queer pranks played by lightning

also, if you put the two scenes where shane and ilya watch each other’s interviews together, it’s kind of diabolical. ilya’s upset at shane basically because he’s not acknowledging ilya in interviews and is moving on from whatever they had while shane’s literally keeping up with him and saying things like i’m happy with what i got. shane’s watching ilya on his small phone because it’s his little secret how reluctantly charmed he is by this asshole while ilya’s blown up shane’s face on the tv so that he can detect the minutest cracks in his armor, anything at all when the interviewer says ilya’s name. the difference between ilya’s interview persona and the ilya in the hotel room vs the negligible difference between the shane interview persona and the shane at his place. a dark hotel room vs a home bathed in light. ilya wants to make shane want more for himself, be a bit more greedy. he also just wants another go at trying to subdue shane once and for all by [insert previous sentence here]. he knows that if shane wants, if shane allows himself to be distracted, then he wouldn’t be able to keep that mask of detachment and calm on for much longer. he knows what wanting more than your share does to a person (looks at alexei). he knows what not letting yourself want does to a person (looks at himself).

sex with someone whose relationship to you can best be described as “opponent”

emojis are perfect for example 😚

my high horse is actually awesome and fast like the wind

i'm curious to know what all of you were into before hollanov infected your brain 7 months ago

i have a 3way with words