Dark Eyes.

one of these days i will off myself and you will wish you didn't do that to me, you'll wish you would have helped me instead of hurt me and my dreams and then it will be to late to do anything about it and ill make sure everyone knows who you are and what you did.

i wish everything would just end, I'm so tired of everything going on right now, it's so exhausting. i don't want to think about it, i don't want to do anything about it and i can't just fix it, because there is no way to fix it. i just wish i could disappear and be away from everything. - Dark eyes

Lately I've been feeling as I'm neither alive nor dead, completely numb and lost, both mentally and physically, as if my body was here but my mind is someplace else or the opposite. Unable to escape from this state here i lay, trapped completely terrified but unable to feel anything.

I know that hating someone doesn't bring anything good, however, there is one person that every day makes me feel so annoyed and hate them so much, if could go to the past I would slap myself, maybe that way i would have avoided them and save myself so much trouble.