sometimes I get a little sad by the fact that I'm fucking insane

“ur so quiet” its so fucking loud in my head

I am not in my fucking body bro it feels like I’m on autopilot that’s malfunctioning

“you’re so quiet” bro everyone ignores me and nobody cares about what i have to say

what do you mean “impulsive behavior” i’m just a little spontaneous

I don’t usually have feelings so when I have them they’re overwhelming

I fluctuate between "my needs are unreasonable, I should repress them so I don't have to bother anyone" and "I've been through so much. I deserve a bit of understanding and comfort"

how difficult it is to have been an adult as a child and now a child as an adult