Exist. Create. Suffer.

"Take me away. From the place I've been. To another life. In another world.

A sign of life, Surrounds me now. The bridge appears in the dark,

TW: potentially upsetting topics.

- Would I give my life for a child's life? Yes, of course. It's not even up for discussion.

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- Dreams? No, not really. The nature of my work means every day could be my last. I don't have time for dreams.

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- Hobbies? That's.. no. I don't have hobbies. I work a lot.

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- ..No. Goals.. in life. That’s kind of.. beyond my dreams.

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- Hm? Yes, I said I don't have dreams. It’s a figure of speech. I don't.. no, I don't dream.

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- About.. 4 hours a day. Sometimes 5, if I manage to finish earlier.

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- The last time I laughed.. I don't know. I can't remember. In my youth, maybe.

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- I would.. no. I wouldn't change anything in my life. It's enough for me that some people can sleep peacefully.

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- Yes, of course. Of course I think about it. I would do it if it weren't for my duty. Nothing else keeps me here besides that anyway.

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- I wish my head would stop hurting. Chronic migraine. Lack of sleep. I can't take-

- No, everything suits me. I manage.

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- The beach. The beach. I want to see the sea. God, everyone talks about it all the time. Even for a second. I want to breathe in the sea breeze. I want the sun to-

- No, I'm fine where I am. I can handle it. I can handle it. Can I handle it?

I can't.

"bro ate so much that can't even fight no more 😭"