counting stars

I couldn’t touch you without ruining you, so I didn’t touch you at all. It’s when you’re on the brink of something that you lose your balance. You told me that once. When I can’t bring myself to say what I need to, my heart plays Russian Roulette with my throat. I swear I fired that night, but, nothing. Someday, I’ll show you the bullet I had for you, after time has done the wash. I’ll take it out of the jar of missed opportunities. We’ll hold it up to the light. You’ll roll it around your mouth like a fallen tooth. You won’t forgive me exactly, but we’ll laugh about how small it is. We’ll wonder how such a little thing could ever have meant so much.

Drunk text me. Text me when the music is loud and there are girls dancing around you and you’re not quite coherent and you’re not quite yourself. Drunk text me that you love me or that you miss me or that I’m on your mind. Let the alcohol tell me all the things you won’t say sober.

I think that if I could fall asleep next to you every night, I’d never really be sad again.

okay so this is a request for a massive english acting/industry based family. the lehmann’s are a very well known british family. nearly all of the family are involved in the business in someway. their grandfather, albrecht lehmann, is a world renowned german composer whose scores have won oscars. his wife, juliet lehmann, is a famous british actress, who won an oscar for her portrayal of maria in the sound of music. all the members of this family have grown up in the spotlight, whether they are actors or not.