless gloves lay, unused for days.
âBut, Y/N, your fingers will freeze off with those!â Hermione said. âJust take these, no returns,â
âSheâs right, Y/N,â Harry said. âYour fingers will freeze off with those,â
âFinger-cicles,â Ron said.
Y/N sighed. She knew there was no changing Hermioneâs mind. âOkay, thanks guys. Sorry I couldnât get another pair,â
âOh, shut up, will you?â Hermione snapped. âYou did all this but say all these things like youâre not enough? You are! And it really bothers me that you think otherwise!â
Y/N glanced to Hermioneâs neck, seeing the familiar golden chain dangling down to her chest. Y/N looked into her eyes and gently reached behind Hermioneâs neck to unclasp the locket.
Once off, Y/N took the locket and clasped it around her own neck. âBetter?â She asked Hermione.
âYeah,â Hermione whispered. âBut I still meant what I said. You are enough,â
Y/N had gone to bed that night, though with the locket around her neck, feeling much more wanted than before. The others had never shown even a sliver of dislike toward her, but for some reason, she felt she wasnât good enough. Hermioneâs words had spread a loving warmth through her whole body.
Now, as she leaned on Hermione outside of their tent, she didnât feel as if she were putting an unwanted weight on her shoulder, but a comforting one.
Hermioneâs warm hand found Y/Nâs cold one, squeezing gently. Y/Nâs stomach did a backflip at her gesture, the corners of her mouth involuntary tugging into a grin.
Y/N leaned over and kissed her on the shoulder, hoping Hermione would feel her love through her sweater. Hermione turned her head and had an odd look on her face; it resembled deep thought and love.
After a moment of looking into Y/Nâs warm eyes, Hermione leaned forward and pressed her lips to Y/Nâs slightly chapped ones.
Y/N closed her eyes and reached the hand that wasnât holding Hermioneâs to cup the side of her face, the latter reaching to hold the back of Y/Nâs neck.
The blanket dropped off of them when Hermione deepened the kiss by moving herself onto Y/Nâs lap, both her hands now on the back of Y/Nâs neck. Y/Nâs hands went to Hermioneâs waist, keeping her steady.
After a minute, Hermione pulled away.
âWait, Y/N,â she said, panting. âWe shouldnât do this. Not here,â
Y/N looked at her, tilting her head. âWhy not? Afraid weâll get caught?â
Y/N cut her off by kissing her again, this time, with more passion. Her hands traveled down to Hermioneâs thighs, gripping onto them tightly. Hermione let out a whimper.
âHermione,â Y/N muttered against Hermioneâs lips. âThereâs no better place to do this, really. We can never get alone inside the tent, itâs only out here when weâre left alone.â
âI know, butââ Hermione started before Y/N interrupted her.
ââWhat if someone does find us?â Has anyone ever found the tent, Hermione?â Y/N reasoned, leaning back and tucking hair behind the brunetteâs ear.
Hermione sighed. âNo,â
âThatâs right,â Y/N cooed before taking her wand and casting a silencing charm on the tent opening. She turned to Hermione and began kissing her again, reaching her hands under her best-friendâs sweater.
Y/Nâs cold hands gave Hermione chills. She started to roll her hips onto Y/N as they kissed, craving the friction.
Hermione gasped as Y/Nâs hands traveled from her stomach to her breasts, squeezing them gently and feeling her nipples harden at the sudden chill.
Hermioneâs hands raked through Y/Nâs hair, tugging almost harshly, desperate for more. Y/N suddenly dropped her hands down to the waistband of the mugglebornâs pants, dipping beneath and into her underwear.
Hermione threw her head back as she let out a moan; her best-friend had started rubbing circles on her clit, her cold fingers only enhancing the pleasure. She bucked her hips towards Y/Nâs core, the latterâs other hand gripping her hips, guiding her.
âThatâs it, good girl,â Y/N mumbled against Hermioneâs neck. She wasnât leaving her any marks, she only wished to rest her lips there, leaving gentle kisses every now and then.
She then dipped her hand lower and pressed her middle and ring finger against Hermioneâs entrance, earning a loud whimper from her.
Y/N sunk her fingers into Hermione, rapidly thrusting in and out. Hermione cried out many curse words of pleasure along with strangled moans, pushing her hips onto Y/Nâs hand, riding it.
Y/N took her other hand and tilted Hermioneâs head down to take her lips in her own, swallowing the brunetteâs moans, her tongue pushing into her mouth, exploring every inch.
âY/N, Iâm almost there,â Hermione managed between whimpers. âFaster, please!â She was vigorously humping Y/Nâs hand, close to her release.
Y/N leaned her mouth to Hermioneâs ear and whispered, âcome for me, darling,â
With an almost pornographic moan, Hermione reached her climax, releasing warm cum onto Y/Nâs hand, warming it.
Y/N kissed Hermione as she pulled her hand from her trousers. She pulled away, bringing her hand up to show Hermione.
âOpen,â Y/N instructed. Hermione obliged, opening her mouth. Y/N pressed her cum soaked fingers to Hermioneâs tongue, the latter closing her lips around them, humming as she sucked on the delightful taste of herself.
Y/N removed her fingers, then patted the crunchy leaves beside her, inviting Hermione to sit again.
âCome on, weâve talked about this,â said Hermione. She continued when Y/N raised a brow. âYou canât do all that for me and expect nothing in return!â
Y/N blinked. She suddenly remembered the other night when Hermione basically screamed at her telling her she was enough.
âNow,â Hermione said, grabbing the forgotten blanket and folding it into a square, setting it beside Y/N. âSit on this,â
Y/N did as she was instructed. âSo, my turn now?â She smirked.
âMhm,â Hermione confirmed as she crawled up to Y/N, kissing her once again. Hermioneâs hands quickly traveled to undo Y/Nâs belt, tugging her pants down not long after.
Y/N shivered from the lack of clothing, an autumn breeze just passing by. Hermione, still kissing her, searched for her wand with her hand (thrown in the leaves earlier), and casted a temporary heating charm onto Y/Nâs bare legs.
Y/N sighed into the kiss, relieved at the warmth. Hermione then traveled her hands to Y/Nâs panties, sliding them off of her fellow Gryffindor.
Hermione broke apart from the kiss, but only to dip her head down and start kissing Y/Nâs thighs, making her shiver.
Once finished leaving a few marks on Y/Nâs thighs, Hermione traveled her mouth to attach her lips onto the younger girlâs clit.
Y/N gasped as Hermione licked a stripe up her soaked cunt, the former's hand shooting down to grip Hermioneâs brown curls.
Hermione pushed Y/Nâs thighs apart gently as she lapped at her cunt, sucking on her sensitive bud. Y/Nâs hips continuously bucked forward, pushing Hermioneâs face closer as she did so.
âMm, fuck,â Y/N groaned when Hermione pushed her tongue inside her vagina, her nose rubbing against her clit. Hermione moaned whenever Y/N forced her head closer, vibrating onto Y/Nâs pussy.
Hermioneâs tongue moved faster and faster, Y/N getting closer and closer to her climax. She sucked on every part of Y/N that she could.
âIâm closeâ Iâm cumming, Hermione!â Y/N cried out as she reached her climax, spilling her juices out into Hermioneâs mouth. Y/N felt Hermione lick and swallow every drop.
Hermione gave one last kiss to Y/Nâs puffy pussy before sitting up and reaching for the girlâs clothes, Y/N putting them back on immediately.
âFuck, Hermione,â Y/N said as her best friend sat down next to her. âI didnât know you were experienced with that,â
âIâm not, really,â Hermione went pink. âI justâ watched some videos⌠and read books,â
summary: youâre drawing in the astronomy tower to clear your head & mattheo finds you
pairing/dynamic: best friend!mattheo x reader, mutual pining but they donât really talk about it???? just two oblivious besties in love w each other
warnings: mentions of smoking (cigarettes), very very mild innuendo?? not even??? idk i think thatâs pretty much it
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âcanât sleep?â
in other circumstances, you mightâve been startled - but you recognize the voice in a second.
mattheo stands just inches away from you - the scuffed toes of his black chucks nearly touching your own.
with a soft little sigh, you set aside your sketchbook. âno. what about you?â
mattheo shrugs, before moving to sit beside you. âhavenât even bothered to try yet.â he slides down the wall, letting his long legs sprawl in front of him. then - with his thigh pressed up against your own, he begins fishing around in his jacket pocket. you watch him curiously, lips quirking upwards in understanding when he produces a familiar gold zippo and a pack of smokes.
even though itâs a miserably cold night, the heat of mattheoâs leg against your own is enough to make you dizzy. in a vain attempt to calm your quickly beating heart, you draw your legs up against your chest, before wrapping your arms around them. you watch as mattheo slots a cigarette between his lips, letting your cheek fall against your knees. âyou know those are bad for you, right?â
he offers you a familiar little grin, cigarette bobbing between his lips as he responds. âi had no idea.â
you roll your eyes, bumping your shoulder against his. âyou should quit.â
âmaybe you should pick it up.â
a quiet little giggle slips past your lips. âcould you imagine me smoking?â
mattheo laughs softly as he exhales, and you pretend not to notice how he blows the smoke away from you. ânot really.â he takes another slow drag, and you watch distractedly as the cherry illuminates his handsome features. âitâd be hot though.â he says the words casually, through a mouthful of smoke, and your cheeks suddenly feel like theyâre on fire.
âmattheo!â
he shrugs with his lips tugged upwards in an infuriating smirk. âwhat?â
you roll your eyes fondly, suddenly unable to look at anything but your shoes. âyou are such an arse.â
for a few moments, the two of you slip into a comfortable silence. while mattheo finishes his half-smoked cigarette, you gaze distractedly up at the stars. eventually, you grow tired of the quiet - opting to ask the question youâd been mulling over since he turned up in front of you. âwhyâd you come up here, anyways?â
mattheoâs quiet for a second and your mind races anxiously in wait. then, he stubs out the end of his cigarette with a shrug. âi knew youâd be here.â
your heart aches fondly in your chest. âreally?â
another shrug, and then heâs turning to you with this soft little smile that seems to be reserved for you and you alone. âyes, really.â
he says it as if itâs obvious - maybe it is - and you can hardly contain your stupid little giggle. âoh.â
âoh?â mattheoâs eyebrows are furrowed in confusion, but his knowing-grin never wavers.
itâs your turn to shrug - youâre not sure if you can bring yourself to do anything more at this point.
he bumps his shoulder against yours, leaning in to look at you. âis it a good âohâ at least?â
heâs being awful on purpose and you pretend to hate it. with a meek little nod, you finally meet his eyes. âitâs a good âohââ
mattheo grins, dropping his arm across your shoulders. âgood.â
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Pairing: Harry Potter x Fem!Muggle!Reader
Summary: Being stuck in the elevator is bad enough, but being with a stranger makes matters worse.
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Warnings: not proofread, light cursing, elevators, power outage + let me know if i missed anything
A/N: too bad u cant handle angst i couldâve found ways to sneak that into this hehe jk anywaaayy ok i felt uninspired sorry hydagjih
Harry held a bag he did not own in his hand. His shirt was a bit muddied and moist on one side, but he didnât mind. He stood in front of the eighth door heâll be knocking on in hopes it was the owner of the bag. It still wasnât, though.
Instead, a woman his age greeted him with a smile. She was pretty, sure, but she wasnât what he was looking for. He apologized for interrupting and went ahead to knock on the ninth door.
It swung open, and Harry let out a long sigh.
AN HOUR OR SO AGO
âHold the door!â said a voice from the lobby. Harry pressed the open door button in haste, the doors doing as it was told to do. The figure rushed inside, hair dripping wet on the tiled floor of the elevator. He kept his eyes trained to floor as she moved his way to press the button to the eighth floor. âThank you,â she mumbled.
The girl next to him began to dry her drenched hair with a purple towel, patting herself dry. Harry risked a brief glance in her direction â she was wearing a floral one-piece swimsuit which she layered with denim shorts. When she caught his eye, they both inched away from each other uncomfortably. To their relief, the elevator started to move up.
Nobody seemed to be coming in just yet. After all, it was six p.m. and most were probably outside biding their time for night swimming. Harry, on the other hand, just came down to get a box of doughnuts for Mr. Weasley, who he can only assume was changing into his swimming trunks in their hotel room. The rest were probably doing the same.
Harry was waiting for it to reach the ninth floor when the elevator lurched to a stop on the seventh. While Harry refused to meet eye contact with the girl next to him, she was busy trying to convince herself it was alright.
Itâs okay, she thought to herself as she made a show of more aggressive patting of her hair in more of an attempt to calm her drumming heartbeat than to really dry it. Another passenger was probably just entering.
But she knew better, they both knew better. The lights above them began to blink in an inconsistent manner. To her dismay, the doors did not open nor did they continue to go up.
They both turned to each other with a bewildered look on their faces. Harry made to reach for his wand, but held himself back. Then the lights went out along with the tiny ones coming from the buttons. Harry froze. He heard the stranger next to him shift, probably wrapping the towel around herself. She had stopped pretending to pat herself now. Harry watched as her as she dropped her bag down on the wet tiled floor and pulled out a bulky gray block from it. Harry stood there awkwardly as if a statue while she kept on fumbling with the block thingy he now recognized was a flip phone. A light glowed from it, her face looking similar to that of a ghost.
She pressed it against her ear, but it seemed to not be working. She then raised her hand higher in hopes of getting better reception to no avail. Harry cleared his throat. The girlâs head whipped to his direction. âThe emergency call button,â said Harry.
âI know,â she spat, reaching out for the buttons. But instead of clicking that particular button, she clicked the button for opening doors. Harry noticed she seemed to be shivering a bit even with the towel.
The girl was still dripping, albeit lesser now. She kept pressing the open door repetitively with her wrinkly fingers. Harry remained stiff, unsure if he should use his wand. âWhat floor are we currently?â
Taken aback, Harry didnât respond for a couple of seconds until she reached out to his shoulder to check on him. âOh, er â seventh, I think.â
He then heard her click a button he supposed was for the seventh, then a bunch of other buttons the next.
âWeâre gonna die, weâre gonna die, weâre gonna die. . . .â Harry found that he preferred the constant clicking noises from the buttons over her constant reminder of their âimpending doom.â It was like fourth year all over again when their Divination teacher Professor Trelawney kept telling him he was going to die an early death. She kept chanting to herself in hysterics.
âHave you tried . . . the emergency call button? The one with the bell?â
âWhat do you think Iâve been doing?â said the girl. To his surprise, she picked up her bag again and aimed it at the elevator door before swinging it right in the middle. She then started banging her fist hard on the doors, pounding. âHelp! Iâm stuck! I mean, weâre stuck! Hello? Iâm wi ââ
âThereâs a press to call thing here,â pointed Harry.
âGood,â she remarked as she practically run to it when the elevator made a creaking noise from above. The girl let out a shriek as she fell backwards and pulled Harry down with her. âLie flat or weâre both gonna die!â
âWhy â ?â
âJUST DO IT.â He did. Both of them sprawled their legs and he felt the damp floor wet his back a bit, but he was still weighing the pros and cons of pulling out his wand. Of course, if it were up to him, heâd pull it out in a heartbeat but the Weasleysâ vacation was on the line and he couldnât jeopardize that byâ
The elevator whined, and it felt as if it was moving a bit. âWeâre gonna plummet to do our death!â
âCalm down,â said Harry, hardly knowing why he even bothered in the first place because he didnât know what to say next especially with the girlâs expectant eyes on him. He thought of what Hermione had told them when they first came here, who then attempted to calm the others down about their feelings on Muggle Elevators. âEr â elevators are one of the safest ways of transportation with only the fatality rate of zero point zero-zero-zero-zero-zero-something-fifteen percent per trip.â
âOh, shut up, stranger,â cried the girl. âThereâs still a fifteen in that end. Weâre gonna die, accept that!â
âYou seem to be the one having troubles accepting that,â argued Harry back. She shot him a glare.
âI havenât written my will and weâre gonna die. You see â you hear that rumble? Weâre slowly falling down and weâre gonna die. I should have â should have taken the stairs. Please, please, please let me live! I swear Iâll start eating vegetables! This is it stranger, weâre gonna die.â
âThatâs a bit melodramatic, donât you think?â
âWeâre about to die and you have time to think? Lie with your chunkiest bits on the floor to increase our chance of survival.â
He wanted to argue, but he resorted to inching further away from her and stretching his limbs awkwardly.
âDamn it, you shouldnât have kept the door open!â
âHow is that my fault? If anything, I was being nice,â said Harry.
âBeing nice? You just sentenced me to my death and now Iâm dying in this cramped space in a swimsuit and shorts that arenât even for swimming!â
Surprisingly, the elevator whined to a stop. They remained on the floor for half a minute. Eventually, she was the first to stand up. Dusting herself and not meeting Harryâs eye, she smashed the bell button with her finger. It buzzed for a few seconds before a guyâs voice answered.
âHello,â said the operator. The intercom seemed to be having troubles.
âUh, hello, hi,â replied the girl.
âSo are you currently stuck in the elevator?â Harry could hear the girl turn to him in the dark and call up the look of utter disbelief, as if wanting to reply, âNo shit.â
âYes, very much.â
âOkay, are you alone?â asked the operator.
âUnfortunately, no. Iâm with . . .â she trailed off, turning to Harry with prolonged contemplation. âWith stranger. Iâm with stranger. A stranger. With a stranger, I mean.â
âMay I know your names please?â
âUh, sure? Iâm . . . Papier Matchen and this is ââ
âHar â Neville. Neville Longbottom, sir,â answered Harry. The operator did not respond. âNeville Longbottom.â
âAre you both guests?â asked the operator.
âYes,â said [Y/N]. âWait, are you a guest?â
âI am a guest,â said Harry stiffly.
âHeâs a guest,â she added, as if in an attempt to keep whatever morale is left high. The operator didnât respond again. âHey, uh, operator? It would really help if you didnât keep disappearing on us.â She chuckled nervously.
âWhat floor are you currently on?â said the voice with a bit more static.
âUh, well,â she said, turning to Harry, âlast time we checked, it was on the seventh but it moved down a bit and we might be in-between floors seven and six.â
âAlright, thank you. Weâre currently experiencing a city wide power outage, and it appears that the back-up battery in Elevator Three has not yet been replaced since the last brownout. We apologize for the inconvenience.â
âYeah, you should be sorry. So, uh, is any of your authorities gonna come and pick us up?â
No response. She pressed the button again. And again. And again. No sound came, not even static. âHello? Hi?â
When no one responded again, she slumped to the floor once more, her hair still wet but no longer dripping. âSit down,â she said, pointing at the spot right next to her. Harry obliged. âYou can sit across, I donât care. I know I smell like chlorine right now.â
Harry sat across from her, leaning back against the wall. She didnât talk either. This went on for about five minutes until Harry had the urge to do something or at least say something.
âIâm afraid Iâve been thinking,â he started.
âA dangerous pastime, you should be afraid. Go ahead,â she said, gesturing a finger gun his way.
âShouldnât we try to get out of this?â
âWho are you, Bruce Willis? Need I remind you that you are Nev . . . Bottom?â
âThatâs not actually my name,â said Harry.
âSame, I just said Papier Matchen off the top of my head. Like papier mache but witchy. My nameâs actually pretty good, I think. Iâm [Y/N] [Y/L/N]. Oh, wait, nope, donât like it.â
âI think itâs good.â [Y/N] turned on her phone and shone it around until it landed on his face. Harry realized he had kept the box of doughnuts in the corner when she made them sit down. âIâm Harry,â he said when she finally turned off the phone.
[Y/N] turned it on again and directed it to the box of doughnuts. âAre those doughnuts to make us super tiny like Alice in Wonderland or something?â
âOh, those are for my friendâs father.â
âLetâs eat it, Iâm hungry,â said [Y/N].
âItâs for my friendâs father.â
âYou have to realize that that is so not a good enough point. Weâre trapped in an elevator with no means of communication with that musty man and eating that is the only thing we can do. Unless you want to do something else?â
She made a triumphant sound Harry couldnât explain, but paid it no mind as she reached out to grab the box of doughnuts from the corner. She set it in front of her.
âHey, these are from my auntâs bakery.â
âThey are?â asked Harry.
âYeah! The one across the street from here?â asked [Y/N], to which Harry nodded. âOoh, you got the one with Oreos? Nice! I helped design those.â
âOkay, uh, can I have some?â
âI thought it was against your will to take some of these from your âfriendâs dad?ââ teased [Y/N], but she handed him a doughnut anyway. Harry began to eat just like she did. âSorry I forced you to lie down here. . . .â
She looked at him, waiting for something. What? Harry furrowed his brows, confused.
âSorry, I mean, whatâs your name again?â asked [Y/N], hints of the chocolate stuck between her teeth and some on her lips.
âHarry Potter,â replied Harry, who debated against himself whether or not he should point it out. After all, she seemed to be having a good time and they just started to lose the tension. âYouâve got uh, something on your, you know.â
âI know,â said [Y/N], but she didnât do anything about it. âAnyway, can you believe six and seven are lucky numbers yet here we are, stuck in the wretched elevator between them?â
âNo, thatâs why I donât really believe in those . . . things.â
âIâd say thatâs insulting, but Iâm dripping in my swimwear while Iâm stuck in the elevator with a total stranger, so fair enough.â
Harry didnât know how long they were talking, but it just went on. He was pretty sure there were times he even laughed. Harry reached out to grab another doughnut when he realized she was holding it as well. They both let it drop back to the box.
âOh, no, itâs yours,â said [Y/N].
âItâs okay, you can have it,â said Harry.
âI ate more than you did, you can have it. Just go,â said [Y/N].
âYou can ââ
âYou know what? Letâs just split it.â
[Y/N] ripped it in half, handing him the bigger slice. Just when Harry was going to offer to exchange, she swallowed it whole.
âToo late, I ate my half already.â
âI can see that,â said Harry. He began to eat his own half, savoring it with three more bites.
âSorry I smell like chlorine again.â
âEh, I donât know, itâs kind of growing on me,â said Harry. âI shouldnât have said that, sorry.â
âOn a good day, that would sound like an insult but itâs anything but a good day, so, thank you, I guess.â
The two shared a laugh (and most definitely three) the entire time when the lights turned on. They could see each other clearly now. There was no denying they felt quite vulnerable â like finally meeting an friend you only send letters and emails to for the first time, but she smiled to make it feel lighter.
Suddenly, it started to move up again, [Y/N] kept them seated just in case it started plummeting again. It didnât, though. It opened on the seventh, as the indicator told them so.
The intercom buzzed once more and different operator spoke. None of them stood up.
âHi, powerâs slowly being restored. Howâs everyone?â
âWeâre good,â said Harry. [Y/N] smiled in the shadows, tossing the towel in the corner. âWait, youâre â er â good, right?â
âYeah, surprisingly so,â she said.
âGood to hear, weâre currently doing the best we can to cater everyoneâs needs. Has your, uh, elevator moved yet? Sorry, Iâm new here. Anyway, has it?â asked the operator.
âCurrently open on the seventh floor, but weâre both going up, allâs good now, donât worry,â answered [Y/N]. She stood up, taking the towel with her.
âOkay, great, thank you and take care!â said the operator before the intercom buzzed off. Harry and [Y/N] stood there as the elevator door closed shut and began to move up and open again to the eighth.
âSo,â started [Y/N], âthis is me. My floor, I mean.â
âRight,â said Harry
âWell, I still donât like elevators and I may or may not ride one ever again so I canât believe Iâd ever say this because itâs hella cheesy but thanks for making it bearable.â
âI feel like I should say, âyouâre welcome?ââ said Harry.
âOh yeah, you should.â
The door began to close, but Harry pressed the open door button.
âOkay, youâre welcome.â The two shared lighthearted laughter. âAnyway, er â thank you, too. See you around?â
âYeah, yeah, see you around. Bye.â [Y/N] waved as the doors closed between them and Harry was once again all alone in the elevator.
He noticed what a mess the floor was, and went to pick up the empty box of donuts. His hand went to where he kept his wand to clean up and looked around for cameras and found one tucked in the upper corner. Harry let his hand down and dusted his shirt with his hands when something caught his eye. A beach bag in the corner, resting carelessly.
The door finally opened to the ninth floor. Harry was frozen, looking directly at a long hallway of doors. It took a few seconds until it whirred and shut close. Not knowing what to do, Harry picked up the bag and swung it over his shoulder.
He tapped his foot as he waited for the elevator to go up to the twelfth floor until it began going down again. He pressed the button to the ninth floor again.
Ten.
Eleven. A couple his age entered, probably about to go down. Narrowed eyes landed on him and his dirty shirt and pants, but he paid them no mind.
Twelve. The couple started to talk about their plans on the honeymoon tomorrow. Harry busied himself by playing with the straps of the beach bag. He realized just now it had her name inside one of the straps lazily written with a sharpie. [Y/N], it stated.
Eleven again.
Ten again.
Nine again. The door opened, but he did not step out. Of course, the couple began to eye him with suspicion now as he reached out to press the button to the eighth floor.
Eight. When he stepped out, he heard the hushed but relieved sighs from both of the other two behind him as the elevator proceeded to close shut and go down.
Harry knocked on the first door. A man in his pajamas answered. Harry muttered an apology as he walked away to try the second door. He heard the first door swing shut.
The second door was equipped with a sign on the doorknob saying, âDo not Disturb.â So, of course, Harry moved on to the third. He heard loud sounds of children playing inside. When he knocked, a tired woman carrying a toddler in her arms answered. Harry apologized once more and moved on.
Harryâs shoulder was aching, so he let the bag down and simply held it in his hands.
The fourth door was answered by a middle-aged man holding a glass of wine.
The fifth doorâs knob held the same message as the the second â âDo not Disturb.â
As you may recall, Harry held a bag he did not own in his hand. His shirt was a bit muddied and moist on one side, but he didnât mind. He stood in front of the eighth door heâll be knocking on in hopes it was the owner of the bag. It still wasnât, though.
Instead, a woman his age greeted him with a smile. She was pretty, sure, but she wasnât what he was looking for. He apologized for interrupting and went ahead to knock on the ninth door.
It swung open, and Harry let out a long sigh.
An older woman greeted him with a pleasant smile. âHello, dear,â she said. He took a shot and asked if she knew anyone by the name of [Y/N] [Y/L/N]. Unfortunately though, she did not.
Harry finally made it to the last door. He knocked once more, holding the bag tighter now. A little kid answered, with her parents and siblings in the background, eating pancakes. They did not know of someone named [Y/N] [Y/L/N], either.
Shoulders slumping, Harry made his way back to the elevator. He pressed the up button.
âExcuse me?â called out a voice from behind him. His heart skipped a beat. Wait, donât skip, he thought to himself.
It still wasnât her. It was the same girl from the ninth door. âYes?â
âYouâre looking for [Y/N]?â she asked. â[Y/N] [Y/L/N]?â
âEr â yes. Do you know her?â asked Harry.
âYeah, sheâs in the shower. Is that her bag?â
âOh!â He almost forgot that he was holding it. âYes, yes it is.â
âI can give it to her,â called out the woman. She closed the door behind her, making her way towards him. When she was close enough, she extended her hand.
The elevator dinged open. Harry was about to hand it over to her, when he decided something else.
âEr â no, uh, I was actually hoping if I could see her.â
She let her hand down, grinning. âYou must be Elevadork.â
âOh, yeah, itâs an inside joke,â said Harry.
âYou can wait inside,â said the girl. âIâm Karolina, by the way. Sheâs just showering because sheâs, and I quote, âwill be too unlovable if smelling like chlorine.ââ
Harry chuckled as Karolina led him to their hotel room. It was just like every other room he had seen, then he saw the same towel she had with her just a while ago when they were stuck with only each otherâs company.
âHe was nice, though. I wouldnât mind seeing him again. By the way, weâre out of hair conditioner. My hair badly nee â Harry!â [Y/N] tumbled backwards to the bathroom with a different towel wrapped around herself. Harryâs eyes widened, and he turned around.
âHe wanted to return your bag and ask you out,â said Karolina.
âThatâs not what I actually said,â whispered Harry, turning crimson.
âHoney, trust me, it was definitely what you said,â laughed Karolina, patting him in the back. âYou might want to change first.â
âI guess,â added Harry.
[Y/N] rushed to the get her clothes from one of the two beds and ran back to the shower, where she hastily pulled on her shirt and checkered pajama pants.
âSheâs done changing, by the way,â said Karolina, patting Harry on the shoulder again as she left to pour iced tea for herself.
[Y/N] led Harry out, earning two thumbs up from Karolina, who was beaming up at the two of them. âHowâd you find me?â
âFate,â said Harry mockingly, as if from a show. She giggled. âI knocked on all the doors in this hallway.â
âTo return a bag?â
âSure, that, too. But mainly to ask if youâd like to get some â er â doughnuts with, uh, me. I really want to bring some up to ââ
âYour friendâs dad, right,â [Y/N] cut out. âAre we still taking the elevator?â
âYeah,â said Harry.
They finally reached the elevator, where they stood side by side.
âArenât you going to change first?â asked [Y/N].
âNope,â said Harry, pressing the down button. He turned to [Y/N], looking at her shirt. âDoes that say âTreacle Treat?ââ
âYeah, like as in Trick or Treat. See the pumpkin?â She pointed at the bottom part of her shirt.
âOh, there it is.â The two were laughing even when they stepped into the elevator. They exchanged a knowing glance at the sight of scattered crumbs of doughnuts on the floor, not daring to talk about it in front of one another guest.
As the elevator began to go down, Harry realized he might as well believe in the lucky numbers. After all, if it werenât for six, seven, and nine, he wouldnât be here right now standing shoulder up to shoulder with the girl wearing a funky shirt.
Summary: Harry Potter likes y/n, although he won't admit it. y/n likes Harry Potter, although she won't admit it. Hogwarts Castle is sick and tired of it - and decides the two need some help, forcing them to shower together again and again.
warnings:Hand Jobs,Shower Sex and Accidental Voyeurism
The first time it happened, it was mortifying.
Harry was standing in the shower, under the hot spray. y/n had been right - it was a privilege to be able to use the Prefects Bathroom as Gryffindorâs new Qudditch captain. And while he didnât have time to have a bath every night he now favored nightly showers in the grand shower room for the boys. It was much better than sharing a bathroom with Seamus. He was coming to the end of his wash - soaping up his armpits, when all of a sudden there was a loud pop.
Standing in front of him was y/n. More important, standing in front of him was a very wet, very naked, and very soapy, y/n Since she had been in the middle of washing her hair - her eyes were closed and she did not immediately recognize their predicament. Instead Harry was treated to five glorious seconds of his friendâs nude body. His eyes devoured her. Running from her feet, up her legs toned by years of climbing staircases, to the tidy patch of hair that covered her sex, and then he looked up to her breasts. Her naked breasts. He watched a soap suds trickle down the curve of one, ending perched on a nipple.
y/n eyes opened and they stared at each other in mounting horror.
âHarry!?â
ây/n?â
Before Harry could even think to do anything chivalrous - or even cover up his rapidly hardening cock - y/n had squeaked like a mouse, threw one hand over her breasts and another in front of her sex, and ran from the shower. So stunned by it all, Harry didn't even think to turn and look at her ass as it scurried away.
Harry and y/n - both pink in the face throughout all of the next breakfast - had snuck away from Ron and Hermione to have a quiet conversation before class. They worked out that they had both been using the showers at the same time, y/n in the girlsâ and Harry in the boysâ, and they decided it must have just been some strange jinx. Another mystery of Hogwarts. They promised that it wouldnât ruin their friendship or make things uncomfortable.
And for four nights they were right. Harry showered in peace and solitude - and while a part of him wished he could see y/n naked again he was glad not to endure that embarrassment again. Anyway, his dreams took care of his desires. He had woken up most nights now with a raging erection and a faint memory of a nude y/n. He tried to ignore it. She was his friend. Nothing more.
Still, his heart thundered in excitement when he heard that loud pop again. He knew what happened last time he heard that sound - and sure enough y/n was suddenly in the shower with him again. Except this time, she wasnât washing her hair. She was washing her legs - bent at the waist as she soaped up her calves. Standing behind her, Harry was presented with the greatest view of his life. His eyes followed up her legs, over her thighs, to her plump, round bottom presented to him like a five course meal. He devoured the view - each soapy, wet asscheek there to be squeezed and kneaded.
âOh Merlinâ he babbled.
y/n stopped washing her legs. She went very still and then realizing her position she quickly stood up. She did not turn around however - instead standing facing the wall, letting Harry bathe in the view of her delectable rump. âHarry?â she whispered with uncertainty.
âYeah. It's meâ Harry said. He begged every power in the universe that y/n didnât turn around. Partly because he wanted to continue to stare at her ass. Partly because his cock was so hard now it could cut stone.
They stood together in silence for a while - only the sound of the shower covering their breathing. Harryâs cock twitched as he watched a droplet of water run down the curve of her back and dipped between her cheeks, vanishing out of sight. Then y/n finally said, âcould you leave this time? I still havenât finished washing. If thatâs ok?â
Harry gulped. âSureâ he said, backing out of the shower, not letting his eyes leave her ass until they had to.
Harry and y/n had again managed to find an excuse to leave Ron and Hermione at breakfast the following day and had a hurried conversation in an abandoned classroom. They worked out that it only seemed to happen when they were showering at the same time - and so the obvious answer to their problem was to make sure their schedules never aligned. Harry felt a stab of disappointment as they agreed, but he supposed it was for the best.
For a week then - Harry enjoyed his showers in peace and quiet. Enjoy being the right word because whenever Harry was alone under the water, his hand always dropped to his cock, stroking himself, jerking his shaft until he spilled his cum against the wall. He only ever thought about one thing. Her breast,.Her bottom. Her legs. Her back. Her wet hair and face. The visions came to him as he pumped himself, always concluding with a grunt of relief.
On Monday night then he had quickly washed - ready to engage in his new past-time - when the loud pop filled the shower again. He stumbled back, caught by surprise. There was y/n in front of him again. She was naked again. Her body glistened with the water again. Her face was already pink and her breasts were already heaving as she breathed heavily - as if she was trying to control herself after a long run. âOh sorry!â she squeaked. âI thought you were finished!â
Harry had no reply at first. He found it hard to think of anything but the word âtitsâ that was currently doing laps around his brain. He wanted to squeeze them. He wanted to kiss them. It was only when he realized with mounting horror that he was now hard - fully erect, aching for relief - in front of one of his best friend did he finally return to earth. âOkâ he said. Trying to remember how English worked. âI wasnât done.â
âWhat did you have left to do?â
It wasnât the question Harry expected y/n to ask. Did she think that they should simply both finish their showers and pretend this was normal? More to the point, it wasnât a question Harry wanted to answer - since there was no polite way to say âall I have left to do is jerk myself off to the memory of your naked ass.â Still he found himself looking down at his cock - still hard, still pointing directly at y/n. She followed his gaze and let out a little squeak. âOh. Ok. Here, I have some soap.â
It was at this point Harry was certain this was a dream. It had to be a dream. It couldnât not be a dream. Because y/n had just reached forward with a soapy hand and wrapped her fingers around his penis. He grunted. It didnât make any sense. He had touched his own cock a million times before and somehow it never came anywhere near as good as y/n soft, dainty fingers pressed against his flesh. For a moment she simply held him, cock in hand, her eyes looking up at him. And then she started to move. As if this was normal. As if it was perfectly innocent for her to wash his shaft clean. Her arm gently pumped - her breasts bouncing with the movement - as she started to stroke his cock, lathering him up. Harry lasted for all of about ten delirious, delicious and delectable strokes until with a shuddering groan, he came. His seed splattered against her naked thigh.
- ex!harry potter x fem!reader
- summary: this is inspired/based off of the song "The Exit" by Conan Gray :) grab your tissues, loves
- a/n: started writing this a while ago and just finished it recently. I hope you like it and I'm sorry it's kind of short
- word count: 1.8k
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Your heart sunk at the sight. Harry had just walked into the cafĂŠ you used to visit together, but it wasnât you on his arm this time.
Ginny was her name. She was beautiful, you couldnât lie to yourself. You knew her from Harry's hometown; she was the sister of his best friend. You watched as they walked up to the counter and ordered their drinks. You tried to look away, yet you couldnât help but notice her features and wonder why he chose her and left you. She was so similar in so many ways.
It had been nine months since your split, yet, you hadnât moved on. He had. He seemed so happy, and you couldnât understand how he did it. You wished you could walk up to him and ask him âHow?â
But no, that would embarrass both of you.
So you sat with your half-cold coffee and watched them playfully bicker about how boring Harryâs coffee order was: Plain black, no cream, no sugar. Just bitter.Â
Like yourself. You thought bitterly as Ginny ordered something different for Harry.
You wanted to be happy for him, truly, but all you could think about when you saw the forced smile on his face as Ginny ordered for him was how you would never do something like that. Let him make his own decisions. Your jaw clenched, Itâs not cute.
Or maybe it was?Â
You had been so deep in thought that you almost didnât notice them finish ordering. Ginny pulled Harry by the arm and started to look for an empty table. While her eyes were wandering, Harryâs eyes met yours for only a second. They grew wide before looking for a table to distract themselves. In that second, you took notice of Harryâs clean-shaven face. You knew Harry liked growing out his facial hair a bit, so Ginny mustâve said she liked a clean face.
âHere,â you heard GInny say as she walked with Harry over to an empty table not too far from yours. You tensed up as Harry took the chair that faced away from you, leaving Ginny to face you.
You focused your attention on your forgotten book on your table, but you couldnât help but overhear their conversation. They started to talk about moving plans and apartment ideas. The words on the pages of your book began to blur as you unconsciously aimed your focus at Ginnyâs words about how sheâd officially move in by the end of the week.
Your mind suddenly flashed back to all of those days of talking about your life with Harry. You two would share the biggest room in his apartment, and the smaller one would be the guest room for friends. Thinking about mornings in the kitchen; you could see yourself singing a tune while Harry made breakfast. But you never got to those days. Ginny will.
Harry had talked about Ginny a few times during your relationship, but it seemed like she was a younger sister-type figure. You never noticed how he would go on about how funny she was, or the way he liked how she would tease him. You had been so blinded by your love for him that you didnât even see he loved someone else.Â
You didnât hate Harry, you never could, but you wished he had tried to keep the relationship together. It was a rough partingâfor you at least. Harry had invited you to his apartment one day, which you accepted, but you had arrived late. Your hair was messed up from the wind. Your mascara, smudged, from the rain and you rubbing your eyes.
âIâm sorry I look a mess,â you muttered an unnecessary apology as you entered his apartment. âThe rain was awful, andââ
âWhere were you?â Harry asked you, a touch of suspicion in his voice.Â
You looked up at him. âI got home from work late,â you told him, trying to be kind. âI was exhausted and decided to take a nap, but I totally lost track of time, so I had to rush to get here. Iâm sorry. Really.â
âWork, hm?â he said quietly. You watched as he walked around the couch to get closer to you, not making eye contact.
âYes, Harry. Work,â you said, confused. âWhat else would I be doing on a Tuesday night? Drinking at a bar?â you asked him sarcastically.Â
âMaybe,â he said.Â
You hung your jacket up, walking closer to him.Â
âAre you alrightâ?â you began to ask before Harry interrupted.
âNo, Iâm not,â he said bluntly. âI want to know where youâve been,â
âWhat do you mean?â you asked him, backing up a step.
âYou know what I mean,â he scoffed, walking away. âYouâre always late coming over here and I want to know why,â
âAlways?â you asked. âItâs only been a few times that I was late, and usually itâs because I work late or thereâs traffic. I donât know what youâre on about, Harry, but whatever it is, I donât like where itâs going.âÂ
âMe bloody either, Y/N!â he said loudly, making you jump. âYouâve been seeing someone else and I want to know who!â
âWhat the fuck, Harry?â you shouted back. âWhy would I be seeing someone else?â
âMaybe because Iâm not good enough, I donât know!â he cried. âLook at you! Your hairâs all messed up and so is your makeup!â
âYeah, Harry, if you couldnât tell, itâs pouring outside!â you yelled exasperatedly, motioning to the horrid weather showing through his window.Â
He laughed bitterly. âDonât be making excuses now, love,â
âIâm not,â you said quietly.Â
âFuck, Y/N!â he shouted, pulling at his hair.Â
âWhat do you want me to say?â you asked loudly.Â
âI donât know, tell me the truth!â he yelled.Â
âI am!â you yelled back, stomping your foot.
âWeâre done, Y/N,â Harry said lowly, looking up and glaring at you.Â
You stop. What the fuck?
âHarry, waitââ
âNo, Y/N, you heard me,â he said.Â
âBut why?â you begged. âI didnât do anything.â
âSure you didnât,â he grumbled. âGet out, please,â
Suddenly, you had an epiphany.Â
âAre you and Ginny fucking?â you asked him, leaving all your emotions behind.
His face dropped.Â
âIâ what?â
âAnswer the fucking question, Harry,â you demanded, glaring daggers at him.
How could you have not seen it before? Itâs so obvious now, you wanted to smack yourself across the face right then and there.Â
Harry only looked at you guiltily before saying, âSo, you really aren't cheating?â
âNo, Harry, Iâm not,â you said. âI never was. But now that I know that you are, Iâm leaving,â
âNo, waitââ
âNo, Harry! Youâve made it pretty obvious that youâre seeing Ginny, and I wouldnât want to ruin your perfect bond, now, would I?â you cried, tears burning your eyes.
âY/N, Iâm sorry, I was being stupid. I never thought you cheated I justââ he pleaded.
âJust what? Wanted to make yourself feel better about the fact that you were already fucking someone else?â you said. âAnd yeah, Harry, youâre pretty fucking stupid.â
âFuck,â Harry sighed. âDonât know why I did that, Baby, Iâm sorry,â
âGood for you,â you said sarcastically. âIâm done,â
You quickly grabbed your coat and turned the door handle.Â
With the door open, you turned to Harry.Â
âFuck you,â you spat.
Slamming the door, you walked out of his apartment, letting your tears fall free.
You hadnât talked to him at all since then, but now that youâre seeing him with her, part of you wanted to run to him and forgive him for everything that he did, but the other part wanted him to miss you and regret ever leaving you.
You watched from behind Harry as he sipped his coffee (Caramel latte, two sugars, with a pump of vanilla) and you could imagine the forced look of delight as he placed his cup down. Definitely way too sweet for him.
Your lips quivered as you remembered how he would laugh if you would ever suggest he try something out of his comfort zone. You missed how comfortable he was with you. You hadnât seen that with Ginny the whole ten minutes theyâd been here.Â
Maybe his taste for coffee changed? No, that would be stupid, right? I donât know.
You couldnât take it much longer. With a loud screech, you pushed your chair out and walked to the bathroom, needing a break from Ginny's pretty face. You made sure not to look back to see if Harry saw.
Down the hall to the restrooms, you stopped in front of the door, not needing to go in. You took a few deep breaths, trying to clear your head.Â
Footsteps approached behind you and came to a halt, making you realize you were probably blocking the bathroom door.Â
âSorry,â you mumbled, not looking up but backing away from the door. The owner of the footsteps didnât go into the bathroom but said your name.Â
âY/N,â the voice said. You couldnât believe your ears for a moment, so you trusted your eyes and looked up to see Harry looking down at you with an emotion you couldnât quite recognize in his eyes.
âOh, uhm, hi,â you said. âWhat do you want?âÂ
âIâ fuck. I wanted to apologize. Properly,â said Harry.
You looked around. âSeriously? Right here?â you whispered. âGinny is literally right there, you dumbass!â you pushed his chest slightly, a part of you wanting to touch him, even for a moment.
âYes, right here, Y/N. I told her I was going to the bathroom, itâs fine.â he ensured. âI justâ I realized how big of a mistake I made last February and I wanted you to know how sorry I am,â
âYou just realized?â you scoff. âI realized that the moment I stepped out of your apartment, Harry. I swear, things had just started to bloom between us, like, the peak of us, and you just left. I felt like I was standing at the exit for months. The exit to our relationship. Maybe I still am.â
He opens his mouth to speak, but you interrupt him.Â
âOh, and speaking of apartments! Ginny is moving in with you this Friday, right? Iâm so happy for you!â you congratulate him sarcastically with a bitter laugh. âYou must really be in love if sheâs coming with you that fast! It took you over a year to ask me to move in, but sheâs already moved with you in nine months?â
âY/N,â he starts.
âDonât Y/N me,â you say lowly. âYou love her, itâs over. This is over.â you motion to the two of you.Â
He gives you a pleading look but you just glare at him. You push your way past him and walk back to your table. Ginny catches your eye and gives you a polite smile. You return it. You figured Harry had never talked about you to her, so you didnât worry about her recognizing you.
You finish packing your things and head for the door. Looking back at their table, you see Harry looking at you, but you only give both of them a polite smile and walk out of the exit.
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