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it’s just like….. late night televangelism and government conspiracies and tight, brown secretary dresses and overwhelmed mothers who were never that pretty and grimy middle school cafeterias and schoolyard bullies and giving into violent urges and masturbating with your eyes closed and needlepoint hanging on wood paneling and never drinking or smoking except once in a blue moon because it’s a nasty habit but sometimes you just need to be nasty and collecting old books that you’ll never read because you like how pretty the spines are and being barefoot all the time and never doing anything with your hair besides letting it grow and praying at the foot of your bed once a month so you don’t forget what it was like and collecting pond water in little old bottles and liking it when the air outside is sweltering because it makes you feel high and stopping on the side of the highway to sit in the grass and stare at nothing in particular and saying hi to old people in the grocery store because you worry they feel invisible and ultimately knowing that yesterday is too new and everything you used to love gets smaller and smaller in the rearview

*twirling my hair* yea im always so scared haha. of everything *batting my eylashes*

horror is a romance genre

When Mahmoud Darwish said, "A University degree, four books and hundereds of articles and I still make mistakes when reading. You wrote me 'good morning' and I read it as 'I love you'."