♡︎𝖕𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖚𝖘♡︎

Do you think of me the same way I think of you? I know the answer. I just need to hear it.

This is what I wanted, right? I never wanted your everything. Just the validation it would bring me to know.

I never wanted vulnerability the way I wanted it right now. I know it’s my karma. From never being available — to wishing you could just be honest with me for 10 mins.

It’s all I need. 10mins of unfiltered, raw honesty that could wretch me away from my own delusions of ever thinking, that I could possibly be more than idea in your head.

I worry I’ve made things all too real. With my own vulnerability, my terrible lies, the shyer I got when it came to letting you see me. Literally.

Some part of me knows how this ends. The smarter part of me. Then, there’s this sweeter part of me. Who wishes.

I don’t pray. I’m not religious anymore.

Yet I pray He would reveal where your heart lies.

Am I the only one? I doubt it. But I’ve gone insane, and I don’t want to know.