Peace. Love. Mayhem.

Just in case I don't make it I called my doctor and said would there be another appointment for the provider for testosterone prescriptions. She said tomorrow would be the closest because the doctor won't be back in another 4 months or next year and I cried on phone because what the heck.

So I need enough to make a trip there tomorrow!!! I need my testosterone!! I'm in withdrawal and it's really taking a toll on my body and mental state.

So please help me make enough to get to my trip tomorrow so I can get my Testosterone or else I have to wait next year for it 😭

Just in case I don't make it I called my doctor and said would there be another appointment for the provider for testosterone prescriptions. She said tomorrow would be the closest because the doctor won't be back in another 4 months or next year and I cried on phone because what the heck.

So I need enough to make a trip there tomorrow!!! I need my testosterone!! I'm in withdrawal and it's really taking a toll on my body and mental state.

So please help me make enough to get to my trip tomorrow so I can get my Testosterone or else I have to wait next year for it 😭

Please call your representatives: VOTE NO on the FEDERAL BOOK BANNING BILLS HR 2616, HR 8705, and HR 7661!

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If you don't know who your Senators or Representatives are, you can use Ballotpedia's Who Represents Me tool! (Note: there's a field for you to input your email address on their page, but it's not necessary to get your results. They just need a mailing address to confirm who your reps are.)

Once you've got names, you can look up and save your Reps' phone numbers in your phone. I find this makes it easier when I'm wavering about feeling brave enough to place a call. Just pressing a button instead of going and looking up the phone number all over again makes it just a liiiiittle easier, and sometimes that makes the difference between calling and not calling!

Well another job has come and gone, the indie company I worked for shuttered their entire social and marketing department (which included me) yesterday and I'm back to job hunting.

They laid me off with no severance and only "paying out my last two weeks" as part of my final pay. So things are once again going to get tight financially around here and I hadn't even been able to financially recover from the previous layoff I suffered.

If you have leads to work (Social Media Manager, Community Manager, Marketing Manager, Voice Acting, or literally anything) please send it along my way!

But if you have the ability to donate or contribute to help keep us afloat while I'm once again on the job hunt, you can use any of these below:

P@yPal: Paypal.me/kdinj

Ca$hApp: $KdinJ

But while I figure out next steps and with Rent/Bills coming up on being due, we could use a little help!:

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So first I want to thanks everyone who helped me, but sadly um ...it seem to not be enough for a week, I had to do a lot and everything is about gone so quick, homelessness isn't easy. Now from me wanting to do what I want to do, of course it costs a lot and I misinterpt the estimate, my bad. We still have things we need to do....

If you can again, help me since tomorrow is when I have to make a trip to orlando to grab my prescription for my testosterone (the major thing I need) and I want to get the whole stock so I'll be okay for awhile and be able to be stable again. And nights at the hotel along with food.

$1,000 would be enough until then? I'm sorry for asking again but I do need the help until next week to get our truck. Please help me with this, my testosterone means so much to me as a trans man from how difficult Florida is right now.

I am still in need of help. I need days in a hotel to fully rest. I haven't slept much last night because of anxiety (sleeping outside isn't fun ok) and my blanket is dirty so I didn't sleep on it, I want to clean it at a hotel and actually get sleep. I keep having panic attacks out here. I need to eat and sleep. Like I said an estimate for today and Thursday is $600 so I can have rest until I go get my T, I really need it for my life purpose, if I don't get it I wouldn't be okay. I'm serious I want to get out of the sun, I'm going crazy.

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So first I want to thanks everyone who helped me, but sadly um ...it seem to not be enough for a week, I had to do a lot and everything is about gone so quick. Now from me wanting to do what I want to do, of course it costs a lot and I misinterpt the estimate, my bad. We still have things we need to do....

If you can again, help me since tomorrow is when I have to make a trip to orlando to grab my prescription for my testosterone (the major thing I need) and I want to get the whole stock so I'll be okay for awhile and be able to be stable again. And nights at the hotel along with food.

$1,000 would be enough until then? I'm sorry for asking again but I do need the help until next week to get our truck. Please help me with this, my testosterone means so much to me as a trans man from how difficult Florida is right now.

Morning 🙏 I'm still outside and would like nights in a hotel room, something to eat and $$ for some Lyft rides to get my testosterone this Thursday. And I need to pick up refills of my antidepressants, mood swings and anxiety medicine. (I can't lose a day or two without my medication or else I'll get night terrors and spiral :( it's a big deal and don't want to act paranoid in public)

We still have next week for us to go get the truck! But I want to rest up and finally get my prescription for my T and I'll be good 😭

Like I said an estimate for today and Thursday is $600 so I can have rest until I go get my T, I really need it for my life purpose, if I don't get it I wouldn't be okay.

I’d read the articles that young people have no privacy and have become so accustomed to it that they enact on themselves. Abstractly I knew this and had accepted it, but it’s only now that I’m seeing it become a major issues.

Obviously part of the problem is I need to become a trusted member of my new fandom. But fandom in general is becoming far more hostile to privacy than even just 5 years ago.

I’ve had to leave 3 servers that want to do age verification. And this is new. Not even 5 years ago when I started zines ppl just turning 18-20 were far more receptive to the ideas espoused by us older folks about not being surveilled. But now it almost feels like they *want* to be surveilled.

They’ve become so used to it from tiktok and their government that they crave it. I’d write a dystopia about it but unfortunately what even is there to say that hasn’t already been said?

If you’re 18-22 now and you’re reading this and willing to listen without immediately calling me suspicious: this is not normal. Age verification will not keep you safe and will not keep minors safe either. It will only lead to the normalization of further surveillance and erosion of your privacy.

I know it can be an unwieldy text especially if you’re not used to reading academic sources, but go read The Panopticon. Watch V for Vendetta or read the comic, read 1984. Watch The Lives of Others and understand the ways this modern era is not so different from the Stasi in the film.

Please.

fifa kills whales 💔

Wyland has said any financial recovery from the suit would support public art, ocean conservation, and environmental education through his foundation.

we didn't even manage to raise the money for his immune globulin injection last week, and we are now, on top of that, about $1k in debt to the doctor for the iv fluids he had to take for that.

that has to be paid for in conjunction with his urgent digoxin injection, which he will die without, which means the minimum amount we have to raise by tuesday 4 pm gaza time is $2,129.

i am really not feeling optimistic, because we had to urgently evacuate the family last week from israel's active bombing and no one cared enough to contribute almost any donation at all, even as small as $5 - only a small handful of people chipped in.

if we don't get this money before the end of tuesday, ammar will need over $6k, as it will include an intensive injection on top of everything we already have to pay

and i know we're not going to get that, so really what will happen is he will die

i don't know what i can say to convince you to help keep him alive, but i beg you not to let israel successfully kill him

$0 / $3537

vetting

adopts for donating

pwyw commissions for donating

further offers for donating

thank you to the people who donated - we did raise enough in order to purchase ammar's digoxin injection

however, because we didn't pay for the iv fluids debt, we won't be able to borrow any in advance should we fail to raise funds for the immune globulin injection

the deadline for this is 10 am wednesday gaza time, or about 10 and a half hours from now. this would let us remain on time

we need to reach $3114 in order to have raised enough for both the immune globulin injection and the debt we owe, aka $1959 more

please help ammar. we can't just not pay for this, and he will be in great danger without medicine to support his condition should we be unable to raise his injection in time