So, over the last 2 years, I've gotten to a point where I've realized that I have a terrible need to be of service to God and people. But i'm not exactly sure what I should do. I've never had a dream, only a need. And now that need feels like desperation. Of course, volunteering is an option, but I want to do it for a living. I'm that guy who people come to with their problems. The last two years have made me that, only more so. I am so thankful for my suffering. It brought me closer to God and absolutely made me a better person. I made a conscious decision to choose to see the good in things. All my adult life I've been blue collar. But I think I'll be better as a shoulder to lean on. The two things i've landed on are seminary school or mortuary science. I'm trying to leverage my strengths. Dead and dismembered people don't freak me out, and I have infinite patience with spiritually and emotionally injured people. Probably why I get along so well with first responders and GWOT Vets. Their stories don't make me recoil in horror lmao! I would appreciate any suggestions or thoughts.











