screaming and pulling my hair out

my parent thinks they know vaccine injury because that have some educated friends I've never met with PHDs that said so. What's really fucking annoying me, other than attempting to manipulate me multiple times, is that they didn't share who these people are or what their credentials were. Just that, they were more informed than me because somebody told them they were good to teach about whatever they learned. why gatekeep the facts then? Why keep it all to yourself handsome? Or are you afraid I'm going to get my hand on a study and find a fucking whole lot of fraud like I have been doing every other fucking tome they give me a little fun fact.

blocking me right after replying with a "gotcha" is the saddest version of the last word you could exercise.

"girl mom/dad" and "boy mom/dad" is gender roles repackaged into meme format. its the same thing as "girl/boy math." its the same as, "im a girl/boy, so course im going to [stereotype]." its the same as "boys/girls amirite?" its the same fucking heteronormative bullshit thats been shoved down our pipe holes since birth. its barely cute. maybe im dramatic but ive been getting pretty annoyed how often ive been seeing this commentary. talking about how quirky it is to be a girl dad because you play dress up with her or a boy mom because your son makes wiener jokes. its like labeling the gender of the type of play you do with your kids. the mentality in and of itself encourages you to lean into those roles, stereotypes, misconceptions.

if you are stagnant in your mental health journey, go back to therapy.

anti-vax mother ruined everyones day because she spent a week making herself anxious to reject me to my face. i brought lunch, i took the bus to talk to her about vaccinations (that she knew we were having) and started it by interrupting me with, "I'm not willing to talk."