sanji (derogatory)

i wanna be the fag between your fingers

press your lips onto me

Dean wants his brother, and Bobby isn't blind.

it might've been a nightmare by withthekeyisking. demon-made-them-do it, early seasons guilt.

Dean's always shoved down the feelings he had for Sam, determined to never give them any acknowledgement. He loves Sam, pure and simple, and that's all it has to be. Sam's his brother—he'd never do anything to hurt him. But now, because of a demon and some sex pollen, Dean has no choice but to do just that.

Bulletproof by road_rhythm. established weecest with guilty!dean.

Dean knows it can't go on, him and Sam. They're going to get caught and it's fucking them up. Problem is, he can't bring himself to end it, so he thinks up a way to get Sam to end it for him. He's sure it's gonna work. It's bulletproof.

Fit a Skeleton Inside by skin by Oddishly. deleted fic but can be found here under O. Preseries guilt.

Sam is just confused. It's not an excuse Dean gets to use on himself.

Gone Again by candle_beck. early series, they have a night together & then sam leaves.

yes!! so i'm assuming you're not counting croatoan/5x04 fic? i'll leave those aside for now, but you may want to check out that tag

Wasteland, Baby! by cherie_morte [10k]

Whether God successfully ended the world or not is just a matter of perspective. Dean knows where he stands on the issue, but how Sam feels about it, he’s not so sure.

Treasure by sonofabiscuit77 [48k]

It’s 2018 and the human race is almost extinct, wiped out by a mutant threat not even the angels saw coming. Sam and Dean live on a military compound, one of the only human communities left still fighting for survival. Dean is one of the military leaders, dedicated to wasting as many of the mutants he can, while Sam, permanently injured and confined to the base, is desperately searching for the answer that will save what’s left of humanity, and finally bring both boys the peace they crave.

The Father, the Son, and the Zombie Spirit by kerfuffling [28k. note the mpreg tho if that ain't your thing]

There are three things you should know about Sam right now: he's still crazy, he's one of the only survivors in a Leviathan-led zombie apocalypse, and, oh yeah, he's pregnant with an incest parasite-baby-thing. And no, this isn't a guess-which-part-is-a-lie game. When you spend your days being chased by the brain-hungry undead and your nights fighting with your stubborn brother about your new-found condition, you're forced to learn things about yourself. And maybe, with a pinch of luck, you might be led to a happy ending. But considering Sam's a Winchester, that road seems like a fat chance.

Missed You in the Darkness by saucyminx [40k]

Apart since Sam left for school – Dean arrives at his doorstep on the eve of a zombie apocalypse to save him. Sam’s moved on, has a lover and won’t leave without him. Could be Dean’s trip from hell.

All The Ways by TwoBoys2Love [63k]

Sam and Dean Winchester grew up in an entirely different world. When the boys were very young their mother was killed by Creepers - or as we might know them, Zombies. Sam and Dean were raised on the road as killers and hunters. Then one day, when Sam admits he has an interest in meeting other people Dean must face the possibility of a future without his brother.

Dean Winchester's Rules for the Road by teashopmuses [17k]

If there's one thing Dean's learned, it's that there are rules you have to follow in order to survive. But while hunting zombies on an island off the coast of Georgia, he's forced to reexamine what might be the (second) most important rule of all.

The Other Was a Star-Shaped Hole by lightning and a lightning bug (spoons) [28k]

yes!!

The Great Puzzle by ShanaStoryteller [127k, gen]

Dean’s minding his own business, sipping on a beer and leering at the bartender, when a guy that admittedly has about four inches and a good twenty pounds of muscle on him storms over and shoves him in the arm.

The Disciple by keepcalmsmile [58k, gen]

On November 2, 1983, Mary Winchester and her son Samuel Winchester, were killed in a supernatural fire. Twenty-four years later, Dean gets a call from a hunter named Gordon Walker, who has captured a creature who calls himself the Boy King of hell.

You miss too much these days if you stop and think by xzombiexkittenx [4k, wincest]

Ten months the meatsuit they’ve uncovered has been rotting in the ground. Like season four, but without the heavenly host.

All Our Wrath and Cutting Beauty by monicawoe [11k, gen]

Sam killed Alistair, but not before Alistair reminded Dean of who and what he'd become in Hell. Dean knows Sam can take down Lilith, and he'll make damn sure Sam gets strong enough to do just that. They'll stop the Apocalypse -- together, no matter how many bodies stack up, or how much blood is spilt.

King by Linden [4k, wincest]

Sam dreamed of yellow eyes, and an iron throne, and a broken, burning crown.

All Hail the Boy King by The_Bookkeeper [3k, gen]

Dean is alive, the night is starless, and Sam won't open his eyes.

You Can't Always Get What You Want by The_Bookkeeper [1k, gen]

Beckett Milton just wants an island and a billion dollars every year for the rest of his life and Lexie Porter to be in love with him. Is that really so much to ask?

Like Swallowing The Sun by intrepidheart [8k, wincest]

Sam isn't the same after Dean crawls out of his grave.

Gallows Pole by lusilly [3k, gen]

Dean chooses to stay at Sonny's, on the condition that Sonny gets Sam away from John. When the court papers are served, John downs two bottles of whiskey, and puts a bullet in his son's head. Six years later, after Dean has finally started to live again, something that looks like Dean's dead brother walks out of the grave.

Strangers by crush (beekeepercain) [3k, wincest]

They meet again by accident. They don’t have words - instead, Sam moves in closer, seats himself beside his brother and breathes the same air with him for a moment, pretending the years don’t separate them any more than the tainted blood within him does.

Made Knowing in Blood by winsive [310k, wincest]

When Ruby came, she offered a path to save Dean from Hell: the mark and the blade. Sam forced Dean to take it. They couldn't have known what that would do to them. Or what it would make of them.

This Is the Way (The World Ends) by Lise [8k, gen]

In Georgia hunting a skinwalker, Dean saw Sam. AU. Like, really.

Bury My Old Soul, and Dance on its Grave by dreamlittleyo  [2k, wincest]

Dean knows how far he can push Sam. (For Antichristmas 2011)

Heaven, Hell, and A Mechanic by jedipati [25k, gen]

Post 5.22, Sam is Lord of Hell. Castiel is the reigning Archangel in Heaven. Dean is a Mechanic. And yet they're still the same grumpy, bickering group. 

What Happens to a Dream Deferred by britomart_is [7k, wincest]

AU. Sam never goes to Stanford.

dumb luck or good ghost by ShanaStoryteller [21k, gen]

Dean wakes up after the accident and his father tells him that Sammy is dead.

The Devil Went Down to New Mexico by Quinny_555 [1k, gen]

Anne Marie was certain that her only regular customer was the Devil. 

All Hail! Hell's Little Boy King! by RiatheMai [drabble, gen]

do you have a list of good wincest (or gencest) fics about the brothers being separated when they were young?

yes!! i have this whole list which is about sam being kidnapped (alone) as a child -- so those should basically all fit. here are some more:

streams and side alleys by thecapn [55k, wincest]

AU. Dean grows up in the backseat of a 1967 Chevy Impala. Sam grows up in foster care.

all I loved, I loved alone by raziella [5k, gencest]

Sam had always known that Dean was coming. AU in which Sam and Dean were separated at an early age when their father made a mistake and the authorities caught up.

Lockup Blues by phoenixflight [11k, wincest]

Sam Smith is working on his master's thesis, interviewing notorious serial killer Dean Winchester at San Quentin Prison, trying to understand why the pieces don't quite add up, and trying to ignore Winchester's distracting mouth.

Fragments of a Life You Shouldn't Miss by clex_monkie89 [gen, 3k]

Dean's entire life is built around May 2, 2001.

[see also the companion piece, Shells of a Long-Ago Lifetime (Faces That Once Were Mine Mix) by freneticfloetry]

Captured by the Game by rivkat [54k, wincest]

AU. Azazel has given his favorite son a task: worm his way into the confidence of a hunter. It sounds simple, but Dean Winchester just might be more than Sam can handle.

By Fingertips by ameliacareful [13k, gen]

When Dean was 14, he argued irreparably with John. Now he’s 26 and a firefighter when he runs into a 6’4” guy in an abandoned house and recognizes that he’s a hunter and thinks that maybe he knows him. But Sam is nothing like he remembers.

Wicked Twisted Road by LadyJanelly [13k, wincest]

Dean has spent half his life looking for the brother he lost.

Everything I Want Is Nothing But You by mickeym [12k, wincest]

He swore last winter he wasn't going to trick any more, but it's hard to pay the rent on just tending bar.

Always Been Mine by tammywrites [15k, wincest]

Do you have any recs on canon divergence fics somewhere around season 2 or 3? Like special children plot works differently or the manage to save Dean from hell or whatever. Thanks in advance!

aww, no problem at all!! i'm glad you enjoyed :) and yes! love some canon divergence!

It's the Blueprint of Your Life by queenklu [38k, wincest]

Sam jerks awake in the middle of the night and everything goes to hell. Well, not literally, though Dean is staring down the barrel of less than a year before his deal comes due. In the midst of dealing (or not dealing) with his impending death, a killer ghost ship, and Bela showing up out of the blue, Dean also has to figure out what’s going on in Sam’s head to make him so twitchy, why he’s suddenly breezing through this case while writing endless notes in a notebook he won’t let Dean see. Damn it, Dean thinks, This is gonna take a lot of chickflick moments.

All Hail the Boy King by The_Bookkeeper [3k, gen]

Dean is alive, the night is starless, and Sam won't open his eyes.

the unnatural ending by hathfrozen [3k, wincest]

Six months ago, Dean sold his soul for his brother, the natural storybook ending to the once-upon-a-time that started with their mother on the ceiling. This is the unnatural ending. This is the second selling of his soul. He’ll keep doing it. He’ll reinvent a soul every time one needs to be sold for Sam, and he’ll enjoy doing so if it means this.

pick a star on the dark horizon by javajunkie13 [7k, wincest]

One month, and it's still a little overwhelming to have Dean back, still a little unbelievable.

dumb luck or good ghost by ShanaStoryteller [21k, gen]

Dean wakes up after the accident and his father tells him that Sammy is dead.

Like Swallowing The Sun by intrepidheart [8k, wincest]

Sam isn't the same after Dean crawls out of his grave.

Disobedience by ani_coolgirl [14k, wincest]

May 2nd, 2007, Dean Winchester dies in Cold Oak, South Dakota. He wakes up days later in a motel room, trapped there by his own brother who swears he'll protect him no matter the cost. Things only get worse from there.

Monster by foolsdance [23k, gen]

Following the disastrous events in Colorado, Sam and Dean encounter a new problem. An unknown creature changes Sam into his twelve year old self. Going from bad to worse, they are soon after caught by the FBI, who believe Sam has been kidnapped by Dean as a replacement for his missing brother. It's up to Sam to break Dean out of custody, not easy when you're suddenly a pint sized foster kid.

Ten Years Before the Flood by Min Daae (Lise) [3k, gen]

The demons never attack. Sam and Dean never escape. They are separated and send to prison as planned.

dead unfinished selves by hathfrozen [39k, wincest]

A canon divergence fic from 3.15 Time Is On My Side, in which Sam convinces Dean to agree to use Doc Benton's formula, and also embraces his demonic powers.

keep your tongue from evil and your lips from telling lies by Lennelle [7k, gen]

If Dean had known then what he knows now, he never would have let Sam out of his sight.

A Threefold Path to Redemption by rei_c [118k, wincest]

what???