ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ

         for everyone else, the time it took for steve to replace the stones in their respective timelines was a matter of seconds. for steve, it had taken three months. and more heartbreak than he knew what to do with. there had been a moment, looking at peggy, that he had thought about staying, about living out his life with her. and then he remembered the interview she’d given. she had a husband, children. she’d been happy. and so in the end, he’d gone back, put on a brave face, and told everyone it was done. 

        it was done. 

         facing the fact that he truly did need to move on, steve rogers found himself without a way forward. he was still captain america, still an avenger, but he’d reached the end of the line he had been walking all his life. out in the woods, alone, the soldier mourned their losses, his grief masking the sound of anyone approaching. 

OPEN: post endgame, canon divergent

      if it was something bucky knew like the back of his hand--it was a lack of identity where it mattered most. the world in the grand scale had returned to normal, but in the details some were still nursing the scars thanos left behind. a reminder that scars never truly healed was a piece of him in the form of a darkened vibranium arm, once supplied and maintained by hydra. he was a different man now, often not feeling like a man at all. 

i look pretty good for a dead bitch--

anyways...hi. i’ve been sitting here typing this for like ten minutes and backspace every time i think i feel like i’m done. i’ve erased apologies and typed them out, but the truth is i’m not that sorry for leaving tumblr for a while. i’m sorry for ditching my friends in the process, and if they’ll let me, i’d like to resolve it the best i can. 

with that said, i don’t know if i’ll be back full time. my socials are always available on request to close mutuals and whatnot, and i’ll probably be hiding on my multi muse if anything. 

bucky will forever be a piece of me, and this space is something i will always want to take care of me as much as i take care of it. 

✌ : Fondest role-play memory, between muses?

✿ : Fondest role-play memory, between muns?

웃 : An existing character you’ve played in the past that you miss?

ツ : An OC you created that you are proud of?

유 : A role-play related instance that you regret/are ashamed/not proud of?

♂ : Do you have a role-play/writing routine? If so, what is it?

♀ : A trope you catch yourself falling back too often?

☿ : A trope you dislike?

✍ : Offer 3-5 tips on how to get other role players started on interacting with your muse.

✉ : On average, how long does it take you to write a reply that you’re pleased with?

❅ : Advice to non-role play blogs that want to get started?

✔ : What drew you to the character you currently play? What types of characters are you generally drawn to?

☯ : Greatest challenge to writing your character?

✘ : Any head canons you’d like to imply on you character but know they wouldn’t fit?

✯ : A head canon someone else has inspired you to adopt?

➳ : Do you prefer writing on your own, on tumblr/a forum, or on an IM platform? Why?

▲ : What sort of information do you like to see on someone’s role play page that helps you determine whether or not you would want to write with them?

▼ : Are there popular head canons for your character that you disagree with? Why?

♫ : Are there parts of your own personality that you reflect onto your character? How do they work?

❤ : What are some role-plays that you have done/are doing that you particularly enjoy and wish to share with your followers?

✈ : What do you think is your reputation in your role-play community?

⌘ : Where do you get some of your inspirations for plots/head canons? Offer an example, if possible.

ღ : What sorts of plots/characters/scenes do you have the most difficulty writing, and why?

OUT. || @anarchiisms is posting which means it’s my time to SHINE and talk about jude. jude is my raison d'être in rp?? jude is one of the kindest funniest people i know???? jude is one of the most talented people in my life? jude is hilarious? jude is clever in ways i cannot imagine? jude is infinitely more talented than me in pretty much every way? jude is a really cool cosplayer??? JUDE JUST GOT A REALLY CUTE NEW HAIRCUT???? I love my sister so fcking much you cannot even understand. 

“How to Brooklyn”

  “hey--” his reaction very clearly shows that he wasn’t paying much attention to the puzzle in front of them, physically checked in but mentally somewhere else. it didn’t take him too long to snap back into reality however, pushing a few strands of brunette hair behind his ear.

   her hugs were never announced. usually so full of life, and with enough force to knock the wind out of him. they were his favorite. however this one was calmer, gentler, but still with a force behind it of a different nature. the moment was needed, for him as well, and so he gladly wrapped arms around the smaller frame’s shoulders. as he pulled back, he looked at his baby sister, his ride or die, and smiled.