Und wie tief muss ich schneiden für den Frieden?

somewhere between idgaf and vomiting from anxiety

i do not know how to speak anymore

Remember to always leave me alone and stay the fuck away from me

I’m too tired I don’t even care what happens anymore

never been calmer, words don't come anymore, idc, idk, idgaf.

the things that are wrong with me will never go away

I need a bullet in my head right now

I feel like I blacked out 2016-2025 wtf happened to me

Having BPD means that no one loves the real you, the hard parts, the pain that keeps you up at night. They love the person you have to work to be that makes you exhausted to be. That's why so many of us end our lives. It's hard to be alone.

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

i died a long time ago and i continue to live inside this rotting corpse

I might just never say anything ever again

im such a pathetic excuse of a person