fwb! s. gojo x reader - drabble
smut, angst w some comfort..,cheater reader, 18+ mdni. gojo has been PRAYING for this day, *not proofread wc: 1.5k
you sighed through choked back tears, the news of your boyfriend cheating on you was too much to bear, you gave the fucker an entire year of your life, and he had the nerve to cheat on you?
you tried to shake it off, act like it didn't have the most devastatingly, internally crushing effect on you, but after a few drinks, and a 15 minute walk to your friend's apartment, it began to weigh on you all at once.
the cold feeling of his door against your knuckles was welcomed to you after the heat of the alcohol began to settle in your system, and seeing the expression on his face was enough for you to began to feel tears welling up behind your eyes. he whispered your name, but before he could ask you what was wrong, you dove in, ignoring the tears as you pressed your lips into his.
the kiss was messy, full of spit, tongues everywhere, teeth uncomfortably clashing, but you didn't care, this was exactly what you needed right now, this was what satoru was good for when it came to you, not that difficult boyfriend shit. clearly, you'd tried that and just ended up right back here, where you belonged, in his apartment, in his arms, and being carried to his bed.
you felt him fumble to close the door before picking you up, princess style as he carefully maneuvered through his apartment, he was always so gentle with you, something you could never decide if you hated or not. you didn't want to worry about it, and he always made sure you never had to, before you know it, your back hits the bed, his incredibly soft sheets engulfing you as he breaks the kiss, panting above you, his eyebrows knitted, bright blue eyes searching for a hint of reason behind your eyes.
"you gonna tell me what's going on?"
you sighed, turning away from him, you'd always hated how well he knew you, it was like you'd accidentally bared your soul to him, "not tonight...i just—" you sighed, knowing if you spoke anymore the tears would spill over, biting your lip to hold them back, you shook your head, "i just want you, satoru..."
that was all he needed, he shifted your shirt up, pressing a chaste kiss just below your belly button, then slowly made his way down to just above your waistband, moving it down to reveal that you were absolutely soaked for him. he let out a groan, "fuck— i've missed this," he licked a long stripe through your panties, "i've missed you.." he muttered looking back up at you, before looping his fingers through the delicate straps, pulling them down for a better taste. as much as you'd hate to admit it you'd missed him too.
your now ex had never been enough for you, the first few months of you dating, you'd always found yourself back here, in satoru's apartment, letting him please you in all the ways only he knew about, but when the guilt was too much, the day he'd asked you to be his officially, you just couldn't handle it. throughout the entirety of your relationship, you just stopped speaking to him, so seeing you here, tonight, he should've slammed the door in your face, but here he is, tongue honed in on your clit as you unfold under him, his strong hands palming his now swollen manhood through his pants.
it was all such a big fucking mess, your soft pants and moans were driving him crazy, just when he'd heard your voice pitch in the way you always did before you came, he sat up, looking down on you. freezing, it was now your turn to be confused, "satoru..?"
he didn't answer, grabbing your wrists with a singular hand and holding them above your head before swooping in to attack your neck with kisses, they were different from before, this time incredibly rough, you gasped as you felt him bite down, soothing it with a strong suckle afterwards, letting go with a distinct pop!
"what kind of friend are you huh?"
he continued to move down to your chest, "you ghost me for a fucking year.." another bite. "you spend all your time with this asshole—" he moved his free hand to smooth over the new bites, clicking his teeth as he admired the new hickeys forming on your skin "who can't even fuck you right." before you can object, he cuts you off.
"because— if he could, you wouldn't be here with me." he smirked, clearly enjoying witnessing his hypothesis be dubbed correct by your newly found silence, he let out a small laugh, before removing his hands to flip you over, you couldn't see him anymore, but you could hear the shuffling of his pants as he leaned above you, then you felt a hand go flat across your ass, before you can react, he's still talking,
"you don't text," he rubbed the tip of his pulsating cock against your folds, "you don't call," he pushed in slowly, the feeling alone being one that had become incredibly foreign since you'd last seen him, you let out a gasp, grabbing onto his headboard "f—fuck.." you muttered under your breath, he leaned down, you could feel the hardness of his nipples against your back, his hot breath against your neck, and the push of him now entirely inside you as he let out a strangled moan, continuing to thrust into you, the roughness of it all was dizzying,
the feeling of your head getting pumped into the headboard, your knees were shaking on the soft mattress, his rough hands holding you up as he continued to pound into you, trying to hold on to any sense of composure as you felt your mouth hang open, "you ghost me for a fucking year...knock on my door....s—shit.. and expect me to just what? take care of you?" another slap as you felt his pace stutter, you just let him have it, you didn't want to argue, you didn't need to explain yourself, what you needed was exactly what was happening right now, him fucking the absolute shit out of you,
he continued littering marks all throughout your back, whether it was a handprint on your ass or a hickey on your shoulder, there was no way in hell he'd let you leave without some form of his mark on you. "you're just...naastyy...", he let out a chuckle as he whispered into your ear, "letting me fuck you all the time while your cuck ass boyfriend had to smell me on you, feel where i was inside you, and you fucking liked it, remember that? remember when you told me how bad he was? how he couldn't reach this deep?" he mumbled, grabbing your leg and raising it up, now hitting your cervix, you let out a strangled cry, legs shaking even more now as you moved your face down onto the pillows, drool spilling from your mouth. he had you literally babbling, he'd never been this rough with you before, you couldn't even begin to think about forming a cohesive sentence, " 't-toru.." was all you could muster, he began full on laughing, a mix of shock and anger, pointed all at you, he slowed his pace down now, each hit harder than the last against you,
"that fucking nickname! you'd always be begging me for this shit, 'toru, he can't fuck me like you do, toru, come over, toru am i a piece of shit?' " he moved back to his previous pace, hips snapping against you as he felt you clench around him, letting out that whine again, "i always listened, fuck, i'm still listening, doing whatever you want, maybe you'll finally realize that asshole doesn't have or do anything better than i do," you'd felt the pressure build, his hand smacking your ass one last time before you'd felt your first real orgasm in a year hit you like a tsunami, falling completely into the sheets, the only thing holding you up now was him pounding into you, only getting out a few more pumps before you'd felt strings of hot cum pour into you, following by a sharp groan as he pulled out, panting above you, returning back to leaving chaste kisses against your spine, before rolling out of bed, "i'll be back.." he mumbled, slipping into the bathroom across from the bed.
...
once he came out, the sight of you in front of him was enough for him to feel a pain in his chest, you had been hugging yourself, the air turning cold as soon as he left, and your cheeks were stained with tears. the soft rising and falling of your chest told him that you were exhausted before you'd even knocked on his door. he moved over to you quietly, placing down the towel he had grabbed on his nightstand, before carefully moving a blanket over you, and placing a soft kiss to your forehead, letting out a sigh before rising to move towards the door, but before he could put his hand on the knob—
"please....stay?"
im gonna do a poll on what i should write next soon...im still working on my fairy tale series i promise! i think im gonna break my 1k record w that...excited, hope you enjoyed!
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