its thursday! reblog this post if you dont want to feel this way forever!

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btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

just really sad and need a hug or cuddles

Up late thinking about things I shouldn’t be thinking about

what a day!!!!!!!! nothing happened and i was tired

I’m getting so tired of fighting myself all the time

being self-aware but still unable to change your own reactions is such a uniquely miserable experience

I spend a lot of my time noticing.

i wish i was worth anything