Red Velvet

Wow, I haven't been here for a while... I'm just catching my accounts up after getting a new phone. I've also been thinking of starting a weekly vlog. I'll post a link here if I do for anyone who might want to watch

While I understand the concept of "one roommate cooks, the other does the dishes and cleans up," I don't think it's very fair when it's always one roommate cooking because she doesn't want to clean. I spend all day washing dishes at work, I don't want to come home and wash more dishes! And I'm tired of being the only one cleaning the kitchen. Don't let anyone dupe you into this kind of arrangement, y'all. Keep your own set of dishes/cookware and wash as needed if your roommate is constantly leaving you a mess. You're their roommate, not their maid!!!!!

I know I haven't been on a lot lately. Life's been getting me down. And I'm just about tired of dealing with my disrespectful, know-it-all roommate. I know not all people younger than me are arrogant and immature, but I seem to attract those types. I can barely make decisions about the house, she calls herself my landlord, tells me its her house, tries to tell me she knows more than me about the subject I'm studying at university (she's a culinary student; vastly different from criminal justice) just because her mom is a druggie with a record, just last night she tried to tell me I'm gluten intolerant and should probably avoid it because I wouldn't try a piece of steak at dinner (I find red meat disgusting and am transitioning to a plant based diet). I'm tired of feeling like I can't be myself in my own home and I don't know what to do. When I stand up for myself and don't bow down to the crap im constantly served I'm told I'm being rude or I'm being a cunt and need to stop. Her dad pays for everything for her so she gets annoyed when I say I can't do something because I don't have the money after paying bills. I just.. I want to be free. I want it to end. But I'm not financially stable enough to get my own place. I'm trying to figure out something to do to make extra money but ideas are hard to come by. Just, thanks for letting me get it all out and thanks for listening. You guys are great

Honestly I have serious issues with people who blow up at me over a suggestion. You don't wanna walk somewhere because your feet hurt? Cool, but don't go off at me for suggesting a healthier and more economical option. My feet hurt too but I'm willing to walk to save a little gas and get a little exercise.