You can call me Syder (pronounced like βciderβ). This is my art blog where I post my art for quite literally anything - OCs, fanart, doodles, etc. It may seem centered around certain fandoms if Iβm into that at the moment, but really itβs just a miscellaneous art blog.
My main blog is over at @part-sadist, so if you see a follow or interaction from that account, thatβs me. I canβt follow via this side blog and unfortunately tumblr doesnβt seem to allow me to swap this one to my main π¦
While this blog is not 18+, I am an adult and may sometimes talk about or draw content with more mature themes. Please do not follow if that bothers you. If you need to block or unfollow me, please feel free to do so, I will not take it personally.
Other stuff
Pronouns: both she/her and they/them are fine
EN/δΈζ/ζ₯ζ¬θͺ OK
Asks are welcome! Mentions are okay, but please only send DMs for business inquiries (i.e. commissions) unless we're mutuals
DO NOT repost my art or use it for AI learning
My strawpage - please save your drawings just in case as I seem to not receive them properly! I post the ones I receive in batches so it might take some time before I respond to yours π¦
You can download my Twisted Wonderland Login Tracker here!
Current main fandom is Twisted Wonderland, but a few other things I like include: FFXIV, Umamusume, Splatoon, Chainsaw Man, Dandadan, Ace Attorney, otome games, Vocaloid, etc.
Please also note that this blog is not spoiler-free β I do tag spoilers but sometimes I may forget to, so proceed with caution!
Tags guide, masterlists, & FAQ under the cut!
Tags Guide
#my art - All artwork, click this one if you want to see just my art (other tags may contain work from other people)
#oc - Art featuring my own OCs
#others ocs - Art featuring other people's OCs
#twst or #twisted wonderland - All Twisted Wonderland related posts
#shiokawa mayu - My Twisted Wonderland OC/Yuusona
#jamimayu - Jamil x Yuu content
#acemayu - Ace x Yuu content
#syder txt - Miscellaneous text posts, block this one if you don't want to see me yap
#gifts from others - Artwork, writing, etc. I received from other people
#art tips - Art tips, my brushes, asks regarding my art etc.
Masterlists
Twisted Wonderland
Shiokawa Mayu π (My Yuusona/OC)
Jamil x Mayu ππ [1] [2]
Ace x Mayu β€οΈπ
Minajael x Mayu π―π
Art of Others' OCs
[To be continuously updated...]
FAQ
Do you take commissions?
Commissions are currently CLOSED as of October 31, 2025, but I plan to reopen at a later date. If you'd like to commission something in the future, please see this post for more information. I will be continuing to work on any commissions that I've accepted before closing.
I do however take commissions for the TWST tracker style chibi on a rolling basis! I open slots in batches of 10 after I finish each batch, so keep an eye out for when I reopen if you want one.
Can you draw [insert idea/prompt here]?
I do take suggestions, but please understand that I canβt guarantee that Iβll get to it.
Can I draw your OC?
Alone or with canon characters (if theyβre part of pre-existing media), yes. If itβs with your own OC or a character I donβt know, please ask me first.
Can you draw my OC?
Only if Iβm hosting an OC interaction or request event, otherwise I prefer to focus on my own projects & ideas first, sorry!
Can I use your art for a profile picture/banner/etc.?
If it's fanart, yes, as long as you credit me properly - this means visible credit (e.g. including my url), and not claiming it as your own. However, please refrain from making any edits or modifications to the artwork, such as adding filters. Please also do not use my art for roleplaying purposes.
Additionally, please do not use my OCs, as they are very personal to me π¦ All commissions are also intended for the commissioner's use only.
What do you use to draw?
Clip Studio Paint (PC) + Wacom Intuos Pro PTH-660 tablet. I canβt tell you what brushes I use because I downloaded tons and just pick one randomly based on whatever I feel like using that day, but if you ask me specifically about a piece I may be able to recall which one I used π
Can we be mutuals/friends?
I've answered this question in more detail here, but to summarize: Iβm rather selective with who I follow back, and likely wonβt follow you if I donβt recognize/know you or we have never interacted before. Regardless, I'm open to interacting even if we're not mutuals, as long as you are respectful of my boundaries π
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Jameow reminds me of those cats that bite your ankles from the shadows
oh he probably does, he'll bite your ankles in the dark (e.g. if you're still up late and refusing to go to bed, because he knows that means his breakfast will be late tomorrow) and he'll bite other cats' ankles if he's mad at them... so don't make jameow mad πββοΈ
Hello! Can I please ask how tall Rami is?^^ And also maybe how old he is or does that not really matter? Is he like 16-18? β£οΈ He's so cute and I got curious. Sorry if you've already talked about it and I missed it!
No worries!! As a part of my running joke that he constantly falls just short of his dad, he's 174 cm (aka, exactly 1 cm shorter than Jamil who is 175 cm π)
His age kinda fluctuates because it's entirely dependent on what stage of his life I decide to draw (so, sometimes I draw baby Rami & sometimes it's teenager rami), but you can just assume he's between 16-18 when I depict him in his NRC uniform!
Coming back from the dead to post about a very unserious ship i made back in
*checks notes*
Two months ago, damnπ
This was when Rielle first got revealed alongside Minajael and absolutely zero information was given,,,
HOWEVER I had made these silly Rielle headcanons over a year ago and only got reminded of it after his official TWST release (and again, this is just me having fun) so pls be kind to me about the headcanons here π (feel free to correct me or provide any info about Rielle that you know tho, or maybe add your own headcanonsπ)
Anyways, Rielle having crush on Prefect/Yuu headcanons under cut:
(I kind of wanted this to be something that isn't strictly catered around my specific OC, but if you see mentions of "Fayrouz" or "Fay-chan" feel free to ignore itπ)
The main headcanon (that I made a year ago) is that Rielle gets so embarrassed around his crush that he stops taking completely. Just straight up nonverbal
I imagine he tried to talk to her one(1) time but he stuttered so badly/had a voice crack so bad he just shut up and never tried again (Prefect never even noticed)
He'd just linger around them with a face almost as red as his hair and nod along with whatever they say (atp Prefect would just think he's straight up nonverbal because he never talks around themπ)
If I remember correctly, Minajael said some extremely backhanded (and extremely funny, let's be honest) compliment on Rielle's singing by saying it contrasts his usual noisinessπ and I imagine he would immediately notice how the local loudmouth had suddenly shut up for whatever reason (the reason is the Prefect. Did you see how quickly he clocked Jamil's shit? Hes figuring out that Rielle has a crush on the Prefect so fastπ)
(β comment and screenshot provided by a friend)
Cue Mina rubbing his hands evilly (he's gonna exploit this so badly)
An increasingly more silly headcanon inside an already silly headcanon: Mina exploiting Rielle's crush on Prefect to get him to keep quiet/lock inπππ
I have no idea how Mina would get Prefect's number (maybe he just asked them for it while Rielle was glaring daggers into him idk)
Also if Prefect were to give him something (and I mean literally anything) oh, he's treasuring it foreverπ. Maybe even make it a family heirloom or maybe even try to put it inside the Coral Sea Museum if nobody stops him (many people will stop him)
Love me a guy so down bad he turns into a middle-school girl with a crush,,, kicking his feet, giggling, and twirling his hair or whatever just thinking of his crushπ₯Ίπ
Once again this is just some silly headcanons and scenarios that aren't meant to be taken seriously!!
If you've read this far thank you for reading my hallucination of this one guy that I made simply because I adored Ariel as a kid. Waiting for more RSA content......
I know you said this post was meant more as a general Rielle x Yuu concept but I'm also so wheuhehehhhh π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί about Fayrielle so excuse me for attaching this reblog because I simply could not resist- they're so SO cute and rielle's so adorable just turning into a whole tomato π when he so much as makes eye contact with her π₯Ίπ₯Ί boy how will you even talk to your crush like this SMH smh
also minajael using this against him will never not be funny to me. why is he like this. he needs to transfer to NRC oml. "Fayrouz is watching" and that's all it takes for rielle to Lock In, I wish that worked on me too because god knows I need to lock tf in too π anyway YEAHHH FAYRIELLE POST thank you for the food ππ
HIII SYDER!!πππππ HOW ARE YOUU?! I hope you're all doing well!!!π₯Ήπ«Άβ€οΈ
I've been wanting to draw the little ones for a while now... the Fankids JamiMayu and ShuZul!!ππ I thought they'd be really silly together<3 PLUS, RAMI RECENTLY HAD A BIRTHDAYπππ
Yoshi tries to act cool like Azul, but overall he's kind like ShuuβΊοΈππ HEHEH
Wishing you a wonderful day or evening!!!πππππππ
OYAAAA hello!! ππ I've been doing well, I hope you are too! Sorry for taking so long to respond to this but ahwkjfnsm you drew the boys SO CUTE that I just had to make something in response ππ₯Ί Rami looking so cool and aloof while Yoshi looking so sweet & adorable ahhhhh, he's like Azul but with the shadiness replaced by kindness and concentrated sunshine (courtesy of Shuu, he really has Shuu's smile) πππ Azul if he wasn't evil /j, anyways what a BABY π
also I'm crying at how he's just genuinely excitedly yapping rami's ear off (very ashengrotto -> viper behaviour), only for rami to pull out another (completely unrelated) friend to show him πππ IT'S OKAY YOSHI, his bug friends won't hurt you they just look scary (though the question becomes how the hell did rami smuggle a whole tarantula into school??? bro π) this is like cross-generational beef except the roles got reversed and it's not even real beef, they're just being normal classmates - how wonderful... congrats on their sons for not repeating history /j
ANYWAYS thank you again for this lovely gift!! ππππ Yoshi is so cute I hope he never gets into any funny scams at school π
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The kitty versions of the boys are so cute π₯Ή you made them so adorable that I really want to just cuddle them.
I know Mayu is their owner and caregiver in this idea, but if she happened to be a cat what kind of cat would she be and what would she act like?
I've actually depicted cat Mayu before here, here, and here! She's a tuxedo bobtail cat with a lil onigiri pattern on her face + white socks (the lack of a tail is a reference to human Mayu having no magic) β¬οΈ
Her cat name is "Myau" which literally just originates from me misspelling her name and noticing it sounded just like "meow" πββ¬ Assuming Jamil adopted her, that's what he "names" her because I hc he struggled to come up with a perfect name and just used it as a placeholder, but then just never changed it π if she ever runs out, you're gonna see him chasing after her yelling what sounds like "Meow! Meow! Get back here!"
She's an affectionate & goofy kitty who's very chill and unbothered, and will eat nearly anything you give her, with constant big ol eyes (like Uni the cat). She'll catch bugs too, much to Jamil's horror. Also Ace would comment on the pattern on her face looking like a d*ck (rude), while Mina would probably feed her high grade sashimi or something.
Funny thing that happened to me in my gacha pulls a few days ago that I just wanted to shareπ
oh a similar thing happened to me on JP when the event first ran, I pulled a 10 for Jamil and Leona ended up coming too π I guess ojitan really wanted to be praised for his fairy gala look LMAO
he sure got some nerve to show up after scaring you like that though, give him an earful π€
Anon... I know you probably meant to say this in a playful/joking manner, but this really isn't an appropriate tone to use with a stranger π this is best reserved for close friends you know you joke around with, please be a bit more cautious with how you talk to creators you don't personally know π¦
mayu in twisted nyanderland, part 2 because i keep thinking abt these cars (part 1)
More headcanons:
Jameow is rather quiet and barely meows, while the other two freeloaders are yappers. He's also a really self-conscious cat who gets embarrassed when anyone catches him purring (purring is not under his conscious control). If another cat walks in while he's purring on Mayu's lap, he immediately jumps off and runs away - you don't understand! He has some kind of, uh, image to maintain βοΈ
He's quite the caretaker kitty - although much less capable than human Jamil. He takes it upon himself to wake her up every morning, but he doesn't really have a sense of when it's a weekend or when she doesn't have work/school. So he keeps bapping her awake every morning at the same time regardless of the date π and he escalates from pawing at her -> biting her clothes -> standing on her (& meowing) if she refuses to get up. He takes his self-assigned job very seriously.
It's a mystery how he remembers how she cooks, but he always knows what she's about to grab next. So despite the clear food safety violation, he's allowed to sit on her kitchen counter and help by passing the spice bottles.
Jameow was originally a stray cat that roamed around with Nyalim, a white-haired cat. When Nyalim accidentally ate poisoned cat food, he ran around to find a human to help. That was when someone called animal services, which led to them both being taken into a shelter. Fortunately, Nyalim was saved in time and quickly adopted because he was a bubbly affectionate sweetheart. But Jameow wasn't adopted until he was nearly the last one left, because he "had a personality" and rejected a lot of humans that tried interacting with him. Mayu was charmed by his big grey eyes the moment she laid her eyes on him, though, and was determined to bring him home no matter what the shelter said about him.
He took a long time to warm up to Mayu. For the first few weeks, Mayu'd never know where he slept at night because he hid himself very well. Until one night she woke up to use the bathroom and accidentally kicked something fuzzy, and saw that it was Jameow curled up beside her feet, looking rather offended she did that to him.
The thingy on his collar is from a hair tie Mayu bought. She noticed him taking a liking to it (playing with it), so she refashioned it into an accessory for his collar. The gem is made of plastic.
Mayu nearly didn't recognize him one time after she left the AC on too low and he turned soot black overnight.
Nyace met Mayu in a park, when she was sitting on a bench (lowkey having a bad time) and heard a meow from next to her. She gave him something to eat and he immediately dialed up the charm, following her and repeatedly flopping down by her feet and looking up at her for pets. If she tried to walk away, he just got up and walked in front of her and re-flopped. He spotted a human he wanted to bother and went for it. Good for him, because it worked out in the end - cuteness always wins. (bro rly went hay bbgurl don't be sad look how cute i am)
At home with his new roommates he has to fight for treats & kibbles, but Minya's also kind of a big brother to him sometimes and passes his bowl to Nyace. Except this is because he's a Bengal who gets fresh, high-quality meat at his real home π he's not lost, he just goes between his two homes as he wishes, and often goes back for meals. So he isn't even hungry when he's at Mayu's, meanwhile his poor real owner only sees him when he's hungry (credit to my mutual @/_varietale_ on twitter for the idea)
Mayu brings up her concerns with the vet that her cat barely ever eats, but never seems to lose any weight either?? And then the vet is like "Look, I don't know how to tell you this, but your cat is... incredibly well fed." While Minya continues to keep his secrets.
Things Minya have brought back include:
- A white bird (movie ref - don't worry, it was unharmed)
- A flower
- A leaf
- A rat
- A bug
- A bug
- A bug (he realized these piss off jameow)
- A squirrel
- Someone's wallet
Bengals are incredibly intelligent and athletic, so Minya, unfortunately, knows how to open doors and windows. So picture the door clicking open as Jameow is loafing on the couch, only to see Minya walking in with a grasshopper in his mouth... π
The wallet is. Possibly the sultan's wallet, that he went home to fetch. Which is incredibly funny because this implies that he
- Recognizes his new owner is a broke ass mf
- Memorized the sultan's schedule and knows when he's gone or asleep
- Knows the way home from Mayu's place
- Knows how to get past all the security at home, unnoticed
- Knows where the sultan leaves his wallet
- Is able to hold it in his mouth and escape, unnoticed, and get all the way back to Mayu
Poor Mayu is going to be like
Mayu: Oh you're back! What'd you bring me... this... time
Minya: (Drops it on the floor)
Mayu: (Opens it and checks the ID inside with trembling hands)
Mayu: Minya. Where did you get this π¨π¨π¨
Minya: (Meows proudly)
Minya is genuinely a shoulder cat who jumps onto Mayu's shoulder any chance he gets. He likes to watch whatever human things she's up to from the best vantage point. (Jameow thinks he has no manners)
The three cats debate every night who sleeps where on Mayu's bed, although often it's just Jameow vs. Nyace since Minya frequently leaves. When her allergies get bad though, she has to lock them all out and somehow go to sleep ignoring the meowing and scratching at her door π
In terms of vet visits, Jameow dislikes his carrier too, but prides himself on being a good kitty who doesn't cause trouble, so he's well-behaved and handles shots and check-ups like a champ. Nyace freaks out and whines non-stop in his carrier and starts running the moment he's let out, so he needs to be bundled up like a burrito to not claw the vet or Mayu. Minya refuses carriers and wriggles out of harnesses (or just flops down and refuses to move), so he arrives on Mayu's shoulder and hops down to sniff around curiously - he's never been to a peasant vet before, usually the vet comes to him at his real home. Until the vet checks his microchip and realizes he's some powerful politician's missing cat that they've been putting up a $10k reward for, and Mayu's... about to be in trouble... jk he goes home periodically to prevent this from happening, what a clever kitty.
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thinking about ways jamil could learn about mayu's past... imagine AU where in book 7 it's grim and jamil who have to go wake mayu up first, and it's a dream with her in her small apartment on earth living with her mom again. but once her mom leaves for work, she turns to jamil and grimmy like "hey. you're here for me right?"
something something she remembers so strongly that she never had a chance to do this irl, it took very little effort for her to recognize this was too good to be true. and even though she knows it's not real, she says it was nice to get to see her (mom) again.
...ur yuu is pretty cute btw ππ would throw my hat in the ring for her hand π₯Ί
Also, would you beloeve me if this took 12 hourd long?
Becaudr it did!
Started it yesterday then tapped out becquse o havrnt slept at al dur8ng rhta dya forgot aboht it becaudr i was budy, then remembered it while slipping om the bathroom and broke my feet and colored it ππππ so if it looks rushed it IS rushed and it took even longer becaude o forhot hpw to render it because i colored it in the middle of the dead night at 4 then woke up at 9 yried to fin8sh it slept again and got this piece of junk πΌ
Surpridingly the seed ahoge was the hatdedt for me to draw π€π€
wahhh what an adorable mayu!! π₯Ί β€οΈ the reddish tone in her hair makes her look so warm and you have such a lovely airy-vibe colouring style, and i love the little :3 mouth you gave her π
also i totally believe you because my projects have taken like, straight up to 30+ hours if they're on the more complex side π dw it doesn't look rushed at all but HELLO hkfjsndhkfjs is your foot okay?? πππ dear god you went through so much to finish this piece for no reason, I really hope your injury's healing ok & you're getting more sleep!!
UR BLOG IS THE CUTEST EVER I LOVE SEEING MAYU AND JAMIL INTERACTINGGGG
ur blog also inspired me to make a fankid and i love him lotsπ i dont have a name for him thoπ
aww thank you!! π i actually never planned to design a fankid until my friends started sharing theirs π (there was this brief period of time on tumblr when a lot of oc x canon twst artists started sharing theirs... I think last year or the year before?) and then i was like "what the hell sure iI'll take a stab at designing a character that's a blend of jamil & mayu's features," and then I ended up keeping him LMAO
oc names are hard for sure! i picked rami only because i remember seeing it somewhere before & really liked the way it sounded, but coincidentally liked the meaning when i looked it up too. you can take your time with deciding one or even just use a placeholder nickname until you figure it out, hope you have fun with your ship and fankid!
In your family au with rami did jamil ever become free from serving kalim's family? π€ or are mayu and rami also serving kalim's family now?
Good question! I consider Rami only semi-canon because I can easily picture Jamil not having any kids in the future due to the burden the Viper family name carries (i.e. he doesn't want to inflict the same trauma onto another child), so Rami pretty much only exists with the pre-existing condition of the Vipers being free.
I doubt Jamil would ever want to rope Mayu into serving the Asims either (it'd be a strong reason to reject her for her own good), so although I haven't decided on what careers they end up going into as adults, Jamil's definitely going to be working something out with Kalim first (and my personal headcanon is he travels to his heart's content too before settling down when he's older - y'know, so he can fulfill that dream first π₯Ή)
The way you draw Nyace always sends me... The cuteness agression is real, he looks SO adorable in your artstyle omg
He's always got that peak vaguely punchable :3 face on, it's the key to his cuteness and he's fully aware and 100% utilizes it to the max to beg for pets and treats from you π€
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sending this to be appreciative of the calendar again, but to also send jamil your way please take him off my hands,, π
FIVE Jamils in a month??? Not even I've gotten him that many times in the same month ππ I would gladly take him off your hands so that your own oshi can visit instead π€
infographic of mayu's diverse range of kibties (part 2 here)
Some extra notes/headcanons:
Jameow is a Siamese cat that gets suuuuuuper toasted when it's cold, like he becomes one of those burnt Siamese cats that looks like he just returned from the mines, looking almost identical to a black cat
(He may or may not have once wore a heart-shaped mark on his butt for a period of time because Mayu had to shave a small patch of fur (siamese fur grows back darker when shaved))
Nyace (also known as Nyappola) is an orange cat of all time. Like truly an orange cat of orange cats. He was the first of the three to arrive at Mayu's house. He's very good at playing cute and flopping over for belly rubs, but also likes to whack her with his paw a lot for attention. After Jameow moved in though, Jameow keeps smacking him when he tries to flop over for pets π
Minyajael is one of those crazy expensive Bengal cats. He escaped his original owner's place and followed Mayu home one day after smelling the spicy noodles in her bag. Every time Jameow hisses at him he just looks up at Mayu like "Get a load of this guy." He's probably microchipped though, so it may only be a matter of time before his original owners find him and accuse Mayu of cat theft π
Jameow is very well-behaved at the vet. Nyace runs up and down the walls. Minya uh... Mayu is about to find out she can't afford his insurance /j
Mayu still has cat allergies, she is in kitty heaven and allergy hell at the same time π
