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marina made music to comfort teenagers that felt that they were raised to focus on work and achievement and success but were ultimately very, very lonely. The family jewels was made for kids that felt they were too stiff and closed off to be loved. “A control freak driven by a greed to succeed” and “I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine” and “could never tell you what happened the day I turned 17” the ENTIRETY of obsessions, the desperate pleading of “I’m vulnerable, I’m vulnerable.” Marina comforted those who felt unlovable and overwhelmed with their youth, who felt like their whole life depended on their teenage years but simultaneously believed they were wasting them, and who feared their whole life would be missing out on opportunities.

the spotify wrapped needs to adjust for mental breakdowns. if i played a song 300 times in 1 day and then NEVER again it should not qualify for my top song of the year 🙄 

I just really want to say that the BLM movement is not a 2020 disaster by any means. I know a lot of ppl keep saying that this year keeps getting worse but I think that black voices finally being heard is a sign of improvement

ME

when lorde said pretty girls dont know the things that i know and when lorde said i care for myself the way i used to care about you and when lorde said ill see the veins of my city like they do in space and when lorde said give the bruises out like gifts and when lorde said we were wild and fluorescent come home to my heart and when lorde said im locking up everyone who ever laid a finger on me and when lorde said do you even wanna go free? let me in the ring ill show you what that big word means

sharing music you like with someone else is the most mortifying ordeal of being known

it’s just like (i’m waiting for it that green light i want it) (she’s so hard to please but she’s a forest fire) (can you hear the violence?) (sorry i was never good like you) (my mother’s love is choking me vs i am my mother’s child) (in my head in my head i do Everything right) (all of my heroes fading now i can’t stand to be alone) u know?

I can care about you and still cut you off and I can miss you and never talk to you again.