You can call me Syder (pronounced like āciderā). This is my art blog where I post my art for quite literally anything - OCs, fanart, doodles, etc. It may seem centered around certain fandoms if Iām into that at the moment, but really itās just a miscellaneous art blog.
My main blog is over at @part-sadist, so if you see a follow or interaction from that account, thatās me. I canāt follow via this side blog and unfortunately tumblr doesnāt seem to allow me to swap this one to my main š¦
While this blog is not 18+, I am an adult and may sometimes talk about or draw content with more mature themes. Please do not follow if that bothers you. If you need to block or unfollow me, please feel free to do so, I will not take it personally.
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Pronouns: both she/her and they/them are fine
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Asks are welcome! Mentions are okay, but please only send DMs for business inquiries (i.e. commissions) unless we're mutuals
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My strawpage - please save your drawings just in case as I seem to not receive them properly! I post the ones I receive in batches so it might take some time before I respond to yours š¦
You can download my Twisted Wonderland Login Tracker here!
Current main fandom is Twisted Wonderland, but a few other things I like include: FFXIV, Umamusume, Splatoon, Chainsaw Man, Dandadan, Ace Attorney, otome games, Vocaloid, etc.
Please also note that this blog is not spoiler-free ā I do tag spoilers but sometimes I may forget to, so proceed with caution!
Tags guide, masterlists, & FAQ under the cut!
Tags Guide
#my art - All artwork, click this one if you want to see just my art (other tags may contain work from other people)
#oc - Art featuring my own OCs
#others ocs - Art featuring other people's OCs
#twst or #twisted wonderland - All Twisted Wonderland related posts
#shiokawa mayu - My Twisted Wonderland OC/Yuusona
#jamimayu - Jamil x Yuu content
#acemayu - Ace x Yuu content
#syder txt - Miscellaneous text posts, block this one if you don't want to see me yap
#gifts from others - Artwork, writing, etc. I received from other people
#art tips - Art tips, my brushes, asks regarding my art etc.
Masterlists
Twisted Wonderland
Shiokawa Mayu š (My Yuusona/OC)
Jamil x Mayu šš [1] [2]
Ace x Mayu ā¤ļøš
Minajael x Mayu šÆš
Art of Others' OCs
[To be continuously updated...]
FAQ
Do you take commissions?
Commissions are currently CLOSED as of October 31, 2025, but I plan to reopen at a later date. If you'd like to commission something in the future, please see this post for more information. I will be continuing to work on any commissions that I've accepted before closing.
I do however take commissions for the TWST tracker style chibi on a rolling basis! I open slots in batches of 10 after I finish each batch, so keep an eye out for when I reopen if you want one.
Can you draw [insert idea/prompt here]?
I do take suggestions, but please understand that I canāt guarantee that Iāll get to it.
Can I draw your OC?
Alone or with canon characters (if theyāre part of pre-existing media), yes. If itās with your own OC or a character I donāt know, please ask me first.
Can you draw my OC?
Only if Iām hosting an OC interaction or request event, otherwise I prefer to focus on my own projects & ideas first, sorry!
Can I use your art for a profile picture/banner/etc.?
If it's fanart, yes, as long as you credit me properly - this means visible credit (e.g. including my url), and not claiming it as your own. However, please refrain from making any edits or modifications to the artwork, such as adding filters. Please also do not use my art for roleplaying purposes.
Additionally, please do not use my OCs, as they are very personal to me š¦ All commissions are also intended for the commissioner's use only.
What do you use to draw?
Clip Studio Paint (PC) + Wacom Intuos Pro PTH-660 tablet. I canāt tell you what brushes I use because I downloaded tons and just pick one randomly based on whatever I feel like using that day, but if you ask me specifically about a piece I may be able to recall which one I used š
Can we be mutuals/friends?
I've answered this question in more detail here, but to summarize: Iām rather selective with who I follow back, and likely wonāt follow you if I donāt recognize/know you or we have never interacted before. Regardless, I'm open to interacting even if we're not mutuals, as long as you are respectful of my boundaries š
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thinking about ways jamil could learn about mayu's past... imagine AU where in book 7 it's grim and jamil who have to go wake mayu up first, and it's a dream with her in her small apartment on earth living with her mom again. but once her mom leaves for work, she turns to jamil and grimmy like "hey. you're here for me right?"
something something she remembers so strongly that she never had a chance to do this irl, it took very little effort for her to recognize this was too good to be true. and even though she knows it's not real, she says it was nice to get to see her (mom) again.
...ur yuu is pretty cute btw šš would throw my hat in the ring for her hand š„ŗ
Also, would you beloeve me if this took 12 hourd long?
Becaudr it did!
Started it yesterday then tapped out becquse o havrnt slept at al dur8ng rhta dya forgot aboht it becaudr i was budy, then remembered it while slipping om the bathroom and broke my feet and colored it šššš so if it looks rushed it IS rushed and it took even longer becaude o forhot hpw to render it because i colored it in the middle of the dead night at 4 then woke up at 9 yried to fin8sh it slept again and got this piece of junk š¼
Surpridingly the seed ahoge was the hatdedt for me to draw š¤š¤
wahhh what an adorable mayu!! š„ŗ ā¤ļø the reddish tone in her hair makes her look so warm and you have such a lovely airy-vibe colouring style, and i love the little :3 mouth you gave her š
also i totally believe you because my projects have taken like, straight up to 30+ hours if they're on the more complex side š dw it doesn't look rushed at all but HELLO hkfjsndhkfjs is your foot okay?? ššš dear god you went through so much to finish this piece for no reason, I really hope your injury's healing ok & you're getting more sleep!!
UR BLOG IS THE CUTEST EVER I LOVE SEEING MAYU AND JAMIL INTERACTINGGGG
ur blog also inspired me to make a fankid and i love him lotsš i dont have a name for him thoš
aww thank you!! š i actually never planned to design a fankid until my friends started sharing theirs š (there was this brief period of time on tumblr when a lot of oc x canon twst artists started sharing theirs... I think last year or the year before?) and then i was like "what the hell sure iI'll take a stab at designing a character that's a blend of jamil & mayu's features," and then I ended up keeping him LMAO
oc names are hard for sure! i picked rami only because i remember seeing it somewhere before & really liked the way it sounded, but coincidentally liked the meaning when i looked it up too. you can take your time with deciding one or even just use a placeholder nickname until you figure it out, hope you have fun with your ship and fankid!
In your family au with rami did jamil ever become free from serving kalim's family? š¤ or are mayu and rami also serving kalim's family now?
Good question! I consider Rami only semi-canon because I can easily picture Jamil not having any kids in the future due to the burden the Viper family name carries (i.e. he doesn't want to inflict the same trauma onto another child), so Rami pretty much only exists with the pre-existing condition of the Vipers being free.
I doubt Jamil would ever want to rope Mayu into serving the Asims either (it'd be a strong reason to reject her for her own good), so although I haven't decided on what careers they end up going into as adults, Jamil's definitely going to be working something out with Kalim first (and my personal headcanon is he travels to his heart's content too before settling down when he's older - y'know, so he can fulfill that dream first š„¹)
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The way you draw Nyace always sends me... The cuteness agression is real, he looks SO adorable in your artstyle omg
He's always got that peak vaguely punchable :3 face on, it's the key to his cuteness and he's fully aware and 100% utilizes it to the max to beg for pets and treats from you š¤
sending this to be appreciative of the calendar again, but to also send jamil your way please take him off my hands,, š
FIVE Jamils in a month??? Not even I've gotten him that many times in the same month šš I would gladly take him off your hands so that your own oshi can visit instead š¤
Jameow is a Siamese cat that gets suuuuuuper toasted when it's cold, like he becomes one of those burnt Siamese cats that looks like he just returned from the mines, looking almost identical to a black cat
(He may or may not have once wore a heart-shaped mark on his butt for a period of time because Mayu had to shave a small patch of fur (siamese fur grows back darker when shaved))
Nyace (also known as Nyappola) is an orange cat of all time. Like truly an orange cat of orange cats. He was the first of the three to arrive at Mayu's house. He's very good at playing cute and flopping over for belly rubs, but also likes to whack her with his paw a lot for attention. After Jameow moved in though, Jameow keeps smacking him when he tries to flop over for pets š
Minyajael is one of those crazy expensive Bengal cats. He escaped his original owner's place and followed Mayu home one day after smelling the spicy noodles in her bag. Every time Jameow hisses at him he just looks up at Mayu like "Get a load of this guy." He's probably microchipped though, so it may only be a matter of time before his original owners find him and accuse Mayu of cat theft š
Jameow is very well-behaved at the vet. Nyace runs up and down the walls. Minya uh... Mayu is about to find out she can't afford his insurance /j
Mayu still has cat allergies, she is in kitty heaven and allergy hell at the same time š
your csm art of jamil + mina made me think of the city + country mouse metaphor....they both really do love the country mouse(Mayu) huhšš
(referenced post)
REAL... wonder who's the city mouse in this context, but if both jamil & mina vote country mouse I do NOT blame them whatsoever - one look at country mayuse and i'm ready to listen to anything she says. she wants me to surrender all my cheese? have everything you want and more, little one š§š§
heyyy, i'm the girl of the hair routine ask! coincidentally enough i still have the ask,haha, because when i wrote it yesterday i didn't have much time to translate it myself simce i was in a gathering and i saved it to translate it into english. so i still had the asks! this time, i translated my own thoughts into english myself (bc i didn't have the english version) for sorry for any confusing mistakes they may be. anyways, here's what i had sent:
that last post you made about mayu's reaction if jamil were to cut his hair, (understandable and relatable), actually left me thinking and i have some thoughts i'd like to share
as someone who has hair as long or even longer than jamil, and more or less the same texture, i'm genuinely Flabbergasted⢠that this man hasn't already. gone nuts and chopped the hair off. how in the living styx does he have time to take care of his hair with all the crap he has to do???
ok, so, i'm from a hot country and in the summer i have to wash my hair about three times a week, more or less, sometimes more. and seeing scarabia's microclimate, i guess jamil is in pretty much the same situation. it takes me about an hour to wash my hair, but maybe that's just a me thing bc i like long showers. NOW, when it comes to brushing my hair i go straight Rapunzel in the end of when will my life begin in tangled, ending up EXHAUSTED after she finished. here's my whole hair day routine:
Ā· brushing it before getting in the shower (5-10 mins)
Ā· actually washing my hair (~60 mins)
Ā· detangling and brushing it AFTER getting out of the shower, while still wet (10-15 mins)
Ā· drying it a little with the towel (~5 mins)
Ā· brushing it again (~5 mins)
Ā· blowdrying it volume I (~10 mins, maybe a little less)
(i thought of sending this mostly because today was hairwash day for me, so i was timing things a bit)
now, with how long my hair is, during the day i have to dry my hair with a hairdryer about three or four times. and, according to my mom, going out in the sun for about five minutes too. and i can't tie my hair up all day so it can dry either (also acording to my dear mother)
now that i finish writing this, i realize that surely this must be way faster with magic in jamil's case, but you can't speedrun everything about the process with magic anyway. at what fokin moment of his day does he do all this, in the early morning??? on top of that the mf has shinier and prettier hair than me, wtf a drawing beat me š
anyways, this is a divine sign that we need to learn how to be hairstylists to help our beautiful wife with his hard life āØ
in another note, wouldn't tiny mayu be a delightful hair accesory? like an squishable hair clip
WAHH sorry for getting to this so late- I genuinely lose track of time and then I blink and itās suddenly been 2 weeks š and thank you SO much for resending the ask! Iād lost hope when I kept rechecking my inbox wondering if Iād accidentally deleted your ask and I had no clue if youād see my post so, for once the stars have aligned in my favour or I never wouldāve been able to forgive tumblr šĀ
This ask was the inspiration for this art that I made earlier because after hearing your description of how much work hair takes yeah omg I can see Jamil debating actually just chopping it all off for a break šalthough his loungewear has him state that heās not considering it (phew)Ā
TL: āYouāre asking if Iād consider cutting my hair? Itās a lot of work to take care of it, but I think Iād like to keep it this way for now. Iām rather fond of it.ā
YOUR ROUTINE THOUGH omg, speaking as someone who has roughly shoulder-length hair who barely does much to take care of it beyond just shampoo + conditioner + hair oil if I remember, that sounds like a whole extra full-time job in comparison šš I at most take 20 min to wash hair + shower and anything longer than that would probably drive me crazy š I didnāt even know youād have to detangle for that long after washing it I just⦠comb mine really generously and that takes like 1-2 min max (Jamil is probably shaking his head at me rn). Also I HATE blow-drying my hair - I canāt explain why, thereās something about the task that just annoys me to no end even if it doesnāt objectively take very long, and I often put it off and air dry until I have to dry it with the blowdryer (e.g. before bed). The thought of doing it 3-4 times a day is giving me nightmares how do you tolerate it omg šš though Iād gladly blowdry Jamilās hair for him if heād let me⦠(also a friend of mine said your routine sounds latam or SEAsian LMAO i wonder if theyāre right)
In Jamilās case I suppose our best bet is that he just uses magic and everythingās done a lot faster?? We donāt know how often he has to wash it and when (night?? morning?? does this guy even sleep if his hair alone keeps him awake for hours??) He does mention using a blowdryer in his vignette though, so I wonder just how long his poor roommate had to tolerate the loud whrrrrrrr-ing of that thing š he really lucked OUT by having one of the chillest roomies Iāve ever seen bruh, anyone else might be revolting against him before he even could plot revenge against Kalim LMFAO, the price of beauty truly is high in a way I cannot comprehend š
Tiny teensy Mayu as a hair accessory though š„ŗ ratatouille event except she doesnāt pilot him or anything she just sits on his head for the ride (then he forgets sheās there and blows her off with his blowdryer)Ā
Jamil: (Turns on hair dryer)
Jamil: (Hears a light thud against the wall)
Jamil: Huh.
Also Iāve seen some mouse hair clips on social media and thatās the exact vibe she gives me like ā¬ļø
Someone give their oc this hair accessory please, peak design fr š
Anyways thank you so much for the fascinating ask I really enjoyed reading it!!! We really gotta flag Jamil down and get the details of his hair routine at some point š¤ god how Iād kill for a full length animated cutscene of just him doing his hair routine or morning routine the same way Aki got one in Chainsaw Manā¦
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Yuyaās will be sure that they share a hospital room
LMAOHFKJDFMALSJSALDK- tough choice but y'know what. I'll take the short hair bc as much as it pains me to see his beautiful locks all chopped off, he's still gorgeous in short hair š the GOATEE however- if he ever actually grows one I'll cry ššš sir the tattoo goatee was enough trauma for me please don't actually grow a real one-
poor mayu she's collapsed from the shock.... šŖ¦ her eyes complete voids and her sprout frozen like it's glitching out, jamil what will you do about this smh this is YOUR fault-
i clicked the mayu pre-nrc link expecting a doodle and the block of text jumpscared me
(No hate, I literally do the same thing, also thank you for the loreeeee š)
(Mayu lore post)
LOOOL yeah straight up blocks of text with no art isn't my usual style, hence my reluctance to share her lore without some more drawings added to it first š but I still plan to polish it and make a formal post eventually with art added in for a better experience, so keep an eye out for when that drops!
Just out of curiosity, since we often ass your oc and Mina as a crack ship. Would you ever feel comfortable in drawing a fankid with minajael as a father too? I just absolutely love the way you drew Rami and now I'm curious how, in a alternative universe, their child would look like. No pressure tho! If you don't feel like it then it's absolutely ok
HELPP???? Don't let Jamil see this ask- this is so funny bc I've joked with friends before "imagine minamayu fankid but it's literally just Rami but with actual light in his eyes" LMAOfjdsofks
That being said however I unfortunately don't have any plans for a minamayu one rn because I just don't have any ideas/inspiration whatsoever š Rami will continue to reign as this blog's only featured fankid for the time being... (jamil breathes a sigh of relief /j)
ok so. my friends said minamayu has a bit of that denreze thing going on with the "run away with me" "no" thing, and then reminded me that i drew this shitpost and never posted it - y'know the denji going "i close my eyes and see 2 of them" scene, so I GUESS here it is ššš
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Spent the past few days grinding this post and it is done at last... please enjoy some assorted Minajael headcanons & the RSA AU Minajael & Mayu timeline, with several drawings in between šāāļø
A lot of these are a mix of extrapolating from his brief appearance & based on Jasmine from the film, starting with
Canon info we know ā¬ļø
Heās super chill and a bit nii-san coded even though we donāt know if he has any siblings, thought I personally hc heās an only child like Jasmine.
Heās very casual when he talks in canon, e.g. using ādachiā instead of the full word ātomodachi.ā He hates being referred to as prince, finds palace-life suffocating, hates that heās being arranged to marry someone he doesnāt even know (although unclear if heās actually engaged)
Heās also pretty sharp based on how he clocked Jamil right away, and definitely super smart based on how he finished high school at 14 and seems to just be repeating it at RSA for mmmaybe fun? They didnāt give the reason but I wouldnāt put it past him to repeat high school on taxpayer money just to get away from home š
General Headcanons (ft. some RSA Mayu)
Continuing from my comic here based on Jasmineās bazaar scene, he uh⦠LARPs peasants commoners for fun š.Ā He likes to sneak out in disguise and explore, though itās debatable how good that disguise is and whether or not the locals just pretend to not recognize him š
Iām really capitalizing on one single movie reference here, but I hc that (in a sense) āwhole new worldā to him is like, the world of commoners which he envies the freedom of & is curious about. Being in school is one way of experiencing that life (I presume not all RSA students come from affluent backgrounds), and befriending someone like Mayu who both comes from a complete other world and is familiar with how things work for commoners was like⦠gaining a āguideā to show him the World of the Peasants (š) so heās definitely asking her lots of questions like "Hey. Could you show me this āMcDonaldāsā thing? Iāve never been to one."
Mina after paying for the KPDH Gakemo collab meal for them both: Appreciate the help, itās hard to find someone at school to teach me the basics. Though⦠(looks at the food) is this truly what you eat?
Mayu:
He ironically avoids the most obvious oblivious rich guy stuff he could say (like asking for a fork & knife at McDonaldās) because he has some common sense, but asks something else thatās ridiculous like āWhereās the wet wipes?ā (For his hands)
Mina after finishing his last āmaginuggetā: (wiping his hands with the low quality paper napkin) I think the food at our cafeteria is better. This was fun though.
Mayu:
(He has smug cat energy. I just know he has ragebaiter potential.)
Re: the common sense thing, with his rebellious nature heād probably like learning to do stuff himself (against other peopleās protest), so heād know how to do his own laundry, clean his own room, use a microwave etc., but probably still doesnāt know how to cook, since thatās a bit harder. Cue him sending pics of really poorly peeled boiled eggs to Mayu asking her why it didnāt work (bro doesnāt know he needs to dunk them in cold water or just steam them).
Heās genuinely pretty chill and hard to upset. He hates feeling like people are walking on eggshells around him, so he enjoys anything that makes him feel normal/like an equal. If he got told to ākysā he would just find it funny. Wouldāve found it funny if NRC Mayu had thrown the apple at him in part 1 too.
Mina after sneaking out in disguise: Bumped into someone the other day and they turned around and told me to kill myself. Actually amazing.
Probably really enjoys certain āpeasantā things such as instant coffee or cup noodles. I hope Mayu introduces him to onigiri and he is Enlightened⢠by these little rice triangles.
Mayu, getting up from her chair: Iām going to the store-
Mina: Oh wait, can you grab me a few of those rice things again? (sends her way more money than sheāll ever need)
Mina, later: How much are these anyway?
Mayu: Um. Like 300 madol each (~$3).
Mina, who sent her 5000: Eh.
Mina: Save the rest for next time. (Proceeds to forget about it)
Crazy high spice tolerance. š¶ļøš¶ļøš¶ļø Probably would travel to TWST Thailand to destroy his tastebuds with the spiciest pad thai. Mayu, upon knowing he likes instant ramen, introduces him to Buldak and warns him itās really spicy, but then he just downs the entire thing without batting an eye. Itās his new vice now (although he will, like Umamusume Fine Motion, make the mistake of thinking cooking it longer will make it tastier)
Mayu: Three minutes Minapai, three.
Mina: But imagine.
[Insert really depressingly soggy plate of Buldak that he later sends her with a š¢]
He canāt keep getting away with it, so I hope he has Buldak for lunch one day but he's too carried away chatting with his buddies and it accidentally goes down the wrong pipe, and for once his 9999 spice tolerance ass feels genuine pain as he's coughing and Mayu just watches him as he experiences peasant food biting back.
Actually. Do you think heād choke on boba the first time he had it too because Mayu forgot to warn him about The Balls š. Yāknow what. Yeah.
If heās online much, then heās probably decently aware of online jokes too. Maybe even has a ragebait account where he poses as just Some Guy to join mageddit discussions, but little things here and there (like mentioning his shoe closet or something) makes people clock him as rich anyway šĀ howdoyoudofellowcommoners.jpg
Mina: Thatās not very skibidi sigma of you, Mayu-chan.
Mayu: ā¦Never say those string of words ever again.
Mina: Oh. Is it outdated already?
Mayu: No I just. I canāt accept that coming out of you⦠š°
He speaks so casually all the time that sometimes he accidentally uses casual lingo in the wrong context. Heās at some formal royal event and gets asked what he thinks about it, and he just goes āMeh. Kinda mid.ā before he notices the person staring in confusion and quickly corrects his language like āMiddle of the road, I would say.ā
(Prince who doesn't talk like a prince and also knows a lot about current phrases because he has a ragebaiting alt, while trying out Buldak: Wow. This slaps actually.)
Has the original magic carpet and he loves to speed on it, because the wind in his face feels like freedom. Insert imagery of him slapping the roof (whatever that is) of his magic carpet like that car salesman meme like āAnd this here, is my baby.ā
He doesnāt have a driverās license but he does have a flying license, and he is the local air traffic nightmare because he loves to fly without telling anyone. Our planes worry about birds colliding with the engines, Scalding Sands Airlines have to worry about their own prince š
He has definitely received a parking ticket before. He came back to where he parked the carpet (illegally) and found it surrounded by parking tickets that it kept shaking off like a dog until the officer gave up.
I know itās popular to depict him with a pet tiger, but I think itād be funny if heās just like Jamil with parrots - doesnāt own one but really wants one and underestimates how much work it is. āItās just a tiger, itās like a huge cat - how hard can it be?ā Mina you do not want to knowā¦
Heās genuinely nice, but also has that unique brand of obliviousness and ignorance thatās a product of his background. He wants freedom and loves experiencing commoner things for fun, but isnāt fully aware of what runs behind that so-called freedom. He probably has some awareness as a prince, of course, but ultimately studying about or pretending to be something is never going to be the same as actually living that life yourself. Things he can experience for a day and walk away from may very well be someone elseās permanent reality.
In true āhero/princessā fashion, he also has a strong sense of justice and a bit of a saviour complex. Guy who hardly says no if you ask for help, and whoād also try to convince you to stop liking red flags such as NRC boys /j
Mina would most likely keep his friendships (with non-royals especially) a secret, because associating with royalty puts a target on your back, plus his parents might do a crazy background check on anyone he knew. So publicly heād claim he doesnāt know Mayu, for her safety. Sheās definitely not featured in any of his Magicam posts, because there are psychos out there whoād zoom into her reflection on his uniform button and track her down š
Alt RSA AU version of the apple incident ⢠at the bazaar, where Mayu argues with the vendor like āThe prince let me have it thoughā and the vendorās like āSuuuuure, you want me to believe you know the prince.ā She tries showing him photos of them on her phone, but just gets accused of using AI š
She plops an apple down on his desk the next day and
Mina: Oh hey. Did you like it?
Mayu: Minapai⦠nobody believes weāre friends and I am 2000 madol poorer.
Mina:
Thereās also a thing where she won against him in an Uno tournament that I wanna draw where heās down to his last card and smirking like
Mina: This is too easy.
Meanwhile, Mayu with a handful of +4s: Minapai, I will show you a whole new world.
He keeps bringing up having a rematch, but she just never gives him a chance (me when I keep planning to play games or watch movies with friends but we never get around to it bc busy)
RSA Mayu
Ironically, RSA Mayu would happen in the event the mirror did make a mistake.
Thereās a huge chunk of context with Mayuās pre-TWST background that Iāve only shared with some people in her detailed lore document (which Iāve yet to post publicly just because Iām so determined to release it as a comic, but maybe I should just drop it some day with inserted art like this postā¦), but to very briefly sum up the relevant parts:
Mayu was an only child raised by her mother who unexpectedly passed away, leaving a staggering amount of debt that fell upon her next of kin (Mayu) to pay off. Mayu had no clue about this, because her mom tried very hard to hide it so that her daughter wouldnāt worry about it and could carry on a normal, carefree life as a regular student - but at the same time, she was barely at home because she had to work so hard.
This meant that Mayu never got the chance to make many memories with her mom, thinking sheād always still have ānext time,ā until she didnāt. Stubbornly refusing to give up on her home that was her only remaining connection to her mom, Mayu juggled multiple jobs to make ends meet and try to survive, but it was still far too much to handle by herself. She gradually withdrew further and further from school & friends, until she just didnāt show up anymore. Permanent 99+ notifications never answered, piles of mail demanding payments laid out on the kitchen table, meals replaced by convenience store food wrappers stuffed into the trash⦠you get the picture.
Thereās something that happens that causes her to get isekaiād to TWST after this that I shall⦠keep a secret for now, because although it does explain her current personality, itās not relevant for this post šĀ But she approximately had enough in the bank to keep payments going for ~1-2 yrs after disappearing to TWST, so she has incentive to get back before that runs out.
I hc that RSA is nicer than NRC in that Ambrose gives her an actual roof over her head (instead of some place like Ramshackle), and given her circumstances, sheās allowed to have whatever she likes in the cafeteria for free. She takes full advantage of this Oguri Cap style (which I do have a joke to draw where Minajael can never catch her in the act - he sees her with platefuls of food and the moment he gets distracted for a second itās all gone, and if he asks about it sheās just like āEh⦠itās a bit embarrassing to have someone watch me eat.ā Heās still trying to figure out how that works.)
But despite it being so nice, thereās that special kind of loneliness where youāre surrounded by genuinely great people, but you never feel like you quite fit in with them. Thereās people like Ruggie and Jamil who sheād relate to at NRC, but itās harder to find someone like that among the RSA students. So Mayu likes the people there, but deliberately shares nothing about her past (because nobody needs to know) and is more inclined to go home than NRC Mayu.
Also at RSA sheās kinda surrounded by princes/royalty so uh⦠she gets a bit desensitized šĀ Minaās a great friend, but he definitely wouldnāt really understand the life she lived before this.
A few other things that changed with RSA!Mayu:
Assuming no other Yuu replaced her, thereās no Grimmy at NRC because Grim canāt attend NRC without a Yuu. He either gets dealt with by Styx, or just turned away at the door and goes back to wherever he came from, living by himself.
Neither Mayu nor Grimmy ever know the other exists.
The overblots at NRC play out differently and are handled by the students themselves without her.
Isekai Vacation Arc
POV youāre gathered together to send your isekai friend off because she's going home and for some reason your buddy Minajael is not around, so you assume he must've unfortunately had other commitments, but then after she disappears into the mirror a fuckass magic carpet nyooms in outta nowhere and follows her before the mirror closes
I joked in my first post āwhat if he hitchhiked to her world,ā and I think Mayu mentions enough tidbits about her world that Minajael becomes convinced itād be an interesting place to check out for himself. Plus, with his whole rebellious nature - what better place to run off to than a whole (new) different world? Especially one where his title & status would mean nothing.
So when Mayuās time in Twisted Wonderland comes to an end, he does exactly that. In sunglasses, bags packed and everything. As a treat.
Under normal circumstances thereās a chance heād never be able to get back home, but uh⦠for the sake of Convenience⢠letās say somehow the mirror was kept open the moment they realized he went in too, so that heād be able to come back any time.
Mayu wasnāt lying about there being no magic though, the moment he lands on the other side, the magic carpet deflates and he has to roll it up and carry it with him (š)
Poor Mayu gets home thinking itās going to be lonely again and turns around to lock the door and Minaās just Right There, arms crossed and smiling like āI was wondering when youād address me (elephant.jpg)ā and she screams š
Cue Minajael being in Mayuās position this time with no identification in an isekai and nowhere to go šĀ she doesnāt have the heart to just dump him on the streets (if any harm came to the literal PRINCE sheās so cooked), so he temporarily crashes on her couch and isnāt allowed to go anywhere without her Supervision. A bit annoying, but hey, small price to pay for getting to explore another world.
Mayu later: Hey maybe you should go home⦠like I bet people are panicking back home thinking you got kidnapped š„¹
Mina: Mmm š¤ yeah theyāre probably putting up wanted posters of you all over Scalding Sands.
Mayu:
(Jamil will see this on the news and get an aneurysm)
He also discovers that uh, yeah, his credit card doesnāt work in another world. First time in his life ever that it declines and heās just like
Mina: Hm. Thatās a first.
Mayu: Minapai if you make me pay for your stuff I will bleach your favourite commoner clothes š
But hey, itās time to Swipe That Face Card, Minajael. By Twst standards heās already attractive, by Earth standards?? Dude. At some point the discussion comes up that he needs to Get a Job while heās here (she cannot afford to support them both), and heās like sure where do I start (every new experience is fun to him). So they go to the nearest convenience store thatās hiring and Mayuās coaching him on what to say so he can get hired without ID/a resume, but broās so attractive he just gets hired on the spot and sheās like š
And he frustratingly gets the hang of the job really quickly, because yāknow, heās a fast learner (reference)
So despite being here on a trip, heās now the talk of the neighbourhood as the cute conbini new hire. He genuinely has a blast working there too, because thereās just so much stuff at the average Japanese conbini that he never runs out of things to check out. At some point it really seems like broās gonna refuse to leave.
A few weeks later, Mayu: Are you bored/sick of working yet. Do you want to go home š„¹
Mina: Let me think- Nope! Not yet.
Mayu:
Mina: This is still more fun than being stuck at the palace, so.
Mayu:
Mina: Also, it makes me kinda sad you're trying so hard to kick me out. Aren't we friends?
It also takes him a bit to adjust to not being able to use any magic. Like dude canāt just do his makeup & hair in 5 seconds with magic anymore, he has to have a routine like the rest of us PEASANTS.
Mayu: You can't spend 2 hours in the bathroom every morning ok
Mina: Sorry, Iām still getting used to it.
Except just working isnāt enough, this trip is a once in a lifetime chance and he wants to make the most of it. Maybe check out other spots in the city, maybe even check out Mayuās school- Wait. School? He realizes she hasnāt mentioned a single thing about school since they got here. He didnāt think to question it at first, assuming it would eventually come up after things settled down.
So he asks her about it, and thatās when she explains she just⦠kinda canāt go back to school right now. Sheās been gone for ages and doesn't even know how to re-enroll after unofficially dropping out (by going missing), plus she canāt attend anyway - she needs to sort out her bills first and reapply to jobs. Thereās payments to catch up on, documents to sort through, banks to visit and interviews to attend (if sheās lucky enough - it kinda stings he landed a job so easily, though she wonāt say that). He was aware what sheād been working on, but he never quite understood how bad things were, until she finally explains sheās still up to her neck in debt and money still dictates her life right now, so she might not get to finish high school for a while, much less apply for college.
Mayuās pretty awkward about it because she never wanted anyone to find out, and now the truthās kinda⦠forced out of her because he followed her back unexpectedly. Mina has a āWait⦠this was your life back home?ā moment and she admits yeah, she didnāt say anything for a reason.
I think thatās when it genuinely dawns on him he didnāt really know much about her, despite being friends for a decent amount of time. Iāve done like⦠a bad job at establishing it, but Mina at some point developed a bit of a crush. Thereās that thing where he always wished for someone whoād see him for who he is, and he likes that she treated him like anyone else and enjoyed learning about all sorts of things from her. But now, she suddenly feels like a stranger.
Iāve seen many fanworks depict Minajael as being the confident teasing/flirtatious type, but what if he actually falters when he actually cares? Like he wants someone whoād see him for who he is so badly - titles & labels be damned - that if said person is someone he considers a friend, heād weigh his options and decide that preserving the friendshipās more important to him than possibly ruining it all. So he maybe toes the line a bit but never crosses it, because he genuinely cares and doesnāt want to lose that person. Guy who makes a friend that treats him like a normal person then doesn't really wanna ruin the friendship by doing anything to shake it up.jpg, so despite his crush he never really let it show around Mayu either.
But now heās quite conflicted about it, the way he mightāve liked her for what she brought to his life but didnāt really know her, until now. Her stories about her original world piqued his curiosity and he jumped on the opportunity, not realizing she hid a lot about her world from him too. For all his curiosity about the world out there, he didnāt pay attention to the person right beside him.
And now heās intruding upon her home while sheās working on getting her life back together (he struggles to understand why she couldnāt just stay in Twisted Wonderland too, everything seemed easier there), and he really wants to help (because heās genuinely a nice person and cares about his friend), but is left without any real means to do so. His title means nothing here, his money has no value here, itās the most uncomfortable thing ever that heās forced to feel useless while witnessing the reality of a commonerās life that happens every day.
At the very least, he has more than enough time to think while staying here. Thereās a slight shift in his mood for the next while as their daily life continues at its steady rhythm.
Realistically, I think he would eventually end up going home no matter what. Because as much of a rebel he is, I can't picture him actually being able to completely throw his entire life, family, and friends away. He's still a prince with responsibilities and connections, and probably cares about what he left behind, so this was always going to be just a short trip to another world for him. Plus, despite having a hard time understanding it, he ultimately respects her decision to go home and deal with her life herself. And so, all things must eventually come to an end.
Without Mayu even bringing it up again, he just casually drops one day (after closing the book heās reading or something), āI think Iām going home.ā
Fast-forward to his departure, Mina has his bags all packed and heās carrying his rolled up magic carpet over his shoulder, and heās standing in front of the mirror ready to go
Mina: So. I think this probably means Iāll never see you again.
Mayu: Probably. It was fun to get to spend a bit more time with you though!
Mina: Mhm⦠(turning around to leave) Yāknow.
Minajael Tealrajah, first prince of the Scalding Sands, someone who valued keeping his friendship over anything else, now finally with nothing to lose: I liked you.
He steps into the mirror, and doesnāt look back.
(Something something āIām not leaving without telling you something that wonāt let you forget meā kinda mf, Scalding Sands men that make you wanna kill them or something š)
End
The way I expanded one passing thought of āwhat if he hitchhikedā this much šĀ thereās a reason Iāve been saying Iāve written him like heās my own OC
Said isekai vacation was another "fun" thing and in Minaās rebel nature to do, but the experience made him self-reflect and realize that, yeah he still hates not having freedom, but he also has a duty and a lot of learning to do. Heās been enjoying ācommoner stuff,ā but someone in his position should also genuinely care about the people heāll be ruling over eventually. He isnāt ordinary, and he holds the power to really make a difference if he wanted to.
Freedom was technically right within Minajaelās grasp - he couldāve just ran away for real, or chased love over everything else, but heās choosing instead to willingly shouldering the responsibilities he once desperately tried to run away from. Because he doesn't want people - his people - to suffer the way the girl he once loved did. He may hate being a prince, but he knows heāll hate being a coward even more.
About the whole arranged marriage thing - no, I still donāt see him simply accepting it even if he gave up on Mayu, but I think heāll be more open to trying to talk to his parents about it once he gets back. Yāknow, the Sultan made an exception for Jasmine, so I have faith in Mina.
Oh and, he definitely got shoved a bunch of Japanese goodies by the store manager when he quit.
Bonus if he sneakily left Mayu some stuff (e.g. his family heirloom earrings/necklaces) to help her out. Itās not like heād miss it. When questioned about it back in Twisted Wonderland, he just claims he carelessly lost them in the other world. Or claim he got robbed. (Mayuās list of crimes against royalty now include both kidnapping and robbery š)
As to why he didnāt just offer it while he was there⦠he knew sheād probably refuse the offer anyway, so the only option was to leave it there as a surprise. If they ever meet again somehow and he learns that it worked he can be like "Wait. If you got into college on my dime⦠that means you canāt say anything about me repeating high school on the taxpayer's dime now." (Does that tap fist on palm thing like he had an eureka) (Not that I think theyāll meet again)
In the end, Minajael left a dear friend behind. But if you asked him about certain things, like why he knows the best way to cook an egg for his ramen-
*rubs my hands together evilly* i'm sat at my desk. I'm (somewhat) free. It's finally time, I'm so excited.
OUgh I wish I could have taken a picture of my face the first time I read this. I feel like I've watched this little guy grow like mayu's little sprout from a little noggin-knocking blurb into now this fully-realized Guy and I'm ueeee HE GOT A FULL FLEDGED CHARACTER ARC AND EVERYTHINGGGGG OUGHHHHH
asdfghjkl okok I'm getting ahead of myself... I'm just going to go down the post and note things as I go.
I'm so really very endeared by the way he's inherited Annoying (/aff to the point of tummy aches) from Jamil and Ace in a new limited edition flavor, I LOVE him and I love to hate on him. Why is he Like This, head in hands, he gives me chest pain. I need to put him in a bag and shake him like a snow globe. Wet wipes. What a lame-o... TAT <3
I wasn't as much of a fan of similar dynamics (like Tamaki and Haruhi style from ouran high school host club, anime specifically bc I never ended up picking up the manga) but something about him makes it feel more likeable.... it took me a while to find the right wording, but if anything I'd have to say it's his *desperation* that appeals to me. This is a guy who is, or feels like he is, drowning, and he is desperately clinging onto what he believes will save him - this escapism, this illusion of normalcy, *Mayu*. He is ignorant and willful and selfish and demanding, but there is an earnestness in his manner and a raw edge to his curiosity that, in Mayu's shoes, helps me understand why she continues to put up with this hopeless prince.
I think that is how a lot of people in his life and community feel about him, tbh, based on his behavior and the response of his country. Because for all his rebellion, Mina is obedient. He's a good kid, a good prince. He moderates his language (when it's important), he keeps his non-royal friends separate and hidden (albeit for their protection), not one to raise a fuss or pick any fights he can't handle, so beyond a few quirks like not wanting servants to take care of him and a propensity to jumpscare pilots at night, he self-moderates really well even despite his frustration and fear because deep down I think he has always understood and accepted the responsibility - he just never could bring himself to embrace it (CUEEEEE ISEKAI VACATION ARC!!!!!)
Traveling to another world is admittedly pretty crazy but he can come back and everyone knows he can come back so my point still stands. And I haven't talked about all the new (to us) mayu lore but holy moly. I'm so hyped. The reveal goes CRAZY, like us finding out at the same time as minajael really elevates the experience. And while we might not all be privileged rich kids being brought face to face with difficult life experiences that we've never even conceptualized beyond "something that happens sometimes, if not rarely" to someone we know and care about (a crush, no less, someone that has been placed on a pedestal) but then again, maybe we are. Regardless, we can FEEL the guilt, the shame, the self-doubt that douses him in that moment, finally pushing him to come to terms with his behavior and attitude towards this person that (while funny at times) he's been pretty much treating as a (beloved) convenience. Like a commoner-specialized search bar with built-in company. OUGHHHHHAHAHAHA IT"S GENIUNELY SO PEAK like I was doing a happy dance while this man hit emotional rock bottom. WE LOVE TO SEE IT !!!!!
And you know what we love to see even more?? LOVE THAT CHANGES YOU FOR THE BETTER, REGARDLESS AND ESPECIALLY IF IT WASN"T RETURNED (in that way)!!!!!!!! YEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
oofta. oughhh. wWahhhh. I am so moved. I love them. I'm so very fond. One thing about this post that I really appreciate is that it made me love Mayu and Mina both more but not together. It was touch and go with some of the earlier posts but I think this one really nailed why they are at their best as passing ships, passing stars. He needed her more than she needed him, from the very start to the very end and beyond that (SOB) and ultimately I love that the most because I think that kind of 'love that was lost but never really lost' is one of the most beautiful and I wouldn't have it any other way. All the illustrations were peak and truly amplified the Feelings but my favorite was definitely the last two, like my heart clenches every time I look at him and then the little mayu waving and calling out. Head in HANDS head in hands. Your tags already say it so well but it has to be said again because wowow cry. cry cry cry cry. all day every day.
AND! I love that canon mayu and mina don't know each other, extra angst not really angst for me mwahahhahahaha. Like mina you don't even knowwwww there's a girl who showed you a whole world literally and figuratively in another lifetime. And you will never know. And that's okay. Like WHAT oughh i love. I love themmmm
Anyways. Ahem. Thanks for the tag, thanks for pouring your heart and time into this, i love him and i love you and I think about them often and I'm so glad I was finally able to respond.
OKAY. I KNOW IāM LATE and I hope itās okay I reblog this because AUhhgghfjkfjh STARRYYYYYYY- ššš„š„š„Ā
You genuinely hit me with such a phenomenal nuke of an incredible analysis/commentary that I kept coming back to it over and over; everything here is genuinely so good and so sweet and- listen, there are moments where I get reminded why I dumped all of my skill points into art (because Iām not great at expressing myself with words & genuinely do not consider myself a writer writer) and this is one of them. I kept wracking my brain on how to respond to this in a way that would feel like I made your time writing it worth it, and then all of a sudden itās nearly the end of June and I STILL havenāt responded- Iām so sorry if Iāve left you waiting and thinking I maybe didnāt read your reblog, because I 100% DID, and Iāve even sent it to my friends to show them how well you analyzed what Iāve put in my original post. I remember when I first saw the notification and opened it and scrolled slightly down and realized just how much you wrote, I had to put my phone down for a second to compose myself before reading - it really feels like Iām opening a present every time I see your reblogs or comments, and I have no words to express how much I appreciate you & love reading your thoughts.Ā
AND LIKE, youāre spot on about like, everything - in ways I didnāt even know how to describe myself. Minaās equally responsible and rebellious nature, his desperateness to cling to something that made him feel normal while being unable to actually abandon his title and role, etc. etc. (Responding to you after the newest update is even better because I was right about several things - he humblebrags, he knows heās sheltered because he doesnāt know the world beyond what he reads about, he reflects on his own when he realizes he's in the wrong, among other things; the only thing I got wrong so far is that he does have a tiger, but otherwise Iām praying š that the rest of my characterization is correct, because heās as dear to me as if he were my own OC at this point LMAO, the update really put me back in a Minamayu mood huh)
Itās one thing that I get to share my ideas on this platform and have fun simply doing so, itās another to have someone appreciate and enjoy my work this much and bring up points that build even further on what Iāve made - itās a rare treasure for any creator out there to have someone pay close attention and really get what theyāve created, so like, I genuinely donāt know what I did to deserve you (and all of the lovely people who leave comments and tags too), but I must tell you that youāre amazing and full of so many wonderful thoughts and that I always love, love seeing you around. Sometimes I genuinely post and briefly think āI hope Starry enjoys this one,ā youāre very treasured and loved and I hope you never stop sharing your thoughts about the things you enjoy ā¤ļøšĀ tumblr user starryknight565 my goat who NEVER misses ā¼ļøā¼ļø
Mina: (confesses)
Mayu: šØ
Mayu: Waughhhh I don't wanna dieeeee šššš
Mina:
Mina: Wait what'd I do??
Mayu: I don't want to die by the sultan's wrath šš
Mina: I can talk to my dad
Mayu: I don't want the burden of being royalty
Mina: We can elope
Mayu: I don't wanna be doing all the chores and cooking and cleaning
Mina: I'll- I'll learn!
Mayu: And how will you get a job while being a literal fugitive šš
Mina:
Mina: Job...?
was joking about this with some friends and thought I'd share, immovable object vs unstoppable force ship be like š girl's nothing if not realistic
plus even if he did run away, his dad could probably cancel his credit card or use it to track his whereabouts š go back to the drawing board, princeling...